The sparkly vampire tale does not belong to me.
I shall be finishing this, but I will be redoing and adding some chapters at the same time. That way you guys are happy and so am I :)
There is a lemon in this chapter.
Half—All the Time is the Best Time
Nobody should have to be involved in something that was my fault. Edward wanted me. I couldn't stop thinking of just simply handing myself over to him. But, my fear of spending eternity with him outweighed everything else.
I was being completely selfish in this matter. But what else was there to do, I hand myself over than what?
And what about Jasper?
If I chose to go with Edward it would only cause him pain, or if I stay here with the possibility of everyone's death it still brings pain. To him, to me, to everyone.
Now…now, I have to involve the wolves because of some vendetta from a long while ago.
As a human I never had it normal, or good. Now as a vampire, it turns out the same.
I mean really, what the hell? Can't I get a bit of a break?
I truly hoped that Jacob was still missing. If he were to get involved, things would just get more screwed. For all I know he might still want me even if I am a vampire, and I don't think Jasper would hold back from attacking him.
My phone seemed to be waiting impatiently for me to finally make the call to the wolves. It was there just laying on my dresser, staring at me while I sat on my bed looking right back at it. I attempted to pick it up a few times, but every time my hand reached for it I chickened out and brought my hand right back.
I just didn't want anyone else involved, though they were involved the moment Laurent decided he was going to suck me dry.
Hmm, I could probably go hunting right now. Catch a wolf, or deer, or whatever. Well maybe I shouldn't hunt wolves for awhile; I mean I wouldn't want to offend our possible future guests. I wonder how they would take it if I told them my favorite blood comes from wolves.
Probably not too well.
I should probably go out to the grocery store and buy them a bunch of food. Yeah, I could do that. I'm sure practically everyone would appreciate not having to buy smelly food. To the grocery store then.
No, no I needed to make the phone call first.
I really don't want to do this. Sighing I finally make another act of picking up the phone. This time I actually push the number to the Clearwater residence, since it was the only number I knew. Hopefully, Leah didn't answer.
It doesn't take long, and I'm happy to hear a deep, husky voice on the other end.
"Hey, umm this is Bella. Bella Swan." I hesitantly answered.
He doesn't answer for awhile, probably due to shock but finally whispers, "Bella?"
"Yeah, how's it been going Seth?" I asked.
"Bella? What happened to you? You sound different. Jake still hasn't been around. Is that why you were calling? Are you coming back? Do you know what happened to the Cullen's? Are you with—?"
"Seth, chill will you. One question at a time please." I interrupted, laughing lightly.
"So, why do you sound different?"
"I changed into a vampire."
"Really? What happened? Did one of the Cullen's do it, because you know how Sam would be if they did." He said, with no anger what so ever.
"No it wasn't the Cullen's. I actually got into some trouble and a vampire saved me."
"Cool. So did you call because of Jake? He still hasn't come back yet, and still won't talk to us." Seth said sounding a little sorry.
"No, no I didn't call for Jacob. I…well… I guess I need to speak with Sam."
"Did something happen?" He asked curiously.
"Yeah, you can say that. Do you think you can get him or have him call me back soon?" I asked with a sigh.
"I'll have him call you back. I think he's out patrolling."
"Hey, wait do you know what happened to the Cullen's?" He asked hurriedly.
I thought about whether to tell him, but then I really didn't want to have to tell the story again later. "You'll find out by Sam after I speak to him."
"Oh, okay bye then Bella." Then he hung up.
I sat for only a couple minutes in nervous anticipation before the phone rang.
"Hey Bella, so Seth was telling the truth." He said in his typical calm voice. "What is it you need?"
After a deep breath, I answered. "Well, it seems that the Volturi are coming for us, and that includes the wolves."
"Who are the Volturi?"
"Basically the rulers of the vampire realm, they enforce the law." I answered. "Remember that vampire that was trying to kill me in the meadow."
"Yes." He said
"Well, his mate is seeking revenge against all of you, along with Edward, and they have brought the Volturi into the mix."
I could hear his sigh of frustration on the other end. "I suppose we have no choice then. We'll have to leave some wolves behind in order to protect the rez, though."
"Tell me where you are staying and I'll inform the pack. We'll leave tomorrow."
After telling him Peter and Charlotte's address, I just sat on the bed's edge. It was all too much; the single thought of knowing that the chances of losing somebody were incredibly high. Knowing it was your entire fault.
But what was there to do? What was there to do?
Jasper rushed through the door and simply wrapped his arms around me. I couldn't control the sobs that started wracking throughout my body.
"I love you, Jasper." I whispered.
"Bella," He sighed. "Nothing is going to happen to any of us. And no one is taking you from me, alright?"
"Lying to ourselves won't get us anywhere." I said.
"I'm not lying, darlin'." He said. "I just know, just like Peter and Alice do except mine is an instinct."
"You just know, huh?" I laughed brokenly.
"Yeah, Bella, I just know." He said before kissing my fears away, if only for the moment.
"So what you are saying is that you have no idea as to what her powers are?" Carlisle asked Eleazar.
"Not precisely." Eleazar said. "I know for certain she has a shield of some sort, but the powers she has described to me and knowing the gifts of this family…"
"Yes?" Carlisle urged, when Eleazar trailed off in thought.
I was even beginning to get extremely annoyed being here. As the others decided to start training a bit, Jasper and I were stuck with Carlisle and Eleazar treating me like some sort of science project for the past hour.
Sensing my emotions, Jasper chuckled and sent me a large dose of calm and a hint of enthusiasm.
"Please tell us what you are thinking, I really have to know." I said happily.
"By what you are telling me and by the gifts around here…it seems as if you are a type of sponge."
"But Bella doesn't have any of our powers." Jasper pointed out.
"Yes, that is why I said type of sponge." He said. "It seems that the powers she gains are morphed to a different type of gift. For example, the seeing someone else's past through their minds might be either Alice or Edward, possibly both."
"What about the aura thing?" I asked.
"I believe that has something to do with Jasper's gift." He said. "I think the gifts you collect, tie into one another."
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Well, you look into their minds for their past and you also control how the person can see how they feel about it all." He said. "I'm sure you have other gifts that you don't know of as of yet."
"I don't know." I mumbled uncertain. "This seems a little… strange."
"I've met a few sponges in the past and one other had a similar gift to yours. The only difference was that the gifts they absorbed didn't tie to one another."
"If we can figure out what other gifts' you possess Bella, it might help whatever is to come." Carlisle said thoughtfully.
"That it will." Jasper mumbled just as thoughtfully.
"There is the possibility that I am wrong though." Eleazar told them, and then turned to me. "If you could unshield yourself, even for just a moment, I would be able to figure if my assumptions our wrong or not."
"How do I do that?"
"You could have Kate help you." He suggested. "It seems she is the only one that can't use her gift on you. I believe you only have a mental shield to which that could be explained."
"I'll be sure to get on that right now." I said and taking off before they could say anything more.
I decided to go to the only place that I could just let everything go. I needed to simply to think more clearly.
I could hear Jasper running slightly behind from me; he obviously didn't want to let me be alone. But I really didn't mind as long as it was only him.
Once I entered my Cliffside, I plopped down on the log and placed my chin to rest on my hands. Jasper followed suit almost immediately afterwards.
"You alright, darlin'?" He finally asked after a couple minutes of silence.
"Yeah, just overwhelmed, I guess." I sighed.
"We'll have this all figured out in no time." He said. "You'll learn whatever your gifts are, the wolves will be here soon, and plans will be made."
"I still haven't been able to be trained to fight at all." I mumbled.
"Well, I believe I would be able to take care of that. I don't have the nicknames I do for sitting on my ass."
I laughed. "Yeah, but you probably could have gotten those nicknames by simply sitting and using your gift."
"You're probably right, darlin'." He said laughing and getting up.
"Oh, you want to teach right now?" I asked, also getting up.
"With learning to fight, all the time is the best time, darlin'." He said.
"Alright, so what do I do?"
"Let's start with the basics first." Jasper said. "Catch me."
"Are we playing tag?" I asked with a smile.
"Yeah, then we'll play dodge ball." He said, and then a glint entered his eyes. "Then we'll wrestle."
Turns out I sucked at tag, but ended up being extremely good at the dodge ball (more like, dodge boulders).
Every time I had Jasper in front of me, he would cheat with his gift to slow me down. He said I needed to get passed that, but I just think he didn't want to lose. Or when it was my turn to get tagged, he always caught me without problem.
The dodge ball thing though was a totally different story. Letting my instincts guide me through that one, I ended up flipping over, ducking under, and twirling to the sides of almost all the boulders.
Jasper said I needed to do the same thing with tag as I did with dodge ball in order to never get caught by anyone. That our natural instincts will keep us alive, even when someone has their teeth at our throats.
Wrestling was very difficult since I couldn't really concentrate. My head kept going to the gutter every time Jasper pinned me down.
He wasn't helping at all either since every time he was on top of me, a nip or lick across my neck always happened.
Plus, I was getting extremely frustrated in not being able to just pin him that I was getting sloppy.
It wasn't my fault that he moved like a snake through a sea of grass; he was fast and deadly, and most of all sexy.
After almost two hours, I somehow had Jasper finally pinned down between my legs and my hands holding down his arms. I felt really good having him under me like this.
A huge dose of lust and want shot through my system that wasn't originally from me. Jasper pushed his hips roughly into my jean clad core and I couldn't contain the moan, whimper sound that flowed past my lips.
"Jasper, I don't think now is the time." I said breathlessly, eyes fluttering closed.
"All the time is the best time, darlin'." He said with a kiss to my neck.
I slide my core across his growing bulge. A groan past through his lips and I couldn't help crashing my lips against his.
I moaned when he sucked on my bottom lip and grazed against him again. My hands tightened their hold on his when I felt him trying to loosen my grip.
I laughed when he growled at me and tried pushing me off. I really loved my newborn strength at the moment.
"Don't you like me on top, Jasper?" I asked before thrusting my hips against his growing erection.
My mouth nipped and sucked across his neck towards the top hem of his v-neck shirt. I swirled my tongue across one of the biggest clusters of scars he had; all the while grinding slowly against him.
"Bella, you're killing me." He panted.
"I wouldn't want to do that, now would I?" I taunted, swerving my hips.
My hands glided down his arms, towards his chest, ripping his shirt clean off. His now free hands did the same to my top and flipped us over, tearing my jeans in the process.
He was about to take off his jeans, but my hands stopped him and shredded them off. His mouth quickly came down and attached my parted lips.
We didn't fight for dominance, instead synchronizing a dance only we knew without practice. A slow heat traveled through my veins, straight to my core with a simple taste of his lips.
My legs lifted to hug around his waist, trying to pull him inside. He pulled back slightly and ran a hand down my neck, pinching my nipples, swerving down my stomach, flicking my clit before taking his cock in his hand and rubbing it through my slit.
I trembled and whimpered, bucking my hips for him. He continued teasing me but soon couldn't take it anymore.
"Bella, shit." Jasper grunted as he pushed in slowly.
I tightened my legs around him, making him plunge all the way in. We both moaned in response to our now joined sexes.
Jasper almost unsheathed himself fully, before thrusting fast and hard back in me. He did this a few more times, before lifting my hips and thrusting wildly.
"Yeah, right there, Jasper." I practically yelled with the way he was hitting my g-spot.
He opened my legs wider, making me pull him in deeper. I began shuddering, my nails clawing through the grass and dirt. His growls were causing more sensations as they vibrated throughout my body.
"Fuck, Jas…Jasper." I moaned.
His thrusts started becoming a fast vampiric speed. My head kept tossing from side to side, while loud moans and groans left me.
"Come, Bella, come." He grunted.
His hand came down from my hip and pinched my clit making bright white lights surround my vision and my body spasm wildly.
Jasper plunged one more time before releasing a growl that had birds flying away and falling to my side while wrapping an arm around me to pull me closer.
We lay connected, in a bubble of our love and contentment as the sun set. My mind in a happy blank state, only thoughts of my Jasper.
No worries about what was coming or the outcome. For right now all I needed was my time with my love.
There you go guys; again I apologize for the long ass wait and so I added a Lemon for you guys :)
Anywhoz, I wrote an OS for the Darkella contest, be sure to check it out. It's called 'Pleasure of the Flesh' and is a pairing with Bella & Jasper.