I was sleeping soundly when there was a loud knock on the door. I rolled over in bed trying to ignore the annoying disturbance wanting to go back to sleep. However my eyes popped open at the lack of a body next to me, realizing I was alone. I scanned my room over finding Jasper nowhere.
I hoped if I ignore the knocking sooner or later the person behind the door would get the hint and leave, however that was not the case. I rubbed my tired eyes sighing deeply, as the knocking continued. After throwing on a pair of sweats and t-shirt, I sluggishly made my way to the front door. As the sound of the knocking picking up I called out.
Before opening the door to reveal none other than Emmett.
I couldn't hide my annoyance to find him on the other side. Emmett was the last person I wanted to speak to, especially without a witness around. He could say whatever he wanted and I'm sure Jasper would believe him.
"Jasper's not here." I said bitterly, trying to end the conversation as soon as possible.
I couldn't help but smirk as I noticed the welt under his right eye, taking pride in my handy work. Emmett was a big guy after all; it's not often a guy could knock out someone like Emmett and live to tell the tale.
Emmett stood in the doorway looking somewhat nervous as he replied.
"I'm not here to see Jasper."
I eyed him oddly as he continued.
"I actually came to apologize, I know I've been hard on you and I'm sorry if I came off a little strong. Jasper is my friend and I don't want to see him get hurt, I've seen him heartbroken before and he doesn't deserve it. So you can understand my concern when he told me he was in a relationship with his once playboy roommate who used to be straight."
Did hell freeze over?
I just nodded as Emmett went on, shocked I was actually getting a true apologize from him.
"I hate to admit when I'm wrong but I have to admit I was wrong about you Edward. You actually aren't a bad guy, maybe a little confused, but Jasper seems to see something good in you, so if he can overlook your flaws so can I. I would like to start over, for Jasper's sake. What do you say, friends?" Emmett asked holding out his hand for me to shake.
I just stood there in shock with my mouth ajar. Emmett apologizing and admitting he was wrong was the last thing I expected. I eyed his hand cautiously before taking it in mine and shaking it.
At that Emmett gave me a weak smile before taking his hand back.
"Cool. By the way, I'm not stupid I know it's going to be awhile before either one of us trusts each other fully but I'm just glad this ended on a positive note."
I gave a small smile in return.
"Me too, I can't stand drama."
Emmett shook his head in agreement.
Once Emmett's speech was over it got awkward, neither one of us knew what to say next. We were so used to having our partners by our side's initiating the conversation. After a couple of silent glances and nervous fidgeting Emmett spoke again.
"So, tell Jasper I stopped by. I still need to apologize to him as well."
I shook my head in agreement before waving goodbye as Emmett made his departure.
I took a sip of coffee trying to wake my tried body when Jasper came through the front door fully alert with a bag in his hands. I eyed him curiously as he headed over with a wide smile on his face, taking out a heart shape box of chocolates and handing it to me.
"Happy Valentine's Day." He announced giving me a sweet kiss on my cheek.
I snickered lightly eyeing the boxes of sweets. I was so used to giving girls gifts on Valentine's Day and getting nothing in return considering Valentine's Day was known as a girl's holiday. It actually felt nice to get a gift for a change. I lightly blushed at the sentiment giving Jasper a genuine smile.
After taking a few more gulps of coffee I continued my research on the web. I felt bad for hurting Jasper last night when we had sex for the first time and being inexperienced with guys; I wanted to make sure the soreness that Jasper was talking about was normal.
I blushed in embarrassment when my findings confirmed I was indeed inexperienced. According to the many sites I visited about sex health and frequently asked questions, I was supposed to use lube to help ease Jasper's discomfort as well as to help improve the performance. As far as condoms were concern I didn't have to worry about them. Both Jasper and I were safety conscious and got checked out every year, we were both clean.
Jasper had no clue but I made plans to make up for last night. After hearing Jasper's story of his awful first time with both a man and a woman and my lack of knowledge for our first time, I thought tonight would be a good as any time to fix that. I decided tonight I would totally give myself to Jasper. I wasn't thrilled at the idea, but I loved him and he deserved pleasure just as much as anyone else did, as well as knowing I fully trusted him and Valentine's Day was the perfect day to express that. It was the day of love after all.
While Jasper went to take his morning shower I snuck out to the store to get all the supplies I needed. After scanning every row, twice, grabbing everything I needed I headed to the cashier to pay. I eyed the items the people in front of me had to pay for suddenly getting a little nervous. I saw the usual candy, card and flowers, and a couple of other little things though nothing sexual at all.
As it was my time to drop my items on the counter I timidly made my way over noticing the judgmental look I was getting at the old lady behind the counter.
Great, had to be an old lady.
I'm sure she was use to people my age getting sex items from the store and it being Valentine's day and all I'm sure it was happening more than ever, but I still couldn't help the embarrassment I felt knowing she knew what my intentions were and knowing what I was going to do with this stuff.
Store workers possess so much knowledge into your life it's kind of creepy when you think about it. They know more about you than a stranger on the street would, with just one glance at the products you buy they have insight into your life. Maybe not much, but still it's insight just the same.
I observed the old lady in my spot as she rang my products up, praying she wouldn't have to use the loudspeaker to ask for a price on anything. Sue was her name according to her name tag and judging by the looks of her station she was a grandmother. As I noticed a scribbled drawling she had hanging proudly over her cash register. The knowledge I gain in just those few seconds made me feel a little better knowing I knew something about her as well.
As the last item was rang up and bagged she handed me my belongings, the lack of enthusiasm on her face told me she really didn't care about my need for the sex items, she wasn't my grandmother after all; to her I was just another customer. I sighed in relief once the bag was in my hands. Sue gave me the repeated Happy Valentine's Day as I made my way out the store.
My time couldn't have been more perfect, As soon as I walked into the front door I could hear the shower turn off. I quickly made my way to my room to hide the supplies until needed.
I took my spot on the couch pretending to watch tv just as Jasper made his way out of the bathroom in nothing but a towel.
"What are you watching?" He asked gripping his towel in one hand so it wouldn't fall while his other ran through his wet hair.
I shrugged not knowing or really caring for the show, trying hard to control myself, feeling the urge to jump him.
"So, what are we doing tonight?" He asked trying to act calm through I could see the excitement in his eyes seeping through.
I shrugged again trying not to act interested on the subject, not wanting to give anything away.
"I don't know, I thought we could just stay in, Valentine's Day is overrated."
Jasper frowned slightly at the announcement mumbling something about going to get dressed. I watched out of the corner of my eye as Jasper slowly made his way to his room looking somewhat disappointed. I secretly smiled to myself knowing Jasper was in for a surprise.
Much to Jasper's dismay we had dinner in front of the tv, which I admit wasn't very romantic but I wanted the element of surprise. Jasper did little to hide his disappointment over our lack of plans, as he let out the typical sigh every once in a while along with remaining quiet the whole meal. After Jasper felt he had more than enough torture for one day he announced he was going to bed. I nodded my head in agreement stating I would meet him in the bedroom.
As soon as Jasper was clear from view I quickly made my way to my room and began to set everything up. Once I had everything in place I made my way to Jasper's room to find it dark. Jasper was already a sleep, lying on his side.
"Jasper?" I whispered in his ear.
"Hmm?" was the only response I got.
I lightly snickered before I went on.
"Come with me, I have something to show you."
Jasper slowly sat up turning to face me, giving me a questioning look. I smiled amused noticing his now messy hair. I gave him my hand leading the way to my room, too tired to object Jasper silently followed.
Jasper gasped at the sight before him, dropping my hand in shock. He scanned his surroundings noticing the candles that lit the room, giving it a nice glow and the rose petals scattered on the bed.
"You like it?" I asked noticing Jasper had yet to speak since I woke him.
"When did you do this?" He asked amazed I was able to sneak around him without him knowing.
"I did it while you were moping in your own woe is me self-pity."
Jasper frowned slightly at my statement.
"I was not moping."
I gave him a smug look as he got defensive.
"Please Jasper you were practically frowning all dinner."
Jasper huffed folding his arms to his chest.
"Well is it too much to ask for a little sentiment on Valentine's Day?"
I snickered moving closer to him as I voiced.
"What do you think this is?"
Jasper was about to speak but dropped it blushing.
"I guess you're right, I just hate to be the last to know things."
I silently took a mental note to his statement.
"Okay, no more surprises." I declared wrapping my arms around his waist.
Jasper was quick to retort.
"No, you can surprise me, just don't surprise me, surprise me, like give me a hint that you planned something without actually giving it away."
I started to feel like my efforts were going to waste. I frown slightly.
"So, do you like it?"
Jasper instantly grinned.
"Of course, I love it."
I smiled at the excitement he now held, kissing him gentle on the mouth. Jasper quickly responded moving his lips against mine. Once out of breath we parted.
I nervously pulled Jasper over to the bed, taking a seat. Jasper made his way over me, claiming my lips in a heated kiss.
We made quick work of each others clothes which wasn't hard considering we were only wearing boxers. My hands went to Jasper's boxers as his went to mine, never once breaking the kiss. I lifted my hips off the bed to help Jasper slide my boxer's off easier only causing my dick to grind against his in the process. I moaned in his mouth at the sensation.
Our hands moved in sync, releasing our hard shafts from their confinements at the same time, dropping our boxers to the floor.
Our mouths parted as our eyes filled with lust, staring at each others body, wanted to memorize every detail. My eyes went from Jasper's beautiful blue eyes to his well-built chest down to his hard dick. At a feel of a jerk down below my hand made its way to Jasper's shaft. He quickly caught on taking a hold of mine as well.
We began a slow rhythm, moving our hands back and forth. I gasped at the feeling it gave me, staring into jasper's lust filled eyes, feeling his heavy breath fan against my face as we jacked each other off.
It wasn't long till I felt precum come for my shaft as well as jasper's causing me to lift my hips up to his. Jasper's eagerly responded pushing his hips downward as our hand left our dicks.
My hands gripped Jasper's back bringing him down closer to me as his went to either side of the pillow my head was resting on as we dried humped, moaning as our pace picked up. I groaned in response at the feeling and tried desperately to stop moving not wanting to cum this way.
"Uh, Edward, if we don't stop I'm gonna, Uh, I need to cum." Jasper voiced.
I nearly came at his statement along. Finding the will to stop, I painfully stilled my hip movements, Jasper followed suit and started to move off me to take his position.
I quickly stopped him, keeping him where he was. Jasper gave me a questioning look but said nothing. I reached over to my dresser pulling out the newly bought lube bringing it to the bed. I blushed slightly as Jasper took notice.
"I'm sorry if I hurt you last night, I would have used it, but uh, I didn't know."
Jasper smiled sweetly.
"That's okay, I kind of figured."
I bit my lower lip nervous, trying to give myself enough courage to voice was I wanted to say next.
"I um, I was wondering, if you want to top this time?"
Jasper looked down at me in shock taking my question in. I felt my heart speed up rapidly as he eyed me.
"No, that's okay you can top again." He said calmly.
I'm sure he probably noticed my nervousness.
"No, I want you to, I mean, I want to be able to be fully open to you. I want you to know I trust you and, and that I love you."
Jasper blushed as my confession giving me a quick kiss on the lips before responding.
"Okay, but I'm not gonna lie, It will hurt a little at first, even with lube. I have to stretch your muscles out first, so that your opening is big enough for me to even fit in there to start with."
I nodded in agreement feeling like a little kid getting the sex talk from a grownup.
"Yeah, I know about the stretching, I remember the shower." I said shivering at the thought.
When Jasper's fingered my hole in the shower I felt like I was being torn apart, the pain was unbearable. I thought it was never going to end but than it did, and great pleasure replaced that pain.
I let out a shaky breath as Jasper slid his lube finger into my hole. I shut my eyes trying to concentrate on the reason for this pain, the gain it would bring in the long run. After I started to get used to his finger in my tight hole Jasper slid another and another. I panted heavily at the sore intrusion.
"Ah, Jasper, I don't know if I can do this. It fucking hurts like hell."
Jasper shushed me with kisses on my forehead and cheeks slowly moving his lips down my body. I gasped as I felt his wet tongue lick the pre cum off my dick causing more to sweep out in excitement. He still his hands movement but kept his finger where they were, making the feeling more on the uncomfortable side than actual pain.
A moan escaped my lips as Jasper continued his little teases with my dick, licking the tip and under side lazily but never fully taking me in his mouth. He was probably worried if he did I would cum before we ever got to the sex part, and he would be right. I was set to pop and I'm sure he was pretty close himself.
After a couple of minutes pass and a few more licks swept across my shaft Jasper withdrew his fingers. I winched slightly at the movement, but was soon gasping in relief once I was empty again. I opened my eyes to find Jasper putting some lube on his stiff dick.
"You ready?" He asked once he finished covering his shaft in the slick substance.
I swallowed hard before roughly replying.
With a verbal approval Jasper slowly made his way inside of me, pushing deeper into my tight hole, inch by inch. I bit my lower lip to keep from crying out in pain as I clawed Jasper's shoulders.
"Ah, Edward, that kind of hurts." Jasper voiced reacting to the feeling of my nails digging into the flesh of his arms.
"You're in pain?" I remarked sarcastically, keeping my eyes shut.
I could heard Jasper sigh deeply, whether it was in stress or pain I wasn't sure, all I knew was the next thing I felt was his soft hand on my dick, trying to take some of the edge off. Getting frustrated of waiting, I began to speak.
"Please Jasper, just move already; I don't think it is going to be feeling nice anytime soon."
Jasper let out another sigh letting go over my shaft moving all his attention to my hole. I cringed grabbing the sheets on either side of me as Jasper began to move out of me only to move back in.
"You okay?" He asked between thrust.
"Just keeping going." I said not wanting to lose all the progress we made and at the same time not wanting to voice the ongoing pain I felt with each thrust he made, the lube did little to ease anything.
I opened my eyes when I noticed Jasper stopped moving.
"Why did you stop?" I asked not really complaining, my body was grateful for the break.
Jasper had a look of determination on his face.
"I want to try something."
I tensed at his words if that was even possible. I felt Jasper pulled out only to replace his dick with a finger searching for something. It was till his finger went off to the side hitting my sweet spot that I realized what he was looking for. I groaned at the feeling wanting more. However I was soon disappointed when his finger let my body.
I waited for the pain to come back when he reentered with his dick. He aimed his thrust in the direction of my sweet spot getting another groan in response.
"Fuck that feels good." I spoke, surprised something that felt so painful no too long ago now felt so pleasurable.
At my revelation Jasper sped up his thrust hitting the spot over and over.
"Fuck Jazz." I voiced gripping his hips trying to pull him closer with each thrust.
"Yeah, Edward, Uh so close."
I found myself losing control at the sight of jasper's sweat cover body on top of mine, his face cringing in pleasure with every move he made. I wrapped my legs around his waist as my arms went to his back pushing him down until we were flesh to flesh, his forehead rested against mine. I grunted raising my hips to meet his with ever thrust. The bed squeaked at our roughness. With one more hard thrust I came shouting jasper's name in response. He followed not long behind.
Exhausted and sweaty we laid in each others arms enjoying the peacefulness' of it all.
"I love you." Jasper mumbled against my chest as he tightened his squeeze on me. I smirked in response before answering.
"I love you too."
Note:Yay, it's over! So are you all happy, I gave a happy ending, not to mention this is the longest chapter I ever wrote for a story, ever. So you better review and show your love. By the way I will be starting a new story sometime this week. It will be called The Ex and it is a Bella/Edward story. Stay tuned! Thanks again for all your support! ;)