"Tell me you don't love me!" I shouted. "Tell me you don't care whether I live or die and tell me if you don't want to see me again." I was in tears and I saw him cringe that he didn't want to see me cry.
"Please don't cry Blair, please please please don't cry." He begged me, and Charles Bass never begged . "You're leaving me. How can I not cry?" I sobbed "don't make me say it I don't want to hurt you."
"You have to unless you want me to linger on you forever." "Blair I don't love you, I don't care if you live or die and I don't want to see you again." His voice broke on the live or die part and I turned and
walked away knowing that I had to end it. The way I felt was to empty. I didn't know it would end I got home. My mom was gone a note on the fridge said she would be back tonight. I went to the
bathroom but my hand lingered on the door knob and I knew he didn't care and if I didn't have him who did I have. I took out a piece of paper.
I love you, always have and I always will and that's why I did it. You didn't care if I lived or died. I chose, death seems more comforting than living a life without you in it. I'm sorry I am so so sorry but I
don't have a choice anymore this is purely a need.
And with that I smashed the mirror and laid in glass and rolled in it letting it cut me as bad as my heart and I laid there and waited I waited to die. I kept my eyes open I heard a knock on the door and
then without a warning Chuck rammed down the door. He looked down at me and his eyes filled with unnecessary tears. "Why Blair why?" he knelt down and pushed my bloody hair from my face. "I don't
want to live without you and you don't love me anymore." "He kissed my forehead "I thought you said you wanted to move on. That you needed me to tell you those things before I left you." "I did
Chuck to let me know I was making the right decision." He nodded "don't die Blair don't leave me." I placed a bleeding hand on his face. "I told you I wouldn't linger long." Tears slipped down both of
our cheeks and he captured my lips with his it was long and tiring because of loss of blood. "I loved you so much it consumed me." I smiled at him then shut my eyes I focused on Chucks breathing as
he held my hand, he was also had a hand on my wrist keeping track of my pulse. Then I took in one last breath. "Goodbye Chuck Bass." I breathed out and then my world slipped from my fingers.