Wow. Didn't realize it has been so long since I have updated this. I have no idea where this is going or how I will make it work, but here is another update… let me know what you think.

Let's see if my muse wants to work for me again…

Last time I posted Bella was still having issues with being sick, they had a family meeting via web chat and decided they were going to indulge Trevor and move so he could go to a better school and we got to see some of Emmett's true feelings.

I am thinking about "rushing" his deployment to get him back home sooner, but then when I originally started writing this it was to have more of the development of them while he was gone. Any Idea's?

After that long ass Authors note *** on with the Read****

I was sitting in the waiting room at the hospital again. I should just ask from my own room here. I dropped the kids of at Emmett's shop and then hauled ass to get to the base in North Carolina. I know I could go to any other base, but I wanted to get to know these doctors better.

I was typing out emails on my blackberry as updates to friends. Texting Rosie and Alice back and entering schedules into my calendar. If this thing was lost I would be screwed, I've become a little OCD about backing it up to my laptop daily. Obsessive yes, but I didn't want to risk losing anything.

"Cullen." I looked up to see a nice looking nurse standing by the door I now know they take patients through.

Getting up and grabbing my purse I started making my way to her.

She looked at me, "Cullen?" She questioned.

"Sources would say since I'm walking towards you that yes that would be me." Man I was in a bitchy mood.

"Sorry, not use to seeing a Cullen on this side of the ER." She seemed to want to make me happy. Wonder if I was either labeled by my charming personality from the last time or if it was from SGT Anderson.

"Sorry, been a rough week. I'm Staff Sergeant Cullen's wife." I half smiled.

"As in Tall dark handsome green eyed Doctor Edward Cullen?" She looked surprised.

"Unless you have more then one Staff Sergeant Edward Cullen that's a doctor at this base then that would be the one." I don't know why but I'm either extra bitchy around here because these people know him and I don't or they are just complete idiots and I need to only come here when I know I can deal with Sergeant Anderson.

"No sorry. Just didn't think we would see the day that he would settle down and have the picket fence and all. We didn't know he was even seeing anyone." She said while getting my height and weight. Half whispering out the last part.

"More for you to pass around, he has two kids as well. I seem to be getting that reaction around here." I half smiled again while following her to a room. I could have elaborated that, but fuck if I didn't want to call a full base meeting and make it more then clear he was off the market and that I was his bitchy wife and that I didn't want to hear shock from them anymore.

"What are we seeing you for today?" She asked after doing my temperature, blood pressure and the generic stuff.

"I've been really nauseous for a while now, wanting to sleep all the time and over all moody… Ahh Hell… Fuck… shit… Damn…. I guess first place would be to start with a pregnancy test." I felt really fucking stupid right now. I've been bleeding lightly, but that happened with Trevor too.

"It could be a number of things causing that, but we do run that as a precaution as well." She seemed to ignore my word vomit or she was going to go back to everyone and say Staff Sergeant Cullen's wife has the mouth of a sailor.

"Alright, let's get the party started then." I smiled. I hate needles, blood and the like, but I have come to realize in life that it is inevitable. My life is destined to deal with all that as I can't seem to walk on a flat level surface barefoot with out going ass over head. YouTube quality shit too. Trust me I've gotten more hits on YouTube from video's Emmett's posted them I ever got on the dating site Alice signed me up on where she made me out to seem like a desperate, slut that would do anything with legs and a cock.

Surprisingly things went quickly after her slips of not understanding why Edward, yup she slipped a lot and called him that, wouldn't mention to her kids and a soon to be wife. You bet your ass I'm going to mess with him a little bit about this.

After leaving the room in the back I stopped by to chat with Sergeant Anderson.

I knocked on the door; though I should just walk in I've been here enough.

"Come in" Always the same reply from him.

"How's my other favorite Sergeant doing today?" I asked while smiling and walking into his office.

"Which one was it this time?" he questioned almost looking annoyed.

"Surprisingly this trip was nice. I'm questioning what's labeled in my chart to have made it like that." I giggled while taking an uninvited seat in front of his desk.

"This just a, hi how are you type visit? Damn don't let that get back to Cullen." He laughed

"I got some news while I was here and am hoping you can keep a wrap on everything until I can talk with Edward about it."

"I don't know if that can happen, but I do know that I can get you a direct call to him in about 5 minutes." He answered while looking at his clock.


"He is calling in here for a supply reorder. Maybe not the most romantic place to talk, but when he calls here you are more then welcome to some time from him."

"I would appreciate that. I don't want this to get to him before I can talk with him." At this point his intercom started making a paging noise.

"Yeah Johnson."

"Staff Sergeant Cullen is on line one for you."

"Thank you Johnson patch it through." He answered back… "When it comes in you just pick up the phone and press this button" he explained to me while walking to the door. "Come get me when you are done."

"Thanks," I walked around his desk and got settled, picking up the phone and pressing line one like I was told.

"Are you stalking me now Cullen?" I giggled a little at the end of saying this.

"Bella baby?"

"Can still tell my voice, I love it. I love how this worked out that you happened to be calling about the same time I was done and that I decided to talk to Ben for a minute."

"Everything ok sweetheart?"

"They did the tests and everything came back ok, though once I got to thinking about things it was pointless. What would you say to being a daddy again?" I was dumping it out there. No point avoiding it.

"What?" I could tell he was either jumping to conclusions or he was confused.

"The reason why I have been getting so sick and stuff is because I'm pregnant, I've pen pointed it to either the Truck or the first night at the house by base."

"How?" He was batting a thousand for stupid points today.

"See Edward when two people sleep together and use no protection there are these things the guy has called sperm that can mix with the woman's eggs and babies come from that."

"Don't get smart with me Isabella. How could this happen? And I know the medical way it happens. You weren't on any form of birth control or didn't tell me to use a condom?"

"Last time I checked it's my responsibility just as much as yours. Why would I be on birth control when the last guy I slept with was over 2 years ago before meeting you? If this is your reaction and the way you want to talk with me I'll just go get Ben and you can call me when you feel like being the sweet man I married and not the ragging asshole talking to me right now." I started to get up with my finger hovering over the hold button. I was ragging with hormones and didn't need this to add to the mix. With the way he was acting I'm surprised he didn't accuse me to sleeping with someone else.

"I'm sorry baby. Just been stressed around here, I miss you guys so much. How are you feeling today? You ready for this or do you hate me now?"

"I don't hate you. It's a surprise, but not an unwelcomed one. Sure we don't do a damn thing normal, but I'm sure we will get through this all right. We miss you around here too."

"I'm so sorry sweetie. If I could come home I'd be on the first plane there. We can get through this. Your strong and will be ok. I just wish I was there to help you out and be part of this pregnancy." He sounded so sad.

"It sucks you can't be here, but you are the strongest and toughest man I know. I am so damn fucking proud of you and am nothing but honored that I get to call myself your wife. I promise you one more baby if you decide you want to. We will plan it to happen when you are able to be home with me."'

"You would do that for me?"

"Yes. As crazy as it would be, yes I would have a million babies if you were able to go through it from start to finish with at least one. Just think of all the fun we can have making another baby."

"How can you even think about that while you are just starting to carry this one?" he was chuckling now.

"That's just me. I get very umm sexual while pregnant. And before you even go there in your mind, I love you, I'm with you and I would never think about going to anyone else."

"I know Bella. I trust you fully and I love you so much. I don't want to, fuck I don't want to stop talking with you, but I need to get this reorder done and then do some checks on patients."

"I understand. Give us a call when you get some time again. Please take care of yourself. Be safe and make sure you are taking care of yourself and sleeping and not taking chances. We need you to come home to us. Trevor is working on a surprise for you, Lux is starting to walk around little distances with out holding on, I'll send you a video. I love you so much Edward, please promise to be safe and come home. I need you."

"I love you to. You have no idea how much I miss you guys. I'm talking like, shoot myself in my own foot miss you guys. I will call you in a few hours probably. I love you sweetheart and I'm so glad you married me and gave me Trevor. I love you."

"Love you too. I'm going to put you on hold real quick and then get Ben for you."

I was sniffling while walking to the door. Opening it and walking out I spotted Ben.

"Sergeant Anderson, Staff Sergeant Cullen's waiting to speak with you. Thank you again for allowing me to speak with him." I smiled while wiping at my eyes.

"You ok?" He asked while walking closer to me.

"Yup, just miss him. If I get a box to you can you make sure it gets there when the supplies do? I want to surprise him."

"We really aren't supposed to do that. I'm sorry."

"That's ok. Before anyone else tells you I was telling him that he was going to be a daddy again." I grinned at this. As morbid as it sounds I have a part of Edward growing in me to have around no matter what happens to him. Now that's not to say that I don't want him to come home, because I do.