Jacob's POV

Pain Despair-I want to cry.

I hate to cry, but it sounds so nice.

I miss you bad; I can't forget I loved you so.

Pain Despair-I want to die

I'd hate to die and leave you here, but I miss you bad and I'm so scared.

You made your choice, I'm not the one.

Pain, despair-please don't die.

You chose him instead of me.

You want to be cold and hard, blood thirsty and white.

Pain, despair-just please don't die and I'll be alright.