"Edward…how…you…what are you saying?" I spluttered.
"I'm saying I only left because I wanted you to be safe, and that I love you, and I want you to take me back, will you?" Edward asked looking at me with midnight fire eyes.
"I…I…" I stuttered I didn't know what to do. I hadn't thought of him wanting me because I didn't want to get my hopes up for nothing.
"I see, you've moved on, that is…quiet fair." And he started to get up.
"NO!" I spoke so impulsively and stopped, I have to control myself better. And Edward quickly wrapped his arms around me.
"I wont go anywhere, unless you order me away." He promised and I couldn't resist snuggling into his chest.
"Just give me a minute to think." He went rigid but nodded. "I cant love you again, because I never stopped. I think I can forgive you, you were, after all, only trying to keep me safe. But I don't think I can trust you, atleast not for a while." I admitted.
"You can take me back? After all the pain I caused you, you can forgive me." Edward asked sounding hopeful. "Oh, Bella, you truly are more then I deserve, I have no idea what I did to make someone out there so happy with me, that they gave me an angel. And then even when I broke that angel, they still give me another chance. Bella, I saw your face every second I was away, and so many times I nearly boarded a plane and came back here to you, I love you, my sweet, innocent, Bella. Oh, my love, I love you Bella love." He said over and over kissing my head.
"Edward?" I asked hopeful, there was something I wanted him to do.
"Yes my sweet love?" He sang holding me snug to his bare chest.
"Would you…" I trailed off, I wanted him to kiss me badly, I had been without his glass smooth lips on my own for so long. But I was afraid, afraid he wouldn't want to kiss me, wouldn't he of done it by now if he did?
"Yes Bella, what is it?" He asked sweetly.
"Never mind, I changed my mind."
"Bella, what is it you want? Just tell me, and you can have it." Edward asked, and I just shook my head. "Please Bella, tell me what it is you want." And his eyes were so persuasive that I had no choice but to answer.
"Would you…kiss me?" My voice made the request a question, Edward seemed surprised then smiled hugely.
"Nothing would make me happier." And then he kissed me, it was like air after being under water too long. Like water after centuries of drought. Like a grate pain suddenly stopping. There were no words for this, with the kiss I could feel how sorry Edward was, how much he missed me, how torturous it was for him. And I tried to pour all my love, and acceptances into the kiss, I wanted him to know I was here, and no matter what I loved him. Eventually we had to break away, but even then we were still holding each other, like we would be for the rest of eternity.