This is my first fan fiction. I have read a lot but I thought I would give it a try. Here goes nothing.

Just so everyone knows I do not own anything Twilight. Well of coarse the books I bought but that's it.

It's been two weeks since I heard from Jacob. I tried to keep my self busy by doing some cleaning. I did all the laundry, cleaned all the rooms top to bottom and I still couldn't get him out of my head. I know I told him we were just friends and that's all we could ever be but sitting here without talking to him or seeing him I can't help but feel I was wrong. So I said fuck it and slammed my book that I was reading shut and headed for the phone. I have to see him.

I dialed his number and sat there waiting for someone at the Blacks house to pick up. After fifteen rings no answer. So I grabbed my keys and headed out the door to my beast of a truck. When I opened the door it was raining, oh what a shock. So I turned back and grabbed my rain coat. I got in and turned the key and it roared to life and I headed down the familiar roads to La Push. Fifteen minutes later I was pulling into the driveway.

There he was walking across the yard in the rain in nothing but cut off jean shorts.

"I thought he was suppose to be sick" I said to myself.

I got out of the truck and ran towards him. " Jake" I yelled. He just kept walking like he didn't here me. So I tried again as loud as I could over the rain. He stopped but kept his back to me. I finally caught up to him.

"What are you doing here" he said in a voice that was not my Jacob. "Why haven't you called me Jake" I said. " Go away" he yelled. " NO" I said as loud as I could. I was so fucking pissed right now and he wouldn't even face me. So I grabbed his shoulder and jerked but he didn't move. I guess it was due to how huge he had gotten since the last time I seen him at the movies.

"Jake you haven't talked to me or called, the least you can do is face me" I said. He whipped around to face me with a look on his face that scared me. Then he looked into my eyes and that look faded away quickly. It looked like he was seeing the sun for the first time. It was then I felt some strange pull to him. I just needed to be near him always. So many emotions played across his face that I couldn't recognize. Then he said my name.

"Bells" he cooed. He said it with such love and devotion. I knew he had feelings for me but this was different. He grabbed me up in his arms and starting laughing and spinning us around. At first I was confused but then I joined in. I couldn't stay mad at him. This Jacob, MY JACOB and I had him back.

"Oh Bells I have missed you so much" he said.

"I missed you to Jake, so much" I told him.

I wanted to tell him how I have feeling for him and that I'm sorry it took me so long to see what amazing man I have right in front of me but just as I was about to open my mouth I head a mans voice yell jakes name.

"JAKE" he roared. I I turned around and saw four huge guys walking from the woods. I know I've seen them before I just couldn't come up with names. So I took a second look then it hit me. This was Sam and his gang.

"Jake why is Sam and his gang here, I thought you didn't like them"

"Bells" he sighed "I was wrong about Sam and the guys" he said squeezing me a little bit.

They made it over to us with looks that could kill. One of them was looking at me with such disgust I was starting to get pissed all over again.

"Why the fuck are you looking at me like that" I said as nasty as I could.

He started to tremble all over then said " Cause I fucking can, if u don't like it then can fucking leave".

Just then I heard a growl. I turned to see where it came from and Jake was trembling and was looking at him like he was going to kill him. I don't know why I had the urge to do it but I put my hand on his arm and he stopped and looked at me and his eyes softened. I looked back at the guys and they had a look of shock on their faces.

"Jake I need to speak with you" Sam said. I looked back at Jake and he said "I'll be right back ok, go in my house and wait for me". I looked at him and nodded and before I turned to leave I turned and gave that asshole then meanest look I could and flipped him the bird. His eyes widen and I turned at set out for the house.

"Take that you prick" I thought to myself. Got to the house and open the door. I always loved the house it always felt like my second home. I went and sat on the little couch and stared to think why I was waiting for Jake.

"What is with this pull I had to Jake, I felt like I needed to be near him".

"Like I wouldn't be complete unless he was with me".

How could I feel this way about anyone but Edward. It was then I realized that I said his name and the hole that was once there was gone. No pain, no burning just gone and it was Jake the had healed it. It was all because a Jacob, MY JACOB.

"Oh how I love him, wait love. Did I say I love Jake"?

That's when I jumped to my feet. I needed to find Jake and tell him once and for all I loved him and only him. Just when I turned to walk to the door it opened and the stood Jake. The biggest grin spead across my face and I ran to my love, My JACOB.