Author's Disclaimer:

...I do not own any of the characters... They all belong to the super genius Masashi Kishimoto... Dattebayo!... The plot is mine, though...

...All of my published works are UNbeta-ed... Sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes...English is not my first language...and I don't use a spellchecker... sorry...

...I'm really very fond of punctuations...

...I'm so in love with Sasuke and Itachi Uchiha... ***sigh*** (faints like a fan girl... ^0^)

...I do believe comments/reviews really helps in motivating one's mind to be more productive... uhh, just a thought...

More Disclaimer:

My story's time clock is based from my country's fall of events... Book 1 occurred on February... Book 2 was done in March... Book 3... is a tribute to everybody who is enjoying their summer vacation. It's already summer here in our beautiful country.

This fictional series contains fluff, smut, yaoi, kawaii moments, drama, romance... etc... a mixture of everything... This will be the first part of my so called "Uchiha Diaries"... a compilation of Sasu-Ita/Ita-Sasu stories, based on their individual diary entries... It's my project for this year (2010)... hahaha I really hope this project would be a success... if I don't get too lazy or experience a mental block, that is... I mean I still have the on-going Sasu-Hina fic and the various attention-grabbing-out-of-nowhere-oneshot-ideas... hehehe... C'est La Vie!

This compilation of stories serves as a tribute for my favorite anime characters... The hottest anime men that ever graced the anime world (in my point of view, that is)... The gorgeous Uchiha Itachi... and the ever handsome Uchiha Sasuke... ^0^

Everything in this fic (the plot, scenes, food etc...) is a figment of my perverted imagination...bwahahahaha... XD

Multiple pairings aside the Uchihas... Do enjoy... R&R please... It's what keeps me going...

UCHIHA DIARIES

Book 3

From the pages of Itachi's diary

April 21, XXXX

Dear Diary,

I never realized I could be this jealous... but it happened anyway.

The longer our relationship grew, the more I became possessive over Sasuke.

Kami! Help me... I don't want to share Sasuke...

I would kill for him... he is mine... only mine...

The Jealous Heart Syndrome

Chapter 11 : Let's Kiss and Make up...

April 30... around 8 pm...

"Im waiting Itachi..." Sasuke mumbled as he crossed his arms over his chest. Itachi sighed, his brother was really pissed off with him... he can tell. Naruto walked away from Itachi as soon as he was released. He slowly left the living room and went towards the stairs to sit down. He would stay close, in case Sasuke might need him. Itachi walked towards Sasuke but the young raven motioned for him to stop "Stay there... don't come any closer..." he ordered. Itachi stopped and looked at Sasuke "Sasuke... about what happened..." he started, lost for words... he gave Sasuke a pleading look.

"Itachi... I want to ask you one thing..." he said as his eyes bored on Itachi's face. "Anything koibito... ask me anything Sasuke..." his brother's reply came. Though his face remained emotionless, Sasuke's body reacted with Itachi's voice... he had small goosebumps grow over his skin... how he always loved the way Itachi said his name. "Do you really think you love me?" he asked. "You know that I love you Sasuke..." came the response "Strong words, Itachi... but I never felt that you mean it..." the pained voice quivered. "How can you say that?" Itachi asked Sasuke, his eyes clouded with tears.

"As we let this grow... I came to realize that you will never live by your word... that I will always be the second choice..." Sasuke sighed. Itachi's brows furrowed "What do you mean by that?" Sasuke frowned, hurt shone on his dark eyes "You want an honest answer?" he coaxed the elder raven who slowly nodded. "I'm not stupid Itachi... I am tired... too tired to follow you around... I think we better live our own separate ways..." Sasuke said and Itachi's shoulders fell. Itachi wasn't giving up, he walked towards Sasuke and before the young raven can move he captured him in his arms. Sasuke felt Itachi tremble "Don't say those things koibito..." he pleaded as tears started to fall off his eyes.

Sasuke bit his lip, trying hard to keep his self control. He didn't move... he didnt' respond to Itachi's embrace. Sasuke felt Itachi nuzzling on his neck, he felt the wetness of his brother's tears against his skin. "Sasuke, I love you... I love you... I don't know how to tell you... or show you... but please believe me..." he sobbed. Sasuke closed his eyes as he inhaled Itachi's scent... he missed the comforting scent Itachi had. "Please give me a chance... one more chance Sasuke..." he begged as he held him tighter. Itachi released Sasuke and went down on his knees "Please... Sasuke... I'll do anything to make it up to you..." he said sadly. Sasuke looked down at the kneeling figure before him... he was having a very hard time breathing... having a hard time trying to keep his composure.

"Sasuke, please..." he begged as he hugged Sasuke by the waist. Then Itachi broke down... he cried before Sasuke... unashamed of the fact that Naruto was there. He didn't care... he needed Sasuke back... he needed his life back. Sasuke was now crying as well. Silent tears fell off his eyes "Another chance to get hurt all over again, huh... Itachi?" he said coldly. Though he didn't really know what he would do if Itachi was taken out of his life, one thing he was sure of was that he would live... he had to live... instead of wallowing down with pain and die.

"Sasuke... please don't be so stubborn..." Itachi pleaded. In between sobs Sasuke raged "... you call me stubborn? Fuck you Itachi!" he gritted "I wasn't the one who refused to listen, I wasn't the one who judged right away..." he yelled as he tried to free himself from Itachi's embrace. Itachi looked up "Alright Sasuke... I will let you go... if that's your wish...we will live our separate lives..." he said as he stared at Sasuke's mourning face. Naruto gawked... Itachi was giving up on Sasuke's stubbornness. Even Sasuke was taken aback with what Itachi said. He looked at Itachi who released him from his embrace "...in one condition Sasuke..." he slowly added.

"What?" Sasuke snapped. "Look into my eyes... then tell me that you don't love me anymore... that you really want this to end..." Itachi said as he stood before Sasuke, just inches away. Sasuke diverted his eyes away from Itachi's gaze. He was afraid the elder raven would ask for that... that was something he couldn't do. He could lie to Itachi but his eyes could never do that. His eyes were expressive that even Naruto commented on that a couple of times. Itachi knew well that Sasuke could never do that. He was so sure that despite the hurt and the hatred that his otouto had for him, in his heart Itachi knew thet Sasuke still loved him in some way possible.

Itachi pulled Sasuke closer "Tell me Sasuke... and I won't bother you anymore... I won't force myself to you... I will let you live your way... I..." but Itachi's next words where drowned by Sasuke's quivering voice "...I can't..." and Sasuke buried his face unto Itachi's chest. Itachi held Sasuke tightly as the young raven poured his tears on his lover's shirt. "You know I can't... I can't lie... not to you... oh God, Itachi..." his muffled cries filled the house. Itachi held Sasuke tighter and buried his face on Sasuke's hair "Sasuke... my Sasuke..." he whimpered.

Naruto was at the verge of crying... he as like watching a movie. He slowly made his way to his room. The brothers needed some time alone. He was sure if he continued to watch them, he would turn into a puddle of tears. He slowly tiptoed and closed the door. He silently offered a prayer to Kami for helping Itachi and Sasuke see things clearly. It was funny that he was always the witness to all of Sasuke and Itachi's trials... it wasn't that he was complaining, he just felt like a mentor for these lovers, and they were like way smarter than him. It felt funny... he sighed and got his phone... he dialed Gaara's number. He suddenly missed his boyfriend after what he'd seen.

Downstairs...

As Itachi wept, Sasuke hugged Itachi with all his might. He can't deny it anymore. He missed Itachi... so bad that he was trembling. "Sasuke... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry" he said as he kissed Sasuke... his eyes, his nose... he filled Sasuke's face with butterfly kisses. Sasuke whimpered and enjoyed the feel of Itachi's lips so near. Itachi kissed the tear-stained cheeks. Sasuke kept his eyes closed. "Look at me koibito..." he whispered. Sasuke shivered as Itachi's voice caressed his neck. He opened his eyes and was welcomed by Itachi's smiling face.

"Itachi... Nii-san.. I..." he stammered. Itachi placed a finger on Sasuke's lips... "Don't talk koibito..." he murmured as he leaned over and planted a kiss on Sasuke's soft lips. "I'm sorry..." he said. Another kiss "...I promise to trust you..." he breathed over. "...and have time for you..." another peck landed. Itachi cupped Sasuke's face "I love you Sasuke Uchiha..." Itachi said in between kisses. Sasuke frowned and Itachi noticed the sad look "What's wrong?" he asked as he tilted Sasuke's face a bit. "...time for me? Another lie, nii-san?" he asked and Itachi shook his head.

Itachi smiled and kissed Sasuke's forehead "Actually koibito... I'm on leave... indefinitely..." he winked at the frowning raven. "Listen koibito... I will stay with you... wake up and go to bed with you... We are the owner of the business... we don't need to work that hard..." he said as he kissed Sasuke's cheeks again. "Took you a long time to realize that, huh...nii-san?" Sasuke pouted. Itachi laughed. "I was denying myself a lot of things... denying myself happiness... denying myself you..." he said as he kissed the tip of Sasuke's nose. "I will make things up with you koibito... even if I need to spend my lifetime showing you that..." he quickly added and sealed the promise with a kiss.

Sasuke wept... he felt the sincerity in Itachi's voice. He will give Itachi a chance... he will give himself a chance... He hugged Itachi "I love you nii-san..." he murmured as he buried his face on Itachi's chest. Itachi kissed Sasuke's head and softly moved him so the young raven can look at him. He rummaged his pocket and got the ring that he carried with him always. He held Sasuke's hand and placed the ring back to where it belonged. He placed Sasuke's hand near his lips and kissed it "Don't ever run away from me, ever again..." he gently scolded the flushed raven.

Itachi pulled Sasuke towards him and kissed him, full on the lips. The kiss was bursting with all the passion his heart can hold. Sasuke kissed his brother back. The burning desrie he had for Itachi ignited back to life. He ran his fingers thorugh Itachi's hair... a soft moan escaped his lips. Itachi sighed as he heard Sasuke moan, how he missed that sound. He lingered in kissing Sasuke, but his hands were else were. His hands roamed in Sasuke's shirt... caressing each nipple to life. Sasuke's body jerked upwards. "Nii-san!" he gasped as Itachi led his lips to Sasuke's creamy neck.

"Nii-san..." Sasuke writhed as Itachi gently licked his neck all the way to his collarbone. Itachi removed Sasuke's shirt, exposing the pale ivory perfection of his brother. Sasuke whimpered and blushed as he watched Itachi look at him inch by inch. Itachi smiled, Sasuke was so beautiful in every angle. He pulled Sasuke close and whispered to his ear huskily "You are perfect koibito..." he commented as he gently nipped Sasuke's shoulder. Sasuke blushed and bit his lip. Itachi slowly passed his tongue over Sasuke's peaks... he stopped and swirled his wet tongue over the sensitive pink-tipped skin.

"Itachi..." Sasuke groaned as Itachi continued pleasuring him. His slender fingers fumbled on the buttons of Itachi's shirt. One... two... three... off flew the buttons concealing Itachi's physique. Sasuke roamed his hands on Itachi's naked flesh. Itachi held Sasuke tighter and the kiss and caresses deepened it's meaning... Their lips locked, they haven't got a care on the world. It was only them in the world... fully... totally... madly in love. "I love you Sasuke-chan..." Itachi whispered in between breaks of their fiery kiss. Sasuke smiled, with lust-filled eyes he replied "...and I love you, Itachi-nii-san..." and the need for each other consumed their sanity.

Naruto was still talking to Gaara, reporting to his lover the current events between the Uchihas. Naruto walked out of the room, he felt thirsty and decided to go downstairs for a drink. "So that was the real issue... it's really funny that..." he was cut off as his eyes saw the heated foreplay happening downstairs. 'No wonder they were so quiet all of a sudden...' Naruto thought as he felt his face grow warm. He rushed back to the room... Gaara wondered why Naruto stopped talking "Naru-chan? Are you there?" he asked. Naruto came back to reality "Uh... yeah... sorry Gaa-kun, where were we?" he asked innocently.

The END...

Finally... the dramatic ending...

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