I have been married to my highschool sweetheart for three years now. Edward Cullen. We got married when we were eighteen, and look at us now. Edward is going to school to be a doctor, and I am writer/ stay at home mom. We have a two year old little boy named Logan Thomas Cullen and aother one on the way. Logan has Edward's light green eyes, my brown hair, and looks like a mini Edward thank god. Poor kid wouldn't stand a chance if he looked like me.

I was now four months pregnant, and was finaly ready to find the sex of our baby. Edward was so excited to have another baby. I wanted another boy, and Edward wanted a little girl. We were still picking names Edward had picked Peter if it was a boy and Christina for a girl. I was clue less, I didn't know what I wanted to name little it yet.

So here I am now taking Logan to Edward's parents house. I pulled up to the big white house, and Logan flew out of the car while I followed a bit slower. Esme opened the door up and scooped Logan up into her arms.

"How is my grandson?"

Logan let out a little giggle.

"Im good grandma Esme, where is grandpa?"

"I think he is up in his study."

Logan then took off to find Carlisle.

Esme engulfed me into a big hug.

"How are you Bella?"

"Good. I'm so excited to see what we are gunna have. I couldn't get Edward to shut up lastnight."

"Thats super hun, when do you have to be at the doctors?"

"In about an houer, Edward is gunna meet me there."

"Well come in and get off your feet."

I followed Esme in to the front room where Emmett was. I laughed.

"Don't you ever go home Emmett?"

"Rose and Alice are shopping so Jasper and I come here and chill. How is Baby?"

"As big as ever."

I walked over and sat down next to Emmett.

"So where is Eddie?"

"He is at school, and then he is going to meet me at the doctors so we can find the sex of the baby out."

"Does he still want a girl?"


Emmett threw his head back and started to laugh.

"Whats so funny?"

"Edward is the first man I have ever met that would want a girl. I still think he is gay."

Then there was a loud crack noise.

Esme has just hit Emmett over the head with a wooden spoon, and the spoon broke.

"What have I told you about talking about Edward in that way?"

"What the heck mom, that hurt like hell!"

"Call your brother gay again and it will be a metal spoon."

I laughed at Emmetts pouting face.

"Well Esme I had better be going."

"Ok, call me as soon as you find out."

I gave Esme a quick hug.

"Tell Carlisle I said hi."

Then I walked out to my car to go to the doctors.


Today was the day I have been waighting for. I was gunna find out the sex of my baby. I had just finished up my last class and was now in my car heading to the doctors. It was raining out, but that was no shock to me. It always rained in Forks. I was going around a corner, and got hit head on by another car. It felt like everything was going in slow motion. I didn't even see the car, and thent it was there. I didn't react fast enough, and as soon as the other car hit me my world went black.******************************************************************************************************************************************


I was done with my appointment and was heading back to go pick up Logan. Edward never came to the office. He missed it. The moment we waighted so long for, and he missed it. I picked up my cell and called him. It went straight to voice mail.

"Edward, where the hell were you. You promised me you would be there. You said that you would be out of class by then, but yet you didnt come. I know the sex and I will tell you when you get home, but maby then again I may not."

I hung my phone up and threw it on the floor. What an ass. I drove straight to his parents house. Esme came flying out the door as soon as she saw my car.

"What is it?"

"Edward wasn't there."

She looked confused for a moment.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that he never showed up for the appointment."

"Where was he?"

"I don't know. I tried to call him and it went straight to voicemail."

"Well i'm sure he had a good reason to not show up."

I let out a long gust of air.

"I don't know."

Just then Carlisle walked out the door with the phone in his hand.

"Its for you Bella."

I grabbed the phone and walked inside the house.


"Yes, is this Mrs. Bella Cullen?"

"Yes, who is this."

"This is Jeff Smith with the forks police department."

"Oh my god what happened?"

"Mam can I ask you to please sit down before I give you this information."

I took a seat on the sofa, Emmett and Jasper keept giving me strange looks.

"I'm seated."

"Does your husband own a silver volvo?"


I felt a lump rising in my throat.

"Is his name Edward Cullen?"

"Yes, whats wrong."

The man sighed.

"Please tell me already!"

Emmett jumped back in supprise at my sudden yelling and Jasper choked on his spit. Esme and Carlisle both looked nerveous.

"I'm sorry mam, but you husband was in a very bad accidet."

"Is he ok?"

"The car was hit head on by another person. The car fliped, and he is currently traped in the car."

I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Is he dead?"

"We arnt sure mam, we will keep you posted."

"Is Chief Swan there?"

"Yes he is hold on."

I now had tears falling dow my face.


"Don't let him die dad. Please don't let him die."

"Bella, we are trying. Its a bad accident. We dont even know if he is alive or not."

"He has to be! He isn't dead! Don't even think like that!"

"Bella calm down."

"Just dont let him die."

I squeeked out.

"Bella, I'm realy sorry. I will try my best, I have to go."

I droped the phone and was now full out sobbing. Emmett scooted closer to me.

"Whats going on Bella?"

"Ed-Edward. He was in a accident."

I heard Esme choke and Carlisle took off out the door.

Esme came and sat next to me and wraped her arms around me.

"Bella, is he ok?"

Jasper asked his voice now full of pain.

"They don't know if he is dead or not. The car is upside down."

I just cried and cried. I couldn't loose him. He was my everything.