"Just A Dream"

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand

Ginny had always pictured her and Harry getting married. She loved him so much. But now…

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?

She starred at Harry's dead form, and fell to her knee's, face in her hands. He had left her. Left her to do it all alone. She knew he had cared for her, even when he had ended it. But, it was all over now.

I was counting on forever, now I'll never know

Ginny had wanted forever, forever with Harry. She knew she loved him. But, now there was no "forever". No more anything.

I can't even breathe

Her breath was coming in slow, short gasps. All she could think about was him. How he'd never hold her again. She wished she would just stop breathing.

It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background

She felt like she was in a dream. She hoped it was a nightmare, and she would wake up in his arms.

Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now

Ginny had heard Hermione, Ron and McGonagall cries, and had felt herself scream. The thought of him "never coming back", was heart wrenching.

This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

'Why me?' She asked herself. What had she done to deserve this? They were the good side, and their hero was gone. It had to be a dream.

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt

The silence could have been cut with a knife.

"Please, let him be okay on the other side." She whispered through her sobs.

Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard

All the silence, sobs, and shouts were heart breaking.

Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been

She wanted to run to him, and never let go. She wanted to be with him, or what was left of him.

And then the guns rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

She felt as if her heart was melting; shriveling into nothing. She didn't mind either. Her heart was meant for him, and no one else.

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?

He left her; left her with nothing. She hated him for it, but the love was too strong.

I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe

She cried, and cried.

It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

She still prayed she was dreaming. He couldn't just leave her like this. She loved him. She loved him too, too much.

Oh,
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never know
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah, Yeah

Now, everything was over. He left her, and gotten killed. She had forever, alone. She would never mend her heart never give it to another. Even in death, he had her heart. And then….

-Done-

A/N- you know what happens next; Neville kills Nagini, and blah, blah, blah!

I have found that I can't write heart felt things. I can think them, but not write. But, songfic hearts, I can do! Hopefully this isn't too repetitive.