A/N: Well here's the long awaited sequel to 'Vampires will never hurt you' the beginning is written in journal form because it is set up to what is too come. and I don't own anything…although, I wouldn't mind Damon…
So, I'm in love with this girl, her name is Elena Gilbert. And she is my brother's amore. Or…so they say. I don't know what's wrong with me, it's like…she's got me under a spell, one so bound together, I cannot break it. She is so beautiful, creamy pale skin, light blond hair, bright blue eyes that lit up my world. In a sense, it's like I have her, but then I do not. I am addicted to her. I don't like the fact that she wants me to share her with my brother, some things, brothers shouldn't share. Elena was one of them. I don't really want to play a game like this, but, if I get Elena, then it would all be alright.
(P.S, Ho la sensazione che Elena sara la morte di me)
I love Stefan more than anything, but I desire Damon more. I have to have him, I can't live without him anymore. Don't get me wrong, Stefan is amazing, he's always there for me, he's so kind and thoughtful. But Damon…Damon is the definition of temptation. He made me feel things I'd never felt before. Love, desire, the want, the need, it's all so confusing!
But what do I do, If I choose Damon…I'm afraid I wont have the freedom I need, he'd keep me bound and restricted. I tried so hard not to think about him…but I'm addicted. Yep, I'll admit it, I'm addicted to Damon Salvatore. Weird isn't it? I wish I could tell a living person about this, but then they'd probably think I'm nuts…I could tell Bonnie…or Matt…or Meredith, but then…I don't think they would appreciate the fact that I'm in love with him.
Why does this have to be so hard…
He knows he's got me under his spell, and he would never want it to break. I could tell he loves me, but he's too possessive, worse thing is…I have to hide all this from Stefan.
(P.S I love him)
The cold began to seep into her room, she had sworn she left the window shut. She got up and he was there.
"Why hello my love"
"Damon…" she stared at him with wide eyes. He cocked his head to the side and smiled at her.
"I've missed you" He stepped towards her and brushed a strand of hair away from her face, she was shivering with fear, "Shh, don't be scared. I wont hurt you"
"Damon, you should go, please"
He smiled and pushed his lips against hers, they stood there, his mouth guiding hers, she could feel the sparks between them. Damon's body pushed up against her, she was now trapped. Mesmerized by Damon's love, she gave into him, just like she knew she always would.
A/N: Well? Did you like it? Second chapter will come soon. Once I write it. Oh! And the Italian at the end of Damon's entry means 'I have a feeling Elena will be the death of me'