OK, SO THIS IS MY NEW FIC.
AS THE PREFACE SAY'S, IT'S ABOUT EDWARD AND NESSIE.
THE ORIGINAL TITLE OF THIS ONE WAS "A FATHER'S LOVE" BUT THERE ARE 2 OUT THERE WITH THE SAME NAME, SO I DECIDED TO CHANGE IT...
I also red some fics that have some similarities with mine, but I swear that the plot it's all mine. The fic is already finished in the "The Twilight Saga" site if you want to check it or read it complete (The link is soon-to-be on my profile).
Please, if your reading this fic, review. And if you read it on the other site, comment too; I'm begging you!!!
DISCLAIMER: ALL THIS WONDERFUL STORY AND CHARACTERS BELONGS TO THE WONDERFUL STEPHANIE MEYER. I ONLY OWN MY PASSION TO THEN AND MY WANT TO WRITE ABOUT THEIR LIVES LOL
"What? Me…a Father? But how this could happen?" Suddenly that beautiful image that caused me so much pain came to my mind; it was an image of Bella with a child of mine in her arms, mumbling softly while rocking in a rocking chair. "Wow! That would be wonderful…" my world reach such brilliance and happiness that I felt dizzy. I reach the top of the happiness at that moment.
But suddenly, reality hit me with an incredible strength, and my world shuts down, almost completely, leaving me in darkness. And Bella? What this going to do with her? "She's so frail!"
I had put again my beautiful Bella in danger; a danger that could kill her before I could do something…
THE FIRST THOUGHT
It had been almost a month since Bella gets pregnant. The most dreadful and futile month of my existence; worst than the six months away from her because, this time, I was here, watching her suffer and deteriorate more each day.
All my attempts to make her reconsider had failed and now, I only could wait and be strong for her; pray for the first time since I become the monster I am, that everything go well, so I could save my Bella.
I was sitting in the floor next to her head, trying to understand the need of Bella to have Jacob in here, but I couldn't concentrate in nothing long enough. Memories were mixed with the voices and thoughts of the others, creating a constant buzz in my head.
Suddenly, some sort of "voice", completely strange to me came to my mind "Bella? Could I finally read her mind?"
"Did you say something?"- I asked puzzled as I turned towards her. When our eyes met, I realized that she was as confused as I was.
"Me?"-She asked surprised "Hmm, weird. Generally, the thought sounds like the person voice"- "I didn't say anything"
I moved onto my knees, focusing intensely in her…nothing.
"What are you thinking about right now"- "C'mon, love"
"Nothing. What's going on?"
"What were you thinking about a minute ago?"
"Just…Esme's island. And feathers"-Here I'm get a little distracted because her beautiful face blushed, showing the beautiful and delicate pink color on her skin "Oh, how I love that… Focus, Edward!"
There was again that "voice", but now I was sure it wasn't Bella's thoughts "Could it be?"
"Say something else"- I whisperer, refusing to believe what I just heard.
"OH MY GOD!!!" It was the fetus, it were its thoughts! Well, more that thoughts feelings, even some short words; they were completely disjointed and incoherent but with a strong sense of happiness and… "Love?" Well, at least something very similar
"…Edward what's going on?"
I could sense recognition and comfort from the fetus each and every single time Bella spoke.
"The baby likes Bella's voice! Wait a minute, baby?" well, I wasn't prepared for this option, but I was fascinated with what was happening.
I put my hands very carefully over my wife belly, wishing to have closer contact.
"The f- It…"-"NO!" a voice shout in my head. Fetus wasn't the right word, it doesn't sound right. I swallow to correct-"the baby likes the sound of your voice"
"Holly crow, you can hear him!"- Bella shouted surprised.
The baby starts moving around very fast and very hard, and I could feel the fear in his tiny mind. It was amazing the speed at which the kid mind was moving!
"Shh baby, it's okay" I surprised myself thinking and stroking tenderly this little person, a person who about five minutes ago, I had hated with every fiber of my being.
"Shh. You startled it…him"- it was hard to think of it like a baby…
"Sorry baby"-Bella said as she patted the side of her stomach.
Again, the feel of contentment and safety fill its mind and my dead heart swell with unknown feelings.
"What's he thinking now?"- I was so focused in this new little person, that I could only hear the eagerness on Bella's voice. I answered almost by impulse.
"It…he or she is…." –Surprised of what I found -"happiness!?!?" I thought-, I look up into her eyes-"He's happy"