I woke up the next day feeling dizzy and in pain.
It hurt to stand.
I got dressed for the day after showering and walked down stairs.
Hikaru was sleeping on the love seat.
I leaned over and whispered "I'm sorry" at his ear.
I went to walk away and he caught my wrist.
"I'm sorry" he whispered back.
"for what" I asked.
He sat up and stared at me like an idiot.
"oh that" I had completely forgotten the Haruhi thing I was saying sorry for yesterday.
"I can't forgive you for that, but I'm willing to talk it out before I go" I smiled sitting down next to him.
"go where" he looked up.
"away for a bit" I sighed.
"why" he asked.
"so I don't burden you and Haruhi. It must be hard when I'm always around" I faked a smile.
"I never said I loved her" he cupped my cheek in his hand.
"didn't need to" I sighed again.
"I said I loved you though" he said softly and sweetly.
"well you didn't act like it" I whispered.
"I know I hurt you, I'm sorry" he kissed my forehead.
I shook my head "why did you do it"
"I just….it's a long story" he sighed like me.
"you have my full attention" I promised.
"okay…Haruhi and I went out to eat and on the way home got caught in the rain.
She was scared of the thunder.
We ran back to the house.
She instantly ran down into the basement.
I followed and tossed my shirt to the ground because it was wet.
Thunder cracked and she fell backwards on to the bed and in a hurry to cover her I climbed up on top of her.
She buried her face into my neck and her makeup was getting everywhere" he explained.
I couldn't believe that I had gotten so mad about that.
"I'm so sorry" I whispered throwing my arms around his neck.
He pulled me close.
"Stay here" he begged at my ear.
I nodded against his chest.
"I love you" we said at the same time.
Now we sat on that small bed.
In the room we'd done everything in.
In this room we did our home work since we were kids, we slept here together since we were kids, we shared all our secrets here, we played here, and we even made love here.
This was truly our room…..our little piece of heaven our safe place.
But when I'm with Hikaru I'll hold him close
Because I don't know when I'll lose him
But no matter what when we were together we were in this room.
And in this room we'll make many more memories I'm sure of it.