I stared blankly at the happy couple in front of me. Carly and Freddie, Freddie and Carly, together… But why did this bother me? I always knew the nub had a crush on Carls. But why did I care? Was it because my best friend is falling for such a dork?

I still didn't care though. No matter how many times you say I do, I don't care, but back to the problem at hand. I was standing in the hallway, staring at the happy couple.

So what, Freddie saved her life, big deal. What girl falls for a boy just because he saved her? I mean seriously! Well apparently Carly does…

They didn't notice I was staring at them behind the walls, trying to figure out what he liked about her. My eyes went down to my sneakers.

I thought about Carly. She had beautiful soft chocolate brown hair while mine was a silky blonde. She had warm mocha eyes while mine were a wild blue. She was kind, sweet, and everything else I wasn't. I was rude, rebellious, and everything she wasn't. We were completely different but we were still best friends. I let my mind wander to Freddie.


The name tasted like sugar and venom on my lips. He makes me care about him in ways that he'll never care about me. He hurts me in ways I'll never be able to hurt him.

But I still don't care.

I don't care that my best friend gets all the guys. Or that my twin sister gets all the glory. Or that Melanie got to go with the one parent I actually cared about after the divorce. I didn't care that my dad left me alone with this… monster. I didn't care that the monster was my own mother, or that she hurt me and no one knew.

And I didn't care that one of the only people I really care about is in love with my best friend. I didn't care about that.

So I definitely don't care when I see Carly and Freddie in the hallway. Kissing, laughing, having fun, I don't mind, but without me. I don't care, I don't. I want to tell Freddie that Carly's just using him. So I will, a sly smiles lights up on my face.

But I don't care.

I don't.


True: I hope that wasn't too terrible that you have to go scrub your eyes till you bleed, if it is… I'll forever regret writing it. Well, I guess not, I had fun. I think I'll do more Seddie one-shots. What do you think? Review!