So this is my first Glee fic. i want to appologize if it seems ooc, i discovered its harder writing for a fanon couple. i hope you enjoy!!!
Disclaimer: i don't own glee.....otherwise this wouldn't be fanon and Finn would be dating Kurt (teehee!!)
Rachel sat at the piano, staring at the keys. She couldn't find it in herself to play anything. Normally she'd be all for letting out her emotions through music, but it seemed that she was left without a song
in her heart. She touched one of the keys, then another, and soon an all too familiar tune began flow from her fingertips, and she began to sing along softly.
Hands touch, eyes meet Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Tears fell down like raindrops and made the keys slippery. Unknown to
her at the time, a familiar football stud walked in and stopped to
hear the girl's song.
Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl
Rachel finished the song, but the words were
incoherent as she sobbed and collapsed on the piano.
"Geez berry what is this? Days of our lives?" puck rolled his eyes and walked over to
Rachel shot up in surprise and wiped the tears off her face.
"P-puck, what are you doing here?" she stuttered trying to regain her
"Well I came in here to practice without getting hell from
one of the football guys. But the real question is what are you doing
in here? My mom cries less while watching Schindler's list." he raised
"I'm trying to pour my heart out in peace due to the
continued hurt and humiliation that afflicts me regularly. Elphaba's plight in this song seems to fit my current state of heartache." She sighed.
"Okay…I have no idea what you just said." He replied scrunching his eyebrows.
She rolled her eyes. "I was singing because I'm sad. What's it to
you?" she glared at him.
"Well let's just say I can't stand to watch a girl cry. I'm
not that cruel." puck said.
"Well you certainly seemed pretty cruel throwing all those slushies at Me." she spat back.
"Hey I said I was sorry about that." He frowned. "So who's crushed Rachel Berry today?" he said
sitting down on one the chairs.
She sighed, knowing he wasn't leaving anytime soon. "Who else?" She sighed and looked at him with sadness. "It's hard, whenever I see him and he gives me that smile, it's like he's giving me this false hope that we can be together. So then I'll desperately try and do something to win him over just to continually
make a fool of myself." she began to choke on her words as a tear fell from her face. "and every time I know in the bottom of my heart that it's my own fault I mean even the times we've kissed, it was always me who initiated it," she continued. "it wouldn't have happened if I wasn't so in love with him. I convinced myself that we could be together and that he loved me as I do him." she
"Now that's just bull shit" puck said leaning back in his chair.
"Excuse me?" Rachel asked incredulously.
"You heard me; Finn's been playing with you for a while. I see the way he looks back at you,
your like his little pet. Whenever he needs something from you he'll call "Rachel!" and you'll go running back to him. He encourages you with the hope that you two will ever be a possibility even though he
knows that's pretty much impossible. True you're stupid enough to keep going back, but Finn's the asshole who keeps encouraging it. Even someone as annoying as you doesn't deserve that." Puck was going to kick himself later for actually acting like he cared about Miss Drama Queen's issues.
"No, no Finn...Finn would never do that to me, I just need to get over it. Even Kurt said so."
"Um hello! He would, and he does. And what would Kurt know about normal teenage guys?" Puck chuckled.
Rachel rolled her eyes. Deep down, she knew puck was right. She was silent for a while.
Then she got up and sat next to him in another chair.
"Why do you care?" she whispered. "Last time I checked we weren't even friends.
Now you here listening to my idiotic problems." she mumbled.
"They're not idiotic, and it's not like I don't" he mumbled looking at the
"Well you certainly have a weird way of showing it." she
He laughed softly "hey I don't change for anybody, not even
the great Rachel Berry." he rolled his eyes.
"what about you and Quinn?" she said trying to avoid any more awkward moment with her and
"me and Quinn are complicated," puck replied.
"Quinn and I," she corrected.
Puck glared at her "anyways... I rather not talk about it," he sighed and looked away from her empathetic face.
She put her hand on his shoulder and looked at him. He turned and met his eyes with her
chocolate ones. They stared at each other, letting their silent connection do all the talking. They were lonely, and the ones they wanted didn't want them back. She looked down, feeling a blush crawl on her. Rachel felt butterflies flutter up her center all the way to her face. She heard the voice in her head tell her to walk away, to get up and leave him to his own sadness just so she can go into a bathroom and get back to crying all alone. Showing emotion and weakness it said would lead her to her own downfall. But that other voice, that stupid voice that lead her to embarrassing herself in front of Finn last night, kept nagging her to stay. She stood up and smoothed her skirt and began to walk away when he grabbed her arm.
"don't leave," he whispered then looked back up at her face.
She nodded and stood there. He stood up and let his hand glide from her arm to her hand, letting his fingers tangle with hers. He looked down into her eyes and she gave him a small smile. He leaned down and kissed her, tasting the salty tears that graced her lips only a few minutes before. She kissed back, trying to push that image of Finn out of her head. Puck began to attack her lips with a little more force,
knowing that she was thinking of Finn. He wanted to know he was just as good as Finn, possibly better. He wanted her to know that. Her and Quinn, that Finn didn't deserve either of them. She responded just as aggressively letting all of her hurt out on his well trained lips. Her arms had tangled around his neck, pulling him closer. He responded by pulling her hips to his and slowly grinding then with his. She softly moaned while his lips were still pressed with hers. She began to nibble on his lip as his tongue traced the outline of her lips.
He smiled, tasting her lip gloss. "is that strawberry?" he whispered then
nibbled on her earlobe.
"strawberry kiwi actually" she gasped as he grinded harder against her hips.
He chuckled and picked her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he carried her to the piano and
sat her down on its smooth finish. He attacked her lips again, this time letting his tongue slip between her strawberry kiwi lips. She met his tongue with her own, creating their own kind of a tango that only
involved their mouths. She ran her hands through his Mohawk as he began to gentle suck on her tongue. He ran her hands up and down her sides, tracing her curves with his fingertips. She shivered at his touch, feeling the sparks fly from her skin as he touched her. He smiled against her lips, feeling prideful because he knew Finn never touched her like this. His hands lingered down to the skirt she was
wearing, gentle rubbing the fabric between his fingers. She ran her hands up the front of his shirt, tracing his chest with her fingertips. He pushed her skirt up a little, tracing circles on her thighs. Her
breath became shorter as his hands gradually pushed her skirt up her waist. Her fingernails gently scraped against his chest as his fingers outlined the waistband of her pink cotton panties. He groaned when her fingers would brush across his nipple ring. He began to trail his lips from her lips down her cheeks and down her neck and to her collarbone where he began to suck and nibble on it, leaving his mark showing Finn she belonged to him and only him. She sighed and ran her fingers through his Mohawk again, tracing her name on his scalp. He kept brushing his fingers against her hips, slowly inching the waistband lower and lower. Just then the door clicked open. Their heads whipped
to the door to see Mercedes, Tina, Artie and Kurt, all just as shocked as they were. Puck pulled Rachel off the piano and she quickly slid her skirt into place and moved her hair to cover the hicky her just
"wow that was so much more of Rachel then I needed to see,"
Kurt said breaking the silence.
Mercedes just glared at puck, knowing his sexual prowess already caused one scandal in the glee club.
Artie and Tina were too shocked to say anything. Then Mr. Shue and the other members of glee walked up behind them.
"why are we all standing in the doorway, c'mon let's get seated so we can start practice." he said
shooing the group to sit down.
They sat down as did the rest of them, still silent from the Puck-Rachel thing. Rachel scurried to a seat,
her face pink from embarrassment while Puck acted like half of the glee club hadn't just walked in on him and Rachel about to get in on, on the piano. Finn walked in and smiled at Rachel, completely oblivious
to the hicky being poorly hidden under her hair.
"you okay? You look a little flushed" he asked worriedly. Kurt snickered and whispered something to Mercedes.
"yeah I'm fine," she said quickly and glared at Kurt, he rolled his eyes and went back to talking to Mercedes. "just a little feverish I guess," she finished then felt her head.
"well if you're sick you should probably go home, you know the flu's been going around lately." he replied.
"Finn's right" Mr. Shue added turning from the piano to face her, "a sick female lead's pretty useless," he added.
"okay well I guess I'll just go home early today," she sighed and got up and smoothed her skirt.
you home," puck added oh so nonchalantly.
"Thank you Puck" she replied smoothly and the two walked out of the choir room. Everyone stared at them in silence as they left.
Then Finn piped in "did I miss something?" and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
Rachel and Puck walked out to the parking lot in silence, until Puck said,
"Next time, we need to lock the door."
Thank you for reading and please review!!!!
~L.D. Aka Ren-Ki