I do not own twilight or the characters. I only one my interruption of the story. This is my first attempt at this so please be kind to me. I love reading fanfiction so much and wanted to give it ago.
"EDWARD!EDWARD!" I couldn't stop screaming and the tears wouldn't stop falling down my face.
It was raining so hard and he was laying in my arms not moving, not breathing. What had I done?
(10 years earlier 2000)
Finally graduation was over. Charlie, my dad, had gone on and on at dinner about how proud he was of me. I could even swear I saw his eyes glazing over a couple times.
When we arrived home it was around 7pm, which meant I needed to get changed for Alice's graduation party. Of course if it was up to me I would be wearing my flannel button down with my comfy jeans and converse, but Alice, of course, had other ideas.
Alice Cullen, the best-est friend a girl could have. She is short, petite, and spunky. Her hair style of choice changed weekly. But most of the time she kept her hair short and cropped above her shoulders. The girl has more energy than the energizer bunny. She is one of the most kind and giving people I know.
I looked at the box that she had left on my bed claiming it was my graduation present from her parents, but I knew better. I opened the lid and pulled out a blue fitted button down top and a pair of gray skinny jeans. It was not my normal choice of attire, but I put it on anyway.
I didn't really need to do much with my hair because it was already semi curled from graduation earlier. It was now 8:05pm and I could hear my phone vibrating on the bed side table.
"Bella are you on your way?"
I took a deep sigh. "Yes Alice I'm leaving right now."
"Good and you better have that outfit on."
"Goodbye Alice." Then I hung up and proceeded down the steps.
Esme and Carlisle let Alice throw the party at their house while they left for the weekend to a relatives house.I kissed Charlie and he told me to have fun. Has I drove up the Cullen's driveway in my truck I looked for a spot to park. There were random cars lining the street and driveway of the Cullen's home. I parked next to Tyler Crowley's van and made my way up the walk way.
I scanned the cars looking for that certain one I hoped would be parked near the garage. But my eyes failed to find that silver Volvo and I could feel the disappointment settle in my stomach. I did my best not to trip down the hundred steps that led to the Cullen's front door.
When I made it to the front door Alice was standing there waiting for me. "Oh Bella you look so beautiful. I knew that blue would look great with your complexion." Alice squealed at me wrapping her arms around me for a hug.
"You look amazing too Alice." I hugged her back. I felt very ordinary compared to her. She had flawless model looks while I was just an average girl.
I took in Alice's outfit and she looked flawless, has usual. She had on an orange smock dress with silver beading on the wide neckline that was sleeveless and complimented her pale skin tone. Her shoe of choice were silver heels with beading like the dress over the toes.
After we hugged Alice took me by the hand to show me all the decorations she had put up. The Cullen house was massive in size. She had decorated with beads and streamers and disco lights. It looked like the inside of a club. There was DJ on one end of the living room and a table full of food on the other.
"I need to check on some things, will you be okay by yourself for a while?" Alice asked concerned.
"I'm good, go do what you gotta do." I smiled sweetly at her.
Alice bounced away into the kitchen.
I scanned the faces of the people around me, hoping to locate the one person I had been dying to see all day. I searched the crowd for cooper hair. My eyes fell upon the corner and there he stood in all his 6 feet of perfection surrounded by a group of girls. Why was I not surprised. My eyes just watched him in the corner. He was smiling that breathtaking crooked smile and every once in a while ran his hand through his messy hair. His bright green eyes blazed under the bright disco lights.
I caught his gaze every so often, but I would look away afraid I was probably ogling him too much. But he was a sight. No wonder girls flocked to him. Edward Cullen I'm so in love with you. I kept thinking to myself. But he never noticed me.
Countless numbers of times I spent in the Cullen house with Alice. He was always polite. He would greet me hello and the way he said my name, I felt my stomach flip flop. He never tried to engage in conversation past the polite greeting you give to someone in your home who is a guest. So many times I wanted to talk to him, know him, but Alice never seemed like she wanted me to. He had a reputation of being a player, I just figured he hadn't met the right girl. He hadn't met me.
Alice and Edward were only a year apart. Edward being older. Alice admired her big brother who was in college in Seattle studying pre-med first year. He wanted to be a doctor like his father Carlisle.
It was almost 11:30pm . I tried to keep up in conversation with various people, but it was becoming pointless. The only person's attention I wanted was being occupied by all the girls at this party and I just about had it. Three times someone spilled a drink on me, almost knocked me into the DJ, or stepped on my feet .When I finally decided I had enough I was stopped by a baby faced blue eyed blond Mike Newton.
Mike was as clueless as they come. He had a crush on me for as long as I can remember. He made numerous attempts to get me to go out with him, each one a fail. He couldn't take a hint. He looked like he had one too many drinks and from the smell of him, you knew he did.
"Bellllllllllaaaaaaaaaaa. GOD YOU LOOK HOT TONIGHT!" He slurred loudly at me.
"Mike you look really drunk." I said stating the obvious.
"IM NOT A DONKEY". He slurred even louder gaining glances..
"Mike, nobody said you were a donkey, I said, never mind. What do you want?" I was becoming annoyed
'WHY WON'T YOU LET ME TAKE YOU OUT? I THINK YOU ARE SO BEAUUUTIFULLLL AND I'D LOVE TO BANG YOU, JUST ONCE."
I just looked at him with disgust. I was so glad I never had to see him again.
"There is no way in hell you would ever "BANG" me. Now if you will excuse me, I would like to leave." I could feel people staring in our direction and it was making me uncomfortable.
I tried my best to walk past him, but he grabbed me by the arm rather roughly. I turned and glared at his hand then his face.
"Newton let me go. Take the hint and move on. I don't want you. How can I spell it out?" I spat at him. I tried to pull my arm out his grip, but he refused to let go.
'C'MON ON BABY DON'T BE LIKE THAT" His breath smelling like alcohol as he tried to pull me closer into him.
Now I was just pissed. "I said LET ME GO!" But he kept his grip strong on me.
"I think she said let her go and if you have any wits about you Newton, you better do it or you won't be having much use of it.." The male voice was trying to place terror in Mike and it must have worked cause instantly he dropped his hand from my arm. Edward.
Alice comes running over to me while I notice Edward and another guy dragging Mike Newton out the door. Alice begins to inspect my arm where Mike was holding onto me.
"Bella oh my goodness, are you okay? What was that about?" Alice had worry all over her pretty little face.
"You know, Mike is just a jerk and drunk." I smiled weakly at her. "I think I should go now."
Come on to my room and sit down for a couple minutes please? I think this party is officially over." Alice walked me up the stairs to her room.
I went and sat on her bed while she went back downstairs to usher people out of the house. A few minutes went by and I hadn't even realized someone had walked into the room because I had my back facing the door. Suddenly their was a pair of hands on my shoulder and I jumped thinking somehow Newton came back in and wanted to try something.
I jumped at the touch, but when I turned I was not greeted with blue eyes, but beautiful bright green ones. I grabbed at my chest like I was scared to death and his face was filled with a guilty expression.
"I'm so sorry that I scared you, I just wanted to see if you were alright." His voice laced with concern.
I just stared at him. No words were coming to my lips. All I could see was his beautiful perfect face looking down at me. I'm not sure how that looked to him, but I notice a smile playing on his lips.
"I-I'm good." I finally got the words out of my mouth.
"Newton is a bit of an ass. I really didn't think he had it in him though to hit on you like that. He's lucky all I did was kick him on his ass." He smiled crookedly at me taking my breath away.
I just continued to stare at him, but he didn't really seem to mind cause he never let his gaze fall. He had me in a trance and I didn't know how to break it. But of course fate had other plans for me and her name is Alice.
"Hey Edward, what are you doing in my room?" Alice asked him in a cute little annoyed voice.
"I was just checking on Bella." And with that he was turning to walk out the door, but I had waited for this moment for the last 6 years and I wasn't about to let him walkaway.
"Edward" I said in a desperate attempt to just have at least 10 more seconds of his presence.
He turned around and hmmed me. "Umm thank you." Its all that would come out. He gave me a wide smile and shook his head and walked out the door.
Once he was gone Alice looked me over."Are you okay? You don't have to leave, you can stay the night." She was pleading with me, but I just wanted the comfort of my own bed.
"Alice I am fine, I better go before Charlie worries." With that I stood off the bed and hugged my friend goodnight making my way down the stairs.
Since everyone had left the Cullen's driveway looked deserted except for mt beat up red truck.. I pulled the keys out of my pocket and unlocked the door to the truck. Placing the key in the ignition it made a terrible grinding noise. It refused to turn over the engine and now I was banging the steering wheel in frustration. This night couldn't get worse.
After the 6th try of getting it to start I decided to head back into the house to see if Alice could drop me off, but I didn't even make it that fair when Edward came walking out with his keys in his hand looking down with a guilty smile.
"Is everything okay?" He looked at me and I was taken back. He was so handsome.
"My stupid truck won't start. I was coming to see if Alice would drop me off at home." I looked down feeling embarrassed.
"I can take you home, if you want. Being I already was on my way out. It wouldn't be a big deal." He smirked at me.
I hesitated for a moment. Did Edward Cullen just offer to drive me home? That would mean being alone in a car with him? Just us?
Before I even realized what I did, he was laughing at me. Then it dawned on me, I didn't just think that statement, I actually said it out loud.
I could feel my face turning bright red. I wanted to crawl under a rock and die.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say it out loud, I just I'm going to shut up now." I blurted out looking at the ground.
His laughter seized up after a few minutes and he began to speak. "Do I make you uncomfortable Bella?"
He had no idea how uncomfortable I felt around him, but it wasn't a bad thing at all.
"Umm, it's just that, well you are who you are and I am who I am." I stuttered out gesturing between us.
"Exactly what is that? Because from my perspective, you are beautiful young lady who needs a ride home and I am just a gentleman willing to help you out." He winked at me.
First of all, he said I was beautiful. Edward Cullen said I was beautiful!Then he winked at me! My stomach was doing summers alts.
"Okay, well thank you for offering to take me home." My face burned red.
"Not a problem Bella, shall we?" He gestured to his car with his hand and I walked over to the passenger side door and he opened it graciously for me.
I only lived about 15 minutes from there house. I did my best to act normal in that 15 minute ride. We drove in silence and it never occurred to me until we pulled up in front of my house that I never told him my address, but I am guessing he probably knew because of the times he might have dropped Alice off here.
He pulled up in front of my house and I looked over in his direction. His facial expression looked as if he was contemplating something. He took his hand and ran it through his hair quickly before meeting my gaze and stopping my heart.
I dropped my eyes rather quickly and went to open the car door but he grabbed my hand before I had the chance.
"Wait umm one second please, before you get out. There is something I would like to say." He seemed rather nervous, which for Edward was unusual.
Not that I had any idea what usual was for him. I had always watched this perfect boy from a distance, but he always oozed confidence. Always seemed so sure of himself. But right now he was acting like he was unsure.
I removed my hand from the door and looked at the floor. I had no idea what he needed to say to me, we had never had more than a few words expressed between us in all the years I had known him.
He took his finger and lifted up my face so that we were looking at each other. His eyes burned with conflict and something else was hidden behind it, maybe lust?
"I just want to try one thing." His voice and low and velvety.
His face inched closer to mine and he was so close I felt his sweet breath upon my cheek.
"Hold very still". With that his lips brushed across mine gently as if he was testing my reaction.
His lips were so soft and I had dreamed how they would feel and taste. Never did I imagine it would be so much better. His lips were soft and they tasted of mint. I pushed my lips further into the kiss, deepening it. I felt the electric current from his lips rush all over my entire body.
He was more than welcoming of my actions and his hands wrapped around my face kissing me harder. It seemed like we had been kissing like that for hours, but it was merely minutes before he broke away from me breathing and panting heavily.
"You don't know how long I have wanted to do that. Not even in my wildest dreams did I ever think it would feel that good." He was looking up at the ceiling panting hard.
"I know how long I have waited for you, to kiss me. Since the first time I saw you." My voice was so low I wasn't sure he heard me, but when his head shot up and stared down at me, I knew he definitely did.
Edward looked at me a little surprised by my confession. Without another word his lips came crashing down on mine again and I knew in that moment I wanted more than his lips on mine. I wanted his lips all over my body. I wanted to run my hands all over his perfectly sculptured body.
"OH Bella you are so beautiful, I want you so bad." He muttered between kisses.
"I want you too Edward, please." I was begging for more, pleading for it.
Then I remembered we were in his car and we definitely needed more space if something was going to go down. I don't know what was coming over me. Sex? I was 18 years old and still a virgin, but from what I knew of Edward's reputation, he definitely wasn't. He was about to be 20 in a couple days.
I stopped kissing him and placed my hands to his chest so I could look into his blazing green eyes. Oh they were burning and burning right now for me. "Let me see if Charlie is sleeping and I will sneak you into my room." I breathed out hard and went to open the door, again he grabbed the handle.
"Bella are you sure you want this? I don't want to make you do something you don't want to do, especially after before with Newton." His expression looked conflicted again, but I was sure of what I wanted. It was Edward, it had only been Edward and always will be.
"I've never been more sure." I whispered back to him and with that I was up the stairs to my house. It was well past 1am and I didnt see Charlie in the living room. So I made my way up the stairs to check to see if he was sleeping and snoring erupted from his bedroom. I couldn't believe I was acting like this, about to give my virtue to Edward Cullen. I must be dreaming or drunk. This can't be real, but it was.
I want back outside and Edward was waiting for me on the hood of his car. I told him to come quietly with me into the house. Once we made it to my bedroom I shut my door and locked it. Instantly Edward had his hands wrapped in my hair tugging at it and pulling my face up to his. He kissed me so softly I thought I was going to faint.
"Bella is this your first time?" He looked down at me with concern.
I was trying to catch my breath. "Yes." I breathed out heavy.
He took my face into both his hands and pulled me to his chest. He kissed the top of my head and I could hear him inhaling. 'Mm you smell so sweet, like strawberries." He whispered into my hair.
This was it I thought to myself, its time to do this for real. I had fantasized what it would be like, how he would look. Would I be the person to change his player ways. Would I be the best he ever had? I wanted that so much. I tried not to down play the moment in case he changed his mind. I couldn't live with the rejection.
I looked up at him and leaned up so my lips could meet his. I began to unbutton his shirt while he mirrored my actions, undoing my shirt as well. Once I got all the buttons open I slide my hands on his smooth and toned chest. His body was so perfect. Fine toned abs, like a sculpture. He nudged me toward the bed and once my shirt was completely undone he pushed it off my shoulders revealing my button cotton bra.
He smoothed his hands over the bra and I moaned softly. He reached around my back and undone the clasp so now I was bra chested. His hands greeted my now perk nipples and I shivered in pleasure from his soft touch. His lips met with mine once more and we kissed for a few more minutes.
Finally no clothes blocked our way and Edward was buried deep inside of me. It was the most indescribable feeling ever. He was so big, not that I knew what one looked like, but his definitely not average. He felt incredible and we made love early into the morning light.
Once it was over, Edward put his clothes back on and kissed me lightly on the cheek. "Thank you for tonight Bella, it was the best night of my life by far." With that he smiled brightly at me and made his escape out the front door and his car pulled off.