My second one-shot based on 5.18 Point of No Return. Not very long. Just trying to get the creative juices flowing!
Disclaimer: Dean and Supernatural aren't mine. Which I guess isn't a terrible thing. I'm pretty abusive to them in some of my other fics! Lol!
Eye of the Storm
I'm done. I'm done the fight. I have nothing left to give. Let Michael make me his Muppet. His bitch. Whatever. I don't care anymore.
I'm tired of seeing everyone around get hurt because of me. Bobby can't walk because of me. Dad's dead because of me. Now I'm standing here and watching Sam and Adam cough and choke on their own blood. All because of me.
This needs to end. It has to end. Somehow, this will make it all end.
Sam can't be surprised by this. I told him this was how it was going to be. I don't want to hear the disappointment in his voice. I already know just how much I've managed to fail him. I don't want to see it in his eyes.
And yet… I look at him. And, for a moment, I no longer can see the fully grown Sam I've come to know. Instead, I see my little brother, his eyes wide and trusting. Looking to me to figure out what the right thing to do is.
It is at that moment the chaos that has been filling my head ever since I received God's little "memo" is gone. All the self hatred… the guilt… the pain… it ends when I see my brother looking back at me. My brother who has shown me just how much faith he has in me.
That stupid son of a bitch brought me here…
What the fuck am I doing?
I look over at Sam and a ghost of a smile touches my lips. And then I give him a quick wink. And, of course, he looks back at me with that What the fuck?-look.
I'm Dean Winchester. And I'm nobody's bitch.
I look back at the angel who has caused me so much pain and misery. And I'm about to make sure that bastard Zachariah is going to have a very bad day!