A/N: I do not own Vampire diaries. I just like playing with them. Though I wish I could own Ian Somerhalder. And maybe even Paul Wesley for a day.

Chapter One

April 1, 2010 4:15 pm

Dear Diary,

I broke up with Stefan. Ever since we got the tomb opened the tomb, and found Katherine wasn't in there, he's been overly protective. It's like he's protecting me from her and shes not even here. Than again he's told me so many lies and never explained why. Maybe he's protecting me from him. Anyways, he doesn't seem to get me anymore. But Damon does. Damon treats me like an adult. Stefan... He treats me like a child. Like i'm his responsibility. But i'm not.

Damon, Damon, Damon. I can't stop thinking about him. How he moves, the sound of his voice, his smell. God, I love his smell. I wonder what he uses. On my way home from the boarding house I decided to stop by the falls. I know it's where the accident happened bu I feel so peaceful here. My parents have a cabin down here, it's about 10 feet from the river/falls. Right now I am sitting under a tree, writing this.

Damon is constantly on my mind. I can't seem to get him out. I even have dreams about him. He couldn't be compelling me because I wear my vervain necklace. I' going to give Damon a chance. Through our little road trip we grew fond of each other. We don't even fight anymore. I just hope he doesn't think of me as a replacement for that bitch, Katherine.


Elena closed her diary. When she looked up she saw a deer across the river. She watched as it waited for it's children. It must be the mother, she thought to herself. They were eating some grass? No flowers? She didn't know. Something scared them and they took off running.

She just sat there with her knees pulled up to chest and looked out at the landscape before her. She didn't know what to do today. Caroline was on a date with Matt and Bonnie was out of town planning Grams funeral. Jenna was out with Alaric and Jeremy was at the library with Anna.

Elena started to grow uncomfortable. She felt as if someone was watching her. She looked around and saw nothing. Then she looked be hind her. Yupp. There they were. She stared at the person and noticed they way they were resting against the tree. Damon, she thought. She turned back around and put her hand up and waved him over to her. In a flash he was in front of her.

"Hello Miss Elena." he said crouching in front of her. "What are you doing all alone in the forest? Where is Saint Stefan?"

"We broke up." She told him sitting up. She didn't know why she waved him over. She guessed she wanted company. " I was just writing in my diary."

"Anything in there about me?" Damon looked at her.

"Of course there is" she replied to him with sarcasm. When her just stared at her she blushed and looked away.

"We then," he said. "Do you want me too keep you company?" he looked at her again.

"Sure," she blushed again. She took her phone out and started texting. She had an idea of what she was going to do today.

Hey Aunt Jenna, can I change my room?- Elena

How do you want to change it?- Jenna

Paint it and change the fabrics and get some new things.- Elena

Sure. Do you need money?- Jenna

No, I have some. If I need any I'll text you.- Elena

Alright, who are you doing it with?- Jenna

What do you mean?- Elena

I know you. When you have a project you drag people into doing it with you.- Jenna

Oh, haha. Umm. I'm going to do it with Damon. -Elena

Why Damon, why not Stefan. -Jenna

We broke up- Elena

Why?- Jenna

I don't want to talk about it -Elena

Okay, Have fun- Jenna

Thanks Jenna- Elena

When she looked up after putting her phone in her purse, Damon was staring at her with a weird face. "What?" she asked him.

"Who were you texting?" he asked sitting down next to her under the tree.

"Jenna." she said standing up. "And you are going to help me with something." She extended her arms out for him to help Damon up.

"I just sat down" he complained. "Where are we going?"

"To buy paint." she replied still holding one of his hands and walking to her car.

Damon liked holding hands with Elena. She holds it firm. She has a strong grip. With very soft hands.

It was quite a hike to her car. They walked in silence still holding hands. They were walking so close, their shoulders touched every once in a while.

"So," Damon said looking down at her. "whats this?"

"Whats what" she asked.

Damon held up there hands, "This."

"Oh," she blushed taking her hand away. Putting both her hands in her pockets. "I don't know."

"You know something?" he asked putting his arm over her shoulder.

"What?" she asked looking up into those icy blue eyes.

"You like me. Or at least I think you do." he said as they walked up to Elena's car.

"You think so huh?" she said taking Damon's arm off her.

"Yupp, I do." He said still looking at her. "Wanna play Truth or Dare?" He grinned at her.

She thought about it for a while. Play truth or dare with Damon could be dangerouse, she thought to herself. What the hay, I'll do it. she looked at him with intensity. "Sure." she finally said. "When shall we start?"

"How about now?" he smirked.

"You first," she said flirtatiously.

"Wow." he replied. "I'm surprised there's no rules. If you were with Saint Stefan you'd give me a list." he laughed.

"Do you want to play or not?" she said while slapping him on his arm. He faked hurt. " I can change my mind you know."

"Ouch." he said still playing hurt. "Fine. So there's no rules?" he arched his eyebrow.

Elena stood there a while. "Nope no rules." she looked him in the eye. "I promise. No rules."

"Alright." he smiled. "I dar- truth or dare?" he looked at her while she thought about her answer.

"Well. I think I'll start out with a truth." she smiled as he looked bummed. "Sorry" she added with sarcasm in her voice.

"Fine. How good was your sex with my brother?" he asked. He made sure to ask that. Just to get on her nerves. Plus he really wanted to know for some strange reason.

She pondered that question for a few moments as she let herself relax against her car. "Do you really want to know?" she questioned him. When he nodded she went on. "I've had better."

"When you say, you'd had better." he stared at her. "Whom do you mean?" He was surprised to be getting this kind of information.

"Matt." she blushed. Damon looked at her in shocked aw. "Huh." was all her could say, aside from "Your turn."

She looked at him again. "Truth or dare?"

"Do you even have to ask?" he smirked his Damon smirk. "Dare, of course."

All Elena said was "Kiss me". She stared at his once again shocked face. "Well." she said arcing her eyebrow.

He looked at her for a few moments be fore her moved in front of her. He put his hands on her waists as he said, "Elena are you sure you want me to kiss you?"

Elena put put a hand on the back of his neck and one on his shoulder. She felt him shiver under her touch, and smiled. "Why are you procrastinating Damon? Don't you want to kiss me?" she made a sad face.

The truth was Damon did want to kiss her. He wanted to do more than that to her but he couldn't. He wanted to be more than just friends too. But he doubted that. "Maybe through kissing me is a sign she wants to be with me" he thought to himself as he looked into those beautiful brown eyes.

"Just kiss me Damon." Elena said putting a hand on his face and rubbing her thumb in circles on his cheek. "I know you want too."

Damon was shocked she was playing his game. No one has ever done this to him. He always did it to them. He lowed his face down to hers. Their lips only inches apart. He waited to see if she would go the extra little bit. She didn't, she spoke instead.

"I dared you to kiss me. I'm not going to kiss you first." She smiled as she moved her head so her lips were about an inch from his ear, "But I will kiss you back." Her lips brushed his ear as she said those last works. She pulled back and he kissed her.

It was a hard kiss. One that has pressure in it. Damon licked her bottom lip, then the top. Elena slowly opened her lips to let him in. She kissed him back, just as hard. Their tongs danced the tango as they kissed. Elena put his hands in his hair and pulled his face closer. At the same time Damon, with his hands on her back, pulled her closer.

Elena brought her hand sliding down the side of his head until she was caressing the side of his face. Elena bit his bottom lip as she kissed him. She never kissed Stefan this way. Fuck, she never kissed anyone this way. They pulled away at the same time gasping for air.

Damon was the first to speak. "You taste good." he smirked

"You weren't bad your self." She replied coolly.

"Why are you playing my game Elena?" he asked still holding on to her. He looked down into her eyes. Damn. He could get lost in those eyes. He wanted to stare at them forever, in them he could see some kind of secret just dieing to come out.

"Truth or dare? I don't know why are we playing this game?" she asked him back.

He put his hands on the side of her face and gentle slid them into her hair. "You drive me crazy. You know that?" he asked the last sentence as if it was a question but it was meant to be a fact. He kissed her head and kept his lips there for a while.

Elena took that time to put her hand on his face and pull his lips to hers, and they kissed again. Just a couple of little kisses. Elena pulled back and spoke. "I know. You drive me crazy too." she whispered with his and her foreheads pressed together. Out loud she said. "Your turn.

Damon smirked when she said he drove her crazy. "Truth or dare?" he asked putting hair behind her ear.

"Dare," she said.

"I dare you to give me a hickey." he smiled. At that moment Elena let go of his neck and pushed him up against her car.

"You sure you want me to do this?" She mimicked. When he nodded she said. "Catch me." and she jumped on him. She moved her hair off to one side as she bent her head and put her lips on his neck and started biting and sucking. When she bit him again Damon moaned and shivered. Elena smiled at the fact she had that much control over him, She jumped off of him when she heard a car turning onto the dirt road.

A/N: I know Elena is out of character but I thought I would spice things up a little. I hope you like it. I've been working on this story plus my other story for a while now and though ti would post it to see what you guys and gals thought. So, please review.- chey