Disclaimer; I do not own any of the characters in the story - regardless of how much I want to…especially Carlisle

Lead us *not* into temptation

Temptation - Something that tempts, entices or allures

Chapter 1 : A bit about me

My mother always told me that I was going to go to hell, the thing was I never believed her… well not until right this second anyway.

I bet you're wondering what's so special about this second and why I've suddenly decided I'm damned - well this is the second I realized that I've fallen in love with Carlisle Cullen and that I will do anything to have him - even if he is a married man, and the pastor of our local church.

I think It's best we start at the beginning and then go from there. My name is Bella Swan and I am the only child of Renee and Charlie Swan.

I would like to say that I'd had a fair childhood and that I knew that everything in life wouldn't always go my way and that I would be fine with that - but it's not true. The problem being an only child is that you're parents often try to over compensate for that by giving you what you want, when you want it and that doesn't really teach you to play fair.

Then add to that you're parent's bad marriage and their constant need to outdo each other and you know that you're in trouble.

It was the summer before my senior year in high school when Carlisle Cullen and his wife Esme moved to our little town of Forks. I was 17, pretty, innocent and yet totally spoiled - and the only thing I could think of after we met was how could he possibly not want me?