...this just came out of nowhere...I'm just having a sad Christmas right now... I'm far from my family... oceans away to be exact... anyways... Merry Christmas to all!

Author's Disclaimer Facts:
...I do not own Naruto!
...I have other stories waiting to be read an reviewed... hehehe... please make it as my Christmas gift :)
...I'm really sorry for any grammar or spelling errors, English is not my first language...
...I'm really fond of punctuations...
...I'm in love with Sasuke...He is my anime husband...hahaha

This story is based on Sasuke's POV...Sasuke's emotions, questions, dreams...etc...everything is about Sasuke Uchiha!!!

There's No Christmas Here

"uhhmmn...." naruto lazily mumbled as he stirred. i just remained unmoving... my whole attention was focused on this blonde angel beside me. my eyes gazed over his lightly tanned body...and even if the lower region was covered with that damn woolen blanket, i still could picture it out. he was still snoring lightly...i smirked, still enjoying my view...i really might have gone overboard...what we shared earlier was so mind blowing. naruto moved closer, his body was unconsciously seeking for a source of warmth... he cuddled near me... and gave out a small contented sigh.

i couldn't help myself, i really had to caress those whiskered cheeks... he was so lovely... so peaceful.. that it made me breathless, as always. i ran my hands through his blonde spikes. the gesture relaxes him, as he told me... i looked at him, and he smiled... his eyes were still closed. i moved closer to naruto, inhaling his all too familiar scent.. sweet and clean.. it was like an addictive drug, that was making me extremely high. i closed my eyes, savoring the waves of heat our body was creating... it was a wonderful feeling... being with the one you love at christmas eve.

"sasuke..." i heard naruto call my name. i opened my eyes and looked at my blonde angel..."hmn...?" i asked with a smile playing on my lips."i love you teme..." naruto whispered, smiling mischievously as he traced his fingers on my chest.. i groaned out loudly... God i love this man! "...i love you too, dobe..." i replied as i kissed his forehead. naruto sighed and snuggled into my arms even more. i held him closer and rested my cheek on his head. i could go on forever like this... just me and naruto, alone and overflowing with love...

...it's been already five years, the same day as today... but the pain was still fresh and it still lingered in me. i traced naruto's face using my fingers... the sting on my fingertips ran through my veins as i clutched the picture frame tightly. hot tears were clouding my vision... making everything blurry... it had always hurt to look at this lifeless thing... and yet it haunted me till now... i just never got a hold of myself to stop reminiscing about the past... and about what could have happened if i haven't died...