Chapter 31: Maybe…

Sakura: Hey guys, this is the last chapter… I MAY write a sequel but only after the 3 stories. First, My Violin Dream, Second, My Bloody Identity and Third, Save me from the Shadows…

Mikan's POV

~3 weeks later…~

"So… Natsume, where do you want to go on my birthday?" I wrote on a piece of paper and slid it to Natsume's table.

"Dunno, you?"

"That's why I'm asking you! Central Town?"

"Boring…"

"then?"

"CD store?"

"Hmm… ok. I bet my cd sales are way betta than yours."

"We'll see."

"Brave heart and fifteen are so topping the charts…"

"Oh really? My first kiss's doing pretty well…"

"If it tops, half of the credit goes to me."

"No."

"OI!"

"*diao*"

"GTH (Go To Hell)"

He looked at the paper and smirked, folded it up and stuffed it in his pocket.

Hey people, Mikan Sakura here… again, after like… a year of being in Gakuen Alice. I thought… coming here was the worst decision I ever made in life, but it turned out to be the best. I found a career, a boyfriend, a perfect one at that, good friends and lastly, a place where I belong.

Come to think of it… life in here hasn't been that smooth sailing… the camp, the inter school competition, the Natsume incident, a lot has happened in a year. Sometimes, I wanna pinch myself and tell me this is a dream when I see the charts displayed on the newspaper and seeing my song 1st on the charts. But, I've come to face the truth, I am awesome.

"Oi… Your stomach's growling."

I looked up and smiled.

"Wait…"

"If you dun wanna eat, I want to, my stomach walls are gonna be burnt by acid soon if it's not fed food now."

"Thanks. Can't you wait for a moment?"

"Fine. Continue with your daydreaming, I'm gonna go eat first…"

"Go ahead. Arrogant jerk."

"I though we made a pact not to call me thay anymore…"

"Yeah. Yeah. Whatever, just go."

"Hn…"

Yeah. Sorry about that interruption… Urgh. What is this again?

"Dear students… our fellow superstar has released her latest single, Brave Heart, please enjoy."


Brave Heart- NERDHEAD ft. Kana Nishino

(This song is real nice. GO LISTEN YOU MUST!)

kizuiteruyo
sononamidanowakewa
demonorikoerareruimawa
sorawomiagete
kiminoyokode
sonoomiwokanjiteru
futariisshyonaratsuyokunareru
madesounatokikosojibun
Believe Yaself shinjite

Let me flashback
My life marudeiennoyoude
hontoattoiuma
ironnahyouhyoshitekita
And i tried to smile but
hotondonoshyuukan
muneitatikuraini I was crying
naiteta Inside my eyes
namidamizenaiyouni
tsuyokufurumatteta
moshiichidodemotomattara
sokode Games over
nodomegamounaiyounikanjite
And if feel
fuanniomoumainichi
muneniegaitarisoutohahodotooi

tsurakuattemo
taetetsuyokunatteku
jikankakarukedo
Ill take a chance
Til the last
jibunshinjiteru
Just take a litte
Step shinpainai
dattemouhitorijyanai

kiminosobade
sonoomoiwokanjiteru
futariisshounaratsuyokunareru
makesounatokikosojibunwo
Believe Yaself shinjite
kizuiteruyo
sononamidanowakewa
demonorikoerareruimawa
sorawomiagete
(U ain' lookin back the past)
Dont runaway
nidetetemomienai
(Dont let it fall lets go)

(二人)ashitaheno Rainbow

kokorogakujikesoude
(Sometimes)
menomaeno Reality kara
Runaway
konomamajyadamenanowa
wagatteirukedo
kawarenai
dakedodonnatokimojibunni
usowatsukanaidearukidaseru
tsuraitokimoarukedo
yuukiwodashite
zuttokiminosobade
sonoomiwokanjiteru
futariisshonaratsuyokunareru
makesounatokikosojibunwo
Believe Yaself shinjite

Keep on tryin'
(Just try)
Tryin'
(And try)
Just try
(We ain't cry mouhitorijyanai)
Keep on tryin'
(Try try)
Tryin'
(And try magenai Your life
nanigaattemo Fight back)
(To the top from the streets from the hood)
(Tryin')
(Ill try & try)
(Tryin')
(makenaijibunjidaide
kawareruhasusa Life)
(A life)

ichidokirino Life
shipainishippaiwokasaneteku Life
demosaigokuranaiwarattetai
I shine
(U shine)
isshoni Find a light
kurounakushiteasuwanai
donojidaimo
yamaaritaniaritteminnayuudaro

tsumasuitara

(二人)mouikkai

matatachiagattarukidasu
nandodatte
haitsukubattedemo Run & Run
ikikirashitattesusumanaito
Lifes a battle
jibunjishingasaidainoraibaru
Dont lie lie lie
mewosoranai
Its my life li li li life
My life shippainishipaiwo
kasaneteku Life demo

arikidaseru
sonoomoiwokanjiteru
futariisshounaratsuyokunareru
makesounatokikosojibunwo
Believe Yaself shinjite
sonoomoiwokanjiteru
futariisshounaratsuyokunareru
makesounatokikosojibunwo
Believe Yaself shinjite
(Dont runaway)
nigitetemomienai

(二人)ashitaheno Rainbow


Translation:

I realize the reason why I'm crying these tears
But I'll overcome them, right now I'm looking up towards the sky

I can feel those feelings beside you
When we are together, they even become stronger
When I seem to eventually lose myself
Believe yourself, believe

Let me flashback my life
Just like an instant is truly eternal
I showed various expressions and I tried to smile
Most moments my heart is painful and I wanna cry
I was crying inside my eyes
You behaved and were strong enough not to show tears
It is there if it stops once but games over

I feel that there isn't a second chance anymore
And every day I think about that fear
The ideal I had is far from the heart
Surely everyone in this life comes together
Even if it's painful, I'll endure its trials and become strong

It's going to take time but
I'll take the chance to the last
Believe in yourself and just take a little step
Don't worry you will not be alone anymore

I can feel those feelings beside you
When we are together, they even become stronger
When I seem to eventually lose myself
Believe yourself, believe

I realize the reason why I'm crying these tears
But I'll overcome them, right now I'm looking up towards the sky

Don't run away

The rainbow towards tomorrow cannot been seen if you run away
(Don't let it fall, Let's go)

The heart feels like it is crushed (sometimes)
Because before your eyes face reality, you run away, (That's why, That's why)
It is an impossible thing the way it is now
And though I understand it, I can't change it (Kana)

But when you're by yourself
Don't tell a lie
(Hey, let it flow)
You can start walking again

Even when I am harsh, you show courage
(Keep go on and on)
You're always beside me

I can feel those feelings
When we are together, they even become stronger
When I seem to eventually lose myself
Believe yourself, believe

KEEP ON TRYIN' ( Just try )
TRYIN' ( and try )
JUST TRY(ippai mo hitori janai)
KEEP ON TRYIN' ( TRY TRY )
TRY TRY
AND TRY not to lose ground by running away, you got to FIGHT BACK
To the top (to the top) from the streets (from the streets)
I'll Try and Try (I'll Try and Try) (TRY TRY)
Don't lose one's time, you can change and have some life (LIFE)

One life, failure after failure is life but once more we want to laugh at the end
I shine together we're Fly'in to light
There won't be a tomorrow without trouble
As for all times, wouldn't everyone say there are mountains and valleys?
How can there be level roadways if I already stumbled over them once before?

I stand up again and begin to walk
How many times must I crawl even as I run and run after losing my breath?
When I don't advance, life is a battle
You are your greatest rival

lalala I don't miss the eyes of life
lalala life…my life

Failure after failure is life but once more
You can start walking

I can feel those feelings beside you
When we are together, they even become stronger
When I seem to eventually lose myself
Believe yourself, believe

I can feel those feelings beside you
When we are together, they even become stronger
When I seem to eventually lose myself
Believe yourself, believe

Don't run away

The rainbow towards tomorrow cannot be seen if you run away


Yeah. That was MY SONG. It's nice isn't it?

"Mikan, that's your new song?"

"Yeah, Nonoko, when is your's coming out?"

"Heehee, I wrote one, but I don't know if it's good, care to listen?"

"Sure!"

~Mikan's Birthday~

Today is my day, Today is my birthday, happy birthday to me!

-.-

What a crappy song. I never thought I'd ever sing it again. Today, I'm going with Natsume. I wonder what's he gonna get me…


- Mikan's Inner Mind Theatre –

"Mikan… Will you marry me?" The oh-so gorgeous Natsume knelt on the ground and proposed. A huge diamond ring sat in the middle of a box.

"Oh god… Of course!"

And we kiss and hug to the surprise of our fellow friends.

End –


Dust away that thought. That would only come in 100000 years later if Natsume would propose like that…

As I made my way to the fountain in the central town, I realised that there was no one in that place at all. Not a single soul. And only one streetlamp was on. Is today some day to observe 4 minutes of silence for the people of Hiroshima? No, that cant be, that's on 9 of August… It's so dark. Where's Natsume?

I looked around frantically, have the aliens finally landed?

*POP!**POP!*

I almost jumped out of my skin and turned around and saw Natsume, Hotaru and all my friends there. I was bloody shocked, literally and emotionally.

Natsume came up to me slowly, was my inner mind theatre a premonition?

"Mikan… Happy Birthday."

He took out a bouquet of flowers from his back and presented it to me. "99 roses for eternal love." And then, he pecked me on the cheeks.

"…"

Then, he stood up and whispered something in my ear, "What, you thought I was going to propose to you? Silly."

I fumed up and started pouncing on him.

"You baka, jerk, arrogant bastard!"

"You broke our promise, Polka!"

"Oh really? Who's the one that broke it?"

"You!"

"You."

"You arrogant jerk!"

"HAH gotcha."

Ah… anyways, that's all people, bye!


"Mikan Sakura! I swear if you don't wake up this instant! This'll be the 4th time you're late this week, and you'll go without dinner tonight!"

I woke up. That was an awesome dream… *yawn* Wait, that sounded like déjà vu…

Anyways, hi, I'm Mikan Sakura, and I attend Sakuragaoka, my dream from young has been to become a singer. And guess what? Today, Students from Gakuen Alice are coming over to visit us! Hmm… explains my dream…

~In School…~

"OK. Students settle, im gonna announce the pairings for today. You are to take care of your partners okay?"

"Fujisaki Naoko with Sumire Shouda"

"Yamamoto Fuji with Misaka Kinomoto"

"Imai Hotaru with Ruka Nogi"

"Sakura Mikan with Natsume Hyuuga"

Natsume Hyuuga?

A crimson eyed boy approached me. What?

DÉJÀ VU?

Sakura: Hey people, this chapter was really crappy, if you didn't like it, I'll re write it. So sorry, but can I keep the ending? I sorta got the idea like… you start with a dream and end with one…-.- I know… but REVIEW KAYS?