DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT! IT DO NOT OWN STEPHENIE MEYER'S CHARACTERS AND WHATSOEVER! :D I DO HOWEVER, OWN THE CHARACTERS THAT MIGHT APPEAR LATER IN THE STORY, THE PLOT AND IF I SUDDENLY DECIDE TO WRITE A SONG AND POST IT, THEN IT'S MINE TOO... OH, AND BY THE WAY, I DON'T OWN THE LYRICS TO WHATEVER SONG THAT MIGHT APPEAR... JUST SO WE'RE CLEAR.
OKAY, MAYBE IT'S BECOMING A LITTLE WEIRD WRITING ONLY IN CAPS, BUT WHATEVER, THE MESSAGE HAS TO COME THROUGH... ;) SO TO SUM IT UP; I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT, STEPHENIE'S CHARACTERS AND WHATNOT, BUT I DO OWN THE MAYBE-LATER CHARACTERS AND THE PLOT! :) HAVE A NICE DAY! =P

A/N: Sorry for this chapter not being so long... But don't worry, I have about... let's see... 136 pages left of this story, and it's not even finished yet... Sooo, there's a lot that has yet to come, and I surely hope you will not be disappointed... Oh, and by the way, I'm really sorry if I'm not that good with the spelling...: from DK here, and it's not even a year ago that I started becoming somewhat good at English, so as much as this is for the fun of it, it's also for the learning of it. I went from mainly B's and if I was lucky an A here and there, sometimes I even had a C... (nothing I'm really proud of...) Anyway, now I'm mostly A's, so thanks to a lot of the writes here, and on other fiction sites, I have started writing my own stories... And now I can't stop, and it is seen on my grades... So even though I haven't read all the I-don't-know-how-many-stories that is on this site, and others, I want to thank all of them who takes the time to write and give me, and others, the pleasure of reading and just get lost in the supernatural, or AH-stories. ;P

So, if you are reading this, and thinking of writing a story; I say go for it. You never know what it would have been like for you if you haven't tried it. I myself, was so afriad of posting a story, that I wrote for months before I finally got over myself and just did it. I still remember the butterflies; but look at me now: I have 2 stories on another site, one here, and I plan on posting another. I have about 17 stories I am currently writing, and I still haven't gotten tired of it. I hope you will take my advice and write a story; you never know what will happen. For me, it determined my future; I wanna be a writer. :)
Enough of my babble, it's time for the story to begin. I am rating this T because I am a bit paranoid, and it has minor cursing in it; thoug, not until later... I'm sorry, it's a habbit of mine; I unfortunatly curse a lot :/ Not so good, I sound like a sailor or something... Dammit... x]
Ahaha, and excuse my lame form for humor; that's just me. Love it or hate it; I don't care I really think I can be hilarious sometimes... But I dunno if people actually are laughing with me or at me... Hmm...

Love,

Lu 3

An endless beginning

This story takes place a couple of months after the Volturi came. Hope you enjoy.

Bella's POV.

Preface:

I screamed and tossed him off of me, into the farthest corner.
He didn't take that well and he wouldn't give up. He knocked me to the ground again, and kept me there. While he started rip of my cloths again, I struggled and kept repeating to myself: "Away from here, away from here, away from here!,,
I was about to turn and run away, when I was sucked into a hole of blackness.
I didn't know if there went seconds, minutes or hours, but suddenly I was back in the room sitting on the bed. I gasped for air because it felt like my whole body had been sandwiched by the blackness. I was very confused and surprised and I knew you could see it on my face. Quickly so he wouldn't see it I composed myself just before he turned his head to me. When I looked at his confused face all the anger in me exploded one more time.
But deep inside me I felt a little hope rise. Maybe I would soon be home again.

Chapter 1: invitation.

"Dear Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper, Edward, Bella and, of course, Renesmee.

We would be very happy if you all could come and witness our wedding.

Sue will be walking down the aisle 12.30 the of July and the reception will be at 14.30.

With the best hope in our hearts that you will all be there,

Charlie and Sue"

"Alice, any problems?,, I said, reading the invitation in a 10th of a second.
"Of course not.,, she said, and I knew that she would always be right.
"Good, 'cause that's something I don't wanna miss.,, Right now, I was kind of glad, that I couldn't cry, because when my dad's starting crying while Sue walks down the aisle I was sure that if I'd been able to, I would cry too.
Today it was the 12th of June, so there was a lot of time to prepare myself mentally and physically.

There was a small yawn from the living room, and in one second, I was there and scooped up Renesmee in my arms. Time for the little one to go to bed, huh?,,
"Yeah, we should probably get going.,, Edward said. I winked at him, he smiled.
"Orh, just go.,, Emmett said. So Emmett.
"Goodnight Nessie, sleep well princess,, It came from 6 different mouths. Outside, we heard a low howl, probably Jacob who said night.
And then we were off. We jumped, and in a tiny fraction of a second we were over the river, and in the woods. Then we stopped. Holding hands, Edward and I walked home- slowly for normal vampire speed, but still too fast for human speed.
I smiled hugely at the electricity between him and me.
"What are you thinking, love?,, Edward asked. Nessie wasn't asleep yet, so I just stopped, and took his angelic face between my hands. Then I let my shield off. Then he smiled hugely as he understood, and slowly he pulled his lips closer to mine. Suddenly we were in a hurry to take Renesmee home to sleep. We laid her in her queen-sized bed, since she had growth so much, that she couldn't be in her cradle. In a few years, this would be the perfect sized bed for her. I sighed. I didn't want to think about her growth spurt right now. I had the most beautiful angles hand in mine right now. I couldn't believe how lucky I was. I had Edward forever, and even though I never dreamed I would, I now also had the most beautiful daughter in the whole world. No one on the planet was luckier than I was. Even though I know Edward would disagree (he thinks he is the luckiest one, but I know better!) he and I was agreed that no parents in the whole universe, was as lucky as we were. So fast, that not even I saw it coming, Edward bowed, and knocked my legs away from underneath me, and suddenly, I was in his arms. "Hey!,, I said. He just smiled.
"I'll never get used to this feeling.,, I said, amused by how fast the electricity between us whirled through my body. And once again Edward's lips were crushing against mine.
Renesmee slept to around 10 am, and even though I would never admit it -especially not to Emmet- I was a little satisfied with it. That meant that Edward and I would have a few more hours to satisfy our need for each other. I smiled a little smugly when that thought crossed my mind.

When we finally heard Nessie's little yawn, that meant she was waking up, Edward and I went to the gigantic closet that Alice had set up for us. To satisfy Alice, I very carefully –but defiantly not slow- picked out a nice, not too long, not too short, dark blue dress out. It was sleeveless with a deep cut in the bag. Along with some high heels, I had to admit that I looked pretty good in it. I sighed. It seemed like I had to thank Alice for real for the closet, and the cloths. Edward who was, of course, faster than me, was already in Renesmee's room. I hurried in there to say good morning to my lovely and beautiful daughter. Edward looked up when I entered the room, his eyes bugging out. He took an unnecessary breath to settle himself.
"Wo-wow. You look really, really beautiful in that dress.,, he stammered.
Funny, Edward almost never stammered. I must have looked pretty good then. I smiled at him. "Thank you,, I knew he had a weakness for this color on me. I smiled even wider at my one slyness.

"Momma,, a sleepy voice said.
"Morning sweety, did you sleep well?,, I asked her.
"Very well, thank you. I dreamed that we took on a vacation on some hot island. It was very nice and beautiful. Can I show it to you?,, she asked in her high soprano voice. It was the sweetest voice anybody had ever had. Her big, brown puppy eyes pleaded with me.
"Of course you can honey, why would I say no to you?,, I smiled at her.
She grinned and putted a hand to my chin.
It was a very colorful and vivid dream at first. But then the dream changed, and the scenery became very clear. We were on a beach, in front of a very beautiful house. It was big and white, and had a double door into a very large bedroom. Inside the bedroom, there was an enormous, white bed.
Outside there were no more than a few yards to the water, and a small jungle-like forest surrounded the tiny paradise.
I gasped. It was isle Esme. But, how could she know about isle Esme? She hadn't been there.
"My dream isn't finished yet. Please watch!,, Nessie grinned.
I shot a quick glance at Edward, who seemed far away in his own thoughts. I smiled, and let Renesmee show me the rest of her dream.

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