A/N: I just started watching Shugo Chara Party recently (on ep. 4! Woo! XD) and I was suddenly inspired by all the lack of drama, action, and sexual tension (seriously! Without ikuto its just booooring)! So I decided to write my own! Woo! This is supposed to be a romance, and focuses mainly on Amuto 333 yes, I'm one of THOSE fan girls lol ^^. The story takes place between episodes 23-26 of Shugo Chara Doki. Basically, Ikuto is living with Amu and sleeping in her bed with her(sometimes), Tadase has confessed his love for Amu and is now calling her Amu-chan(woo first name!), and Yuu Nikaido no longer works for Easter, but is now a "real" teacher and teacher of Amu's class. Ok? Everybody caught up? Cool! So let's get to it! Pls R&R it's been a LOOOOOONG time since I've written a fanfic, and my first for shugo chara! So, yay! Glad to be back! I tried my VERY best to keep everyone in character, so hopefully did! :D

~I don't own shugo chara or the sexiness that is ikuto (waaaah X,D)

~I don't make any profit off these stories, UNLESS SMILING IS A PROFIT :D lol

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Who I Truly Love

By Cui ^^

Amu's POV:

I twirled a loose strand of hair around my fingers, and stared blankly out the class room window. It was raining…again, for like the third day in a row. I sighed. It was dark as night outside, though it was only 2 in the afternoon. The dark storm clouds made a tight wall, so no sunlight could poke through. I could see my reflection in the glass. I looked bored. I was bored. The bright artificial lights of the class room seemed out of place on a day like today. I really just wanted to go home. I wondered what Ikuto was doing. Had he kept his word? Did he really not leave my room? I smirked. Couldn't trust that guy far as I could throw him. But, what else could I do for my little stray? Whoa, my little stray? Did I really just think that…? Ikuto wasn't my anything. Despite myself I blushed a deep red that the window gladly reflected back at me. Stupid windows.

--"Hinamori-san!" I jumped, startled out of my daydreaming.

"Hinamori-san, please pay attention. There will be plenty of time to daydream when you get home." Nikaido-sensei had an irritated look on his face.

"Ah! Yes sir! Sorry, sensei." The other students giggled, and whispered. I blushed again. Nikaido-sensei sighed. "Please stand up and read the three lines where we left off." I stared at him blankly. We were reading a book? I must have been daydreaming for a while. "Um…"

"Page three, paragraph two, line eight, Hinamori-san." Nikaido-sensei smiled. His auburn hair was curly and all out of place again today. "Thank you, sensei." Embarrassed, I turned to the page in the book on my desk.

""But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked. "Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad." "How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice. "You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here.""

Eh? Why did this remind me of my stupid stray? He said something similar to those lines last night, didn't he? What was it…?

"Thank you, Hinamori-san." Nikaido-sensei smiled, jerking me out of my reverie again. He was always smiling these days. He turned to the class. "Tonight I want you to read the next chapter of our text book "Discovering Wonderland" and prepare some sort of presentation to go along with your favorite lines. It can be a play, or a movie, or just showing off some drawings. Either way, I want to see your creativity. Let your imagination run wild." He grinned, "Everybody got that?" "Yes, Sensei!" the whole class replied happily. Everyone loved Nikaido-sensei. I was happy to finally see him smiling with a real smile. "Then class dismissed!" Everyone cheered and hurried out of the class room.

I hurriedly gathered my things, eager to get home as fast as possible. Even if I could rely on Ikuto not to move there was no telling what that other kitty would be doing. Specifically why I left my charas there to keep watch, but without them hovering around me I felt sort of lonely. I wasn't really concentrating on much else around me. I was just thinking about Ikuto in my house, in my room, probably on my bed…

That must be why I didn't hear Tadase-kun the first time he said my name.

"Amu-chan?" He leaned in closer and looked into my eyes. "Amu-chan are you okay? Your face is all red. Do you have a fever?" He lifted one of his gently hands and placed it on my face. I blushed an even brighter red. "Oh! Your face is burning up!" Tadase-kun had a worried look on his face. "I have some guardian work I have to do, but if you like I can walk you home." His blonde hair seemed a bit tousled and out of place. He seemed a bit hurried. I sighed. As much as it would've been nice to have him walk me home it really would've been selfish. He had so many other things he had to do.

I shook my head. "Thank you," I smiled and tried to act normal. "but I'll be fine. It's probably just the weather…" yeah thunderstorms and teenage boys hiding out in your room will do that to you…

He still looked concerned, but kept glancing toward the door. Suddenly someone out in the hall shouted, "Hotori-sempai! The meeting's about to start!" I laughed. "I swear I'm fine. Now go or else you're gonna be late." He smiled his sweet princely smile, and waved as he swiftly left the classroom. I sighed. He truly had such an angelic and innocent character, so different from his loud and demanding chara, Kiseki.

Eh?! I suddenly glanced around. I was the last one left! I quickly grabbed all my things and headed out the door when suddenly—

"Hinamori-san?" aaah! I didn't have time for this!

"Yes, sensei?" I turned back to look at him and nearly jumped out of my skin. Nikaido-sensei was…so close. I gasped. I didn't even hear him come up behind me. My back was against the wall next to the closed classroom door. I tried to stare into his eyes. I was looking for an answer, but he wasn't looking at my face. His eyes were slowly traveling from my feet, up my legs, across my chest, up my neck and finally he met my eyes. His face wasn't cheerful or bright. He looked dark and thoughtful. "N-Nikaido-sensei…?" He placed one hand on either side of the wall beside my face, trapping me within his strong arms. When he finally spoke his voice sounded deep and dangerous. Just like the old Nikaido-sensei who used to work for Easter.

"Y'know," he grinned a sideways smile that made me tremble, " you're very beautiful, Amu-chan…"

A/N: woo! End of chapter 1!! XD if I don't get some reviews I won't write anymore! Bwahahaha! Lol so, is nikaido-sensei feeling something for amu? What is ikuto doing? Is tadase going to come back in?! you'll have to wait to find out! XD woo! We're getting in the good stuff now~ I plan to update with 1 or 2 chapters every week (prolly every Friday and Saturday ^^) and sometimes in between depending on how many ppl read it :D so look forward to the next chapter! Thanks for reading!

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