Outside, Inside


Everything is seen

Seen how you want

The colors and the happiness

All being shown


Everything is closed off

Closed off from the world

No colors but black and gray

All being covered


Together nothing is exact

Apart everything is scattered

Outside me is what you see

Inside me I want to scream!

No matter what my future holds I promised you I wouldn't do anything stupid. Why did I have to make that fucking promise, why did my life have to end when you left, I love you Edward! Can't you see that without you I'm nothing. Nobody but you ever really saw me, no body but you made me trust them. Together we were better, although I know you didn't love me, pretending was amazing. And now you have left realizing that you can do better, I'm glad you made up you mind, but please don't forget about me.