Rating: PG13 possibly R later
Pairing: Sam and Brooke
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the story, all characters and other stuff goes to Ryan Murphy, he created the show and all.
AU: I had no Beta reader so im sorry if there are some errors, which im pretty sure is, and since english isnt my mother language, it makes things a little bit tougher for me.
I keep trying to forget. The pain she caused me is unbearable. It sucks away all your hope and desires. It leaves you with nothing but marks. I will be forever imprinted with this pain, with her words.
"I don't want you" she had said without any emotion.
Could it really be that easy?
To simply just say what comes to your mind without feeling any kind of emotion?
Normally I would let her leave; I would ease the pain with a bottle of jack.
But this time I was putting my foot down. I'd make her stay, even if I had to chain her down.
After all we'd been through I refused to see her give up on us that easy.
"Sam, you are not walking away from me" I hissed at her.
"I don't know what I ever saw in you" she answered back just as forceful.
The words had such an impact on me; I could practically hear my heart crushing.
Where had my beautiful girl gone to? Was she still in there?
I kneeled, and I clutched to her knees with all the force I empowered. I would never let her go, I would rather die.
I started sobbing uncontrollably into the cold night, and then I felt her arms wrap around me, her halo of safety embraced me, all of me.
Her kisses burned me, her tears were murmurs of comfort. They whispered soothing unspoken words.
When all of our tears were dried, she cupped my cheek and I couldn't help but to look into those beautiful brown eyes of hers.
"Don't leave, Sam please" I looked at her pleadingly.
"I don't have a choice" she answered heartbroken.
"Why?" I asked angry. It was the one question that always kept coming back to me. Why?
Why did mom leave? Why did I fall in love with her? Why is she leaving me? Why?
But her answer was the one I feared the most, it was the one answer that kept me up all night for the past four days that she had begun to act differently.
"Don't…" Sam struggled for the appropriate words…but there was none.
Sam entwined her fingers with mine and I looked up to see indescribable pain in her eyes.
The truth would sting; I could sense it by the look she was giving me.
"I'm…" Sam laughed bitterly…it was so ridiculous… this whole situation was incredibly ridiculous.
And then my question was answered with two words.
Sam's answer crushed me, just as I had expected.
And with those words…the world stopped still. Birds chippering were stolen from them.
It was as if all the air had been sucked away, all that was left was the sound of two heart beats, one that was slowly faltering, and one that was on its way of breaking.
Should i continue?