Damn it, I hate it when I do this. If you've known me for the two and a half years I've spent writing here on FanFiction, then you know I don't post author's notes this big. That is, unless I'm about to do some major things. And this one is probably going to be a really big, mayor thing.

As you fans probably already know, I've placed some of my stories on temporary Hiatus. Well, that Hiatus is over. And definitely not in a positive way. I'll give you a few reasons as to why:

1) Difference: Over last year's summer's absence, I developed a different kind of life style and a different kind of mental decree. I've just been putting it off for the sake of the old stories I have here.

2) School is a fucking bitch: I'm currently living in a country whose native language is Spanish. This makes things harder for me because Spanish is not my primary language, though I have been speaking it for all of my life. However, just like my Spanish, my English has probably improved as well. Same shit with my Japanese. And because of this, my writing style has changed, even in the slightest of ways possible, and it just wouldn't do you guys good to have me writing each chapter of a story in totally different writing styles.

3) Ideas: Some of my ideas are greatly overused and overrated here. For example, ADL and Good vs. Evil. Both Naruto and Sakura are Jinchuuriki. Though Good vs. Evil does have my own twist (Something I owe the Ultimo manga series), it is still overly used. We Only Come Out At Night also has its perks, which pisses me off because I honestly should have done a little more research on the kinds of things I was writing.

What also had me make this decision is that, unlike Akuma no Buntai, I did not plan ahead for the other stories. I hate myself for not doing so. This resulted in disappointing some of you and not meeting the expectations of others. Don't get me wrong, I go by the rule of "If you like it, you're happily welcome. If you don't like it, go fuck yourself in a corner in the pits of Hell." However, a lot of you have some expectations even I have as a reader and writer. I feel as if I have not met many of them and that upsets me. I love the positive and supporting reviews I get, however, I am not blind. Whenever I spot a mistake, I like to fix it, or try my best to do so.

4) Feelings and Thoughts: Lately, I have had a knack of spacing out and thinking about different things. Some things lead to other things, others things lead, to songs, songs lead to background and background leads to new some things. Then, the cycle repeats itself all over again. I'll get to the point. I'm not light. In other words, I'm dark. I like blood, gore, suspense, hate, bittersweet love, action and, over all, gut-clenching disasters.

I am not the same twelve year old, close-minded little girl I was when I started writing. Most of the stories I was writing were fluffy and about love-struck teenagers (or kids) trying to make a place for themselves in their world. No, I do not like the way that sounds. Even though We Only Come Out At Night is slightly more lust-filled, I despise the typical happy-go-lucky attitude in most of my stories. And, to be honest, I sometimes confused myself on some of the clarifications. I read some of the chapters before coming to this conclusion and asked myself, "What the hell was I shitting the day I wrote this?" And I was a little disappointed in myself. I had thought I could do better.

So, anyway, I have taken the decision of bringing down all of my stories (except Akuma no Buntai, Outcasts (whose sequel I'm working on right now) and the songfics or one-shots. They can stay there, for all I care). It is not a relatively easy decision for me to take. I've spent two and a half years on these, for Kyuubi's sake. Some of my feelings and thoughts had gone into these but I'm afraid to say that those feelings and thoughts fell apart. And I am throwing them away.

I am not sure how some of you will react to this but I am sorry for those who I disappoint. Have in mind that no one but myself encouraged me to take this decision. No one helped me clarify this or realize my mistakes and doubts but myself.

For those interested in the upcoming stories I might be writing, here's a close up:

So, he came forth and said onto me,
"Son, you are forsaken.
Condemned for the sins that you live,
I offer you forgiveness."

"Bow down before me."

I will never bow to he who claims to be divine
I'll tear down your gates with my bare fucking hands
And burn the world that you rule over
No matter how convinced you are, you're not a god of mine
You're not a fucking god of mine

I never belied in you
From what I see, it was justified
I never believed in you, in you

This power over the masses is a gift you don't deserve
When your blood spills, we'll drink from your skull
You can run, you can hide

Bitch, I'll fucking find you
I'll tear your eyes out of your self-righteous face
Lord, I'll fucking find you
I'll tear your tongue out of your rancid fucking mouth

Heaven will burn to the fucking ground
Your world will crumble, and fall from the skies
Blood will spill, and rain upon the Earth
Your reign is over and I'll wear your crown

This is your demise
I know you feel it in your chest
This is your demise
It's getting closer
This is your demise
I'm creeping from the depths of Hell
This is your demise
I know where you sleep

I never believe in you
From what I see, it was justified
I never believe in you, in you

What a way to end the world
With false hope in a false god
What a way to end the world
With false hope in you-
Morte et Dabo by Asking Alexandria (Reckless and Relentless)

As you can see, this is not going to be a light story. It will have some heavy themes in it, be sure of that. I am not sure whether it is going to be Modern/Crime (As in, mafia, mob, that kind of shit) or if it's going to be Modern/Fantasy (As in, Demons and creatures of the like). It is leaning more into the Modern/Fantasy side because of the fights and history but I'll hold my decision 'till later.

Another one is also inspired by Asking Alexandria's Songs A Lesson Never Learned, Dear Insanity, Reckless and Relentless, Another Bottle Down and Someone, Somewhere (All of them from their most recent album Reckless and Relentless). It's about a sadistic serial-killer, a depression-driven homicidal, and a drug and alcohol addict. Again, this one isn't very light, either. Not as heavy as the aforementioned but not recommended for those kids that are always around here.

Anyway, to give you an idea of what I'm going to be writing about, here's one of the songs, Dear Insanity by Asking Alexandria (If you've heard it before, then you know what I'm talking about).

Oh, sweet insanity
You take my hand and walk me out into the dark
We walk this road for hours and hours
To the white hills and the oceans

On a collision course to Hell, we march
We're doomed to this now
Oh, the irony
If I'm going down, I won't go down alone
You're doomed to this one
You're doomed to…
You're doomed to this now
You're doomed to…

Hold your breath, my dear
We're going under
We're going under

I've walked this road for hours
To the white hills and the oceans
I search for solace in this toxic land of sin
Just let me in (Just let me in)
Don't wake me up, their songs are soothing
Their wine subdues me

Hold your breath, my dear
We're going under
We're going under

Dreams, my mind won't lift me from my dreams
And I thought I can't escape my mind
Dreams, my mind won't lift me from my dreams
And though you try, you can't escape me

Now you've seen what I've become
Now you've seen what I can do
Now you've seen what I'm capable of

I've walked this road for hours
To the white hills and the oceans
I search for solace in this toxic land of sin
Just let me in
Don't wake me up, their songs are soothing
Their wine subdues me

Welcome to the diary of a man that lost his mind so long ago
Welcome to the shell of a man with a heart so black and cold

Over and over in my head

Again, I am absolutely sorry for having to do this but the decision was based on many things (some of which I just explained) and I've no doubt that I will not change my mind. For those waiting for Outcasts' sequel, here's a teaser:

Let's face it. People make mistakes all the time. It's natural, normal, there's nothing wrong in doing so. We're all human, it's in our nature. Once you've said or done it, it can never be taken back. It doesn't matter what you do or say, it's already out there and done.

~Change~

Lies….It's a bittersweet word. The meaning behind it can be small and insignificant to some. To others, it means the world. Whether it'd be those who live off lies, those who survive in this world because of lies, or for those who had been lied to, it doesn't matter. It still means the world to you.

Especially when your own loved ones lie to you, when they hide something that could change your life forever.

~Change~

No having enough human contact can have its effect on people. I should know, it affects me greatly. I've no knowledge of the outside world. I've no place to go, nor do I have any family. Being confined behind four walls, only having contact with human flesh whenever they gave me food. That has a huge effect on your social life and mental stability. Luckily, I was able to cling onto a piece of my sanity and endure those lonely, cold nights and terrifying bloody days.

I'm lucky to still be live and sane.

With that, I wrap up this Author's Note. Thank you all for ready, 7th Creature.