So, I decided to continue this and here's chapter 2. I hope you like it.
Thanks you to Kiriny 13.
Warning: There are several lemons in this chapter!
The next morning, I woke up with Bella sleeping in my arms in exactly the same position she had fallen asleep in. She rarely ever moved too much when I had my arms wrapped around her.
I stayed there looking at her sleeping form, wishing I could have her like this every day, and played with the stands of her hair for about half an hour until I decided to get up.
Every time I stayed here with her, I woke up before her and headed to the kitchen so I could prepare breakfast for both of us. She liked my pancakes and I liked to cook for her.
I put my boxers on, washed my face in the bathroom and then walked to the kitchen where I started the breakfast.
Not long after the smell of food started to take over the house, Bella joined me.
"Good morning." She simply smiled as I put the pancakes on a plate and took it to the table.
She looked slightly surprised to still see me here, she always did. I didn't know why though, she knew perfectly well I never left while she was still sleeping. I liked to spend as much time with her as possible.
I walked towards her and smiled before wrapping my arms around her waist. She smiled at me and stood on her tiptoes so she could kiss me. I gladly complied by leaning in and capturing her lips in mine. Even in the morning, she tasted amazingly good.
"I made us breakfast." She bit her lower lip and nodded as I leaned in again to kiss her cheek.
After another light kiss, she let go of me and headed to the cupboard, taking two glasses out and setting them on the table along with everything else.
I watched as she moved around, fascinated by the way her hips swayed from side to side. She was beautiful.
She was beautiful and she didn't know it. She was beautiful and I wanted to be able to be with her. If not for forever, at least for a little longer.
"Bella, what are you doing today?
"Nothing. I think I'm just staying home, reading a book or so." I nodded and looked straight at her while taking a seat.
"Can I stay with you?" She stood still for a moment looking at me. Why couldn't she ever tell me what she was thinking at these times?
"Do you want to stay?"
"Do you want me to stay?"
"If you want to stay, then yes. I'd like you to stay." I smiled at her and gestured for her to sit down in front of me.
"I want to stay. Maybe we can watch a movie or something like that." She nodded and smiled before walking towards me. She placed a light kiss on my lips before sitting down and starting to eat.
We ate in comfortable and companion silence, washed the dishes and then headed to the living room, where she made me watch the most horrible TV shows all day, only stopping our marathon to eat.
I didn't care if the TV shows were bad or if we spent the day eating what could only be called junk food, though, all I cared about was the fact that Bella spent most of the day curled in my lap.
We talked, we kissed, we lightly touched and it only made me want her more.
We looked so much like a couple, a happy couple, who were simply content to have each other's company, to be in each other's arms.
I just wanted this with her every single day.
I struggled not to think about how good it felt to spend the day like this with Edward, simply relaxing on the couch while laughing at bad TV shows. We looked too much like a couple and I had to fight with myself to keep that thought away from my head.
We spent the whole day in the living room watching those TV shows, talking and kissing. He kept caressing my skin as I cuddled in his lap, but he never tried to take it a step further. It was as if he was perfectly comfortable to simply spend the day cuddling with me and I was glad he was acting that way. I loved having sex with him, but I also enjoyed talking to him. He knew me better than anyone and so with him, I didn't need to hide or pretend. I could be myself and tell him what I was thinking without fear of being judged. He made me feel comfortable with myself for a change…
By midnight, I moved closer to him and placed my head on his shoulder, allowing my eyes to close. I wasn't tired per say, but I was feeling a little drowsy. Realizing this, he placed a kiss on the top of my head and then the tip of my nose before speaking.
"Do you want to go to bed?" I simply nodded and moved even closer to him. "Then let's go." He picked me up bridal style and turned off the lights. I took the opportunity to place several light kisses on his neck while he carried me to the bedroom.
Once there, he gently placed me on the bed and moved to lie beside me. I moved so I was lying on my back and he threw one arm over my midsection.
"I really enjoyed staying here today with you, Bella." I ran my hand over his and smiled happily.
"Me too. I'm glad you stayed." He leaned in and kissed my cheek as I turned to look at him and pulled him in for a deep kiss.
I ran my hands up his chest and made him take off his shirt so I could have access to his skin.
As I concentrated on kissing every inch of his now bare chest, he expertly took my tank top off and moved so he was lying on top of me.
He very slowly slid down my body and took my left breast in his mouth. I immediately closed my eyes and moved my hands to his hair while concentrating on the amazing feeling he was giving me.
When he took my nipple in between his teeth and bit it with exactly the right amount of pressure, I pulled hard on his hair, making him move so he could kiss my lips.
My actions from that moment on were almost frantic. I ran my hands along his whole body while placing wet kisses on every inch of his skin I could reach.
He complied with my attack at first, but when I eagerly took off his boxers and pulled him near me so I could rub my body against his; he gripped my hips and looked straight at me.
"Wait, Bella. There's no hurry." I stopped my attack on him and he leaned in to kiss my cheek before going on to slowly take off my panties.
I immediately understood what he meant when he very slowly slid inside of me while placing light kisses on my lips.
He didn't want to rush anything. He wanted to take his time with me.
He would do that sometimes. He would lay me down and love me gently and slowly. There was no hurry at those times…
There was no hurry at those times and we would take the time to memorize each other's bodies.
He would run his hands up and down my body while we were moving and I would wound my fingers in his hair in order to pull him closer. At those times, he would always bury his head in my neck, not allowing me to see his face, and would keep kissing and biting it.
This time was different, though. He kept his eyes fixed on mine while he slowly moved on top of me. For the first time, he allowed me to see every emotion that crossed his eyes when we were having sex like this.
It was almost like we were making love but, as far as I was concerned, that was reserved to people who were in love and Edward didn't feel that way for me.
The emotions portrayed in his eyes when he would lean in to gently kiss my lips confused me.
He was looking at me with such intensity and sincerity it made my heart beat faster. I could see excitement there in his eyes, pleasure and even happiness.
What confused me the most, though, was a specific emotion that kept overshadowing all the others. It almost seemed like adoration or even love…
Was it possible? Of course not! I was, more than likely, imagining it. I was trying to reflect in his eyes the feelings that were surely portrayed in mine.
He kept moving on top of me while gently caressing my body and kissing every inch of my skin that was in his reach. His hands would often move up to cup my breasts in them, making me wrap my legs around him more strongly.
He kept looking into my eyes as he led me to my release. He allowed me to see the pleasure crossing his face while he groaned my name with every thrust.
Edward while making love was truly glorious. The way he threw his head back and slightly opened his mouth, made him even more breathtaking. He was not only glorious, he was devastating as well and he was all I could see and concentrate on.
We reached our release at the same time while moaning each other's name in between faster and erratic thrusts.
When he collapsed on top of me, I tangled my fingers in his hair, playing with it while he kept kissing my neck.
Several minutes passed until he moved to kiss my lips softly and longingly before pulling out of me and rolling to the side. He took me with him and I laid my head on his chest.
As he sighed, I closed my eyes and moved closer to him, feeling him wrap his arms more strongly around me. He kissed the top of my head and pulled the covers over us.
Being like this with him felt so right. More right than it should…
I really enjoyed having sex with him like we had all last night, but I had to confess that having him loving me as sweetly as he just had made my whole being melt. At those times, I could look at him and pretend we were more than what we actually were. He could make me feel special, beautiful and even loved.
I sighed, shaking my head slowly. I couldn't keep thinking like this. Edward and I could never be more than whatever we were now. Our relationship would never develop to anything romantic.
"Are you ok, sweetheart?" I kissed his chest and looked up at him.
"I am." He smiled my favorite crooked smile and leaned in to softly kiss my lips.
Moments like these were all I would ever have with him. I had to make the most out of them.
I had to find a way of forgetting everything else and just enjoy every second he was with me. Every second he was caressing and kissing me, because they were all I would ever have…
At some point, I fell asleep in Edward's arms only to wake up during the night to find him sleeping on his stomach. One of his arms was carelessly thrown over my mid-section and I could swear he was occupying most of the bed while I simply curled to his side.
He looked absolutely adorable, though. His face was turned towards me and he had a peaceful look on it. His hair was sticking out in every possible direction, gaining the definition of wild sex hair and I could see his body lightly moving with every breathe he took.
The opportunity to watch him sleeping was rare for me. When we spent the night together, he would inevitably wake up before me and I never got to appreciate just how glorious he was.
I wanted him. I even needed him.
I moved a little closer to him and ran my hand down his perfectly defined back before leaned in to place several light kisses on his shoulder and face.
When he only moaned and readjusted his position, I decided to whisper on his ear.
"Edward, wake up. I want you…" He moaned again and I took the opportunity to take his earlobe in my mouth and nibble on it. "Edward?"
"Yes?" I smiled to myself and rubbed my body against his as best as could while nipping on his earlobe again.
"I want you." He opened his eyes and moved a little so he could look at me, a loopy smile on his face.
"You do?" I bit my lower lip and nodded.
He smiled again and before I even knew what was happening, I was lying on my back with him hovering over me.
His body slid easily to between my legs and when he deposited some of his weight on top of me, I could feel his hard erection pressed to my thigh. I guess he was having a really good dream.
"You know, I think I like being woken up like this."
"You do?" He nodded and leaned in to suck on my lower lip.
"Yes. But now, since you want me so much, I think I should give you what you want, no?" I blushed while he chuckled and then leaned in to kiss me.
Now, this surely was the best way there was to be woken up, with Bella kissing me, rubbing her little body against mine and telling me she wanted me.
I could get used to this very easily.
She said she wanted me, so I gladly complied with her desires. I wanted her too.
We had sex twice more before falling back asleep, tired and definitely satisfied. When I woke up again in the morning, Bella was surprisingly already up.
I could hear the shower running and the image of a naked and wet Bella was just too much to resist, so I immediately got up with the intent of joining her.
Once I got to the bathroom I smiled to myself, suddenly glad Bella had opted for a shower enclosure with glass sliding doors. This way, I could see as the water hit and slid down her naked body.
I leaned in against the wall and crossed my arms in front of my chest so I could watch her.
She had her back turned to me, but I could tell she had already sensed my presence because she tensed momentarily before slowly reaching for the soap.
She didn't turn around to look at me as she started to run the soap down her perfect little body. She was putting a show on for me and I was definitely enjoying it already.
She ran the soap down her ass and stomach up to her breasts, which she played special attention too. For what I could tell, she massaged and teased them before bending over to clean her legs. Her perky, round ass stick up in the air like that, giving me a perfect view of it.
That sight had visible effects on me and I could immediately feel my cock stand up in attention.
The things that woman could do to me!
She stood painfully long in that position before standing straight and allowing the water to wash the soap away. The water ran down her body, touching every curve of her frame. How I wished I could be touching he like that…
When she reached for the shampoo and started to wash her hair, she moved slightly and I could see her breasts bouncing up and down with her movements.
I couldn't hold on anymore, so I called her.
"Bella?" She very slowly turned around to look at me and smiled.
"Edward?" She allowed her yes to travel down my body. Her smile grew bigger as her eyes stopped on my hard erection and she raised an eyebrow. "Enjoying the show?"
I let my eyes travel down her body to her round breasts, flat stomach, curvy hips and smooth legs before answering her.
"Yes, I'm definitely enjoying the show."
"Then why don't you join me?" There was no way I could say no to that invitation.
I pushed myself off the wall and headed towards her as she washed the shampoo off her hair.
This was definitely not just a shower anymore.
I stepped inside the shower enclosure with her and immediately wrapped my arms around her waist, pressing her wet body to mine.
"You're a little vixen, did you know? Bending over and teasing me like that…" I ran my hand down to her ass and squeezed it as she nibbled on my jaw.
"You like it." I couldn't deny that, so I just made her walk until her back was pressing against the wall.
I hitched her left leg up, making her wrap it around my waist and pressed our bodies further together, not giving her a chance to run away. Not that I thought she would want to, anyway.
I nibbled and bit her neck as she ran her hands up and down my body and when I placed my hands on her ass, she jumped slightly and wrapped both her legs around me.
I could bury my head between her breasts like this and so I did it. I kissed and licked the skin on the valley between her breasts as she tugged on my hair and then moved to take one of her nipples in my mouth.
I sucked greedily and nibbled on it as she moaned. I then pulled back to look at her and smiled.
Her eyes were darker than usual and her breathing a little faster than normal.
"Edward, I need you." That was all the encouragement I needed.
I wrapped my arms strongly around her waist so I could support her weight and slowly lowered her on me, watching as the pleasure crossed her face when she took me in inch by inch.
I couldn't help myself from groaning when I was completely inside of her. She felt so amazingly good!
"You are so incredibly wet, baby." She whimpered and bucked her hips against mine.
"It's your fault. You do that to me." I groaned again and started to move slowly in and out of her.
"Can you feel how hard I am inside of you?" She simply nodded as a moan escaped her lips. "I get like that by simply watching you take a shower."
Another moan escaped her lips as I leaned in to kiss her neck and picked up my pace, thrusting faster in and out of her.
She gripped my shoulders, meeting every single one of my thrusts with one of her own, taking me deeper and deeper inside of her
I kept one hand on her ass, supporting her as I kissed and ran my other hand along every inch of her skin, paying special attention to the spots I knew were her most sensitive.
The hollow beneath her ear, the pulsing spot on her neck, her nipples, the inside of her thighs…
The heat was suddenly too much. It was everywhere, taking over my whole body, and I knew none of us would last for too long.
My suspicious were confirmed when Bella wrapped her legs tighter around me and moaned loudly, arching her back and pushing her breasts against me.
"Edward, faster! I'm so close…" I did as she asked, bringing my hand to her breast so I could massage it. That was her undoing.
Her nails dug into the skin on my shoulder as her walls tightened around me in that delicious way that pushed me over the edge with her.
I groaned her name and bit down on her neck as we rode the waves of our releases, only stopping when most of my strength left me and I had to put her down.
Our breathing was fast as I leaned in against her, enjoying the way she was kissing my chest and running her hands along my stomach.
"Now, that was an interesting shower." I looked down at her and chuckled, leaning in so I could kiss her lips before making us move so the water was hitting both of out bodies.
I washed her body again and she did the same to mine, amidst several kisses and less than innocent touches.
When the water got cold, we stepped out of the shower and I took the opportunity to wrap a towel around her body, drying every inch of her skin I had access to as she kissed my chest and neck.
Once again, I was invaded by that longing that enveloped me every time we were like this. The longing to make her mine forever, to let her know she could only belong to me and no one else. The wish to be able to be like this with her every day, sharing her day to day life, being a part of her daily routines.
But no matter how much I wanted, some things would never happen.
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