This story is inspired by a movie I saw it was truly amazing and sad. After his musician girlfriend, Bella, dies in an accident shortly after they had a fight (and nearly broke up), a grief-stricken British businessman, Edward Cullen, living in London gets a chance to relive the day all over again, in the hope of changing the events that led up to her getting killed.

I do not own twilight or if only. (Mumbles) . . . but a girl can wish . . .

EPOV flashback the night before

Setting Outside in the rain on a London street.

'Edward we have been through this before over and over again I have to leave, you don't pay any attention to me all you do is worry about work and your job' said Bella trying to hold her tears inside.

'Bella you know I care for you deeply I'll always be there'


'I guess what I'm trying to say is... I want to be with you. I really do. Okay? '


'No what?'

'I don't... want to be with you. Edward, if I were to stay in London now, it would be for you. For us. And I would do that in a heartbeat if I knew we were really special.'

'We are.'

'Really? You never tell me how you feel or talk about yourself. You don't want to meet my family. You forgot my graduation. We run into my favorite student and you act as if he has something contagious. Edward, I know you have the best intentions, but I feel like I'm a really high second priority to you. That hurts. And the worst part is . . . I'm starting to get used to it.'

'I don't understand.'

'I know. That's what kills me.'

'Bella I adore you.'

[With tears in her eyes] 'I don't want to be adored, I want to be loved. I can't. . . I can't do this anymore.'

Bella walked away from me with puffy eyes from the tears. She entered the cab and left. I watched the cab as she left standing alone in the rain. Then right before my eyes a car came swerving from around the corner and hit the cab. My legs grew numb and my body began to break down. I ran as fast as I could looking into the cab . . . it was too late. She was gone and I felt as if I had a part in this.

I forgot her graduation performance tonight and it was one of the most important days of her life I had shown up late. I had taken her for granted. If only i had a chane to show her i cared for her instead of being selfish and focus on myself.

I awoke the next morning with tears in my eyes. I would never see her again. I felt as if I was alone in the world now and I had no one there who understood me. I rolled over to the bed post and spotted her diary. She was infatuated with putting her songs and dreams into it. Now it was the only thing I had to know that she was truly real and apart of my life. I opened the book and began to read the first page.

'Read one word and I'll kill you' said the famililar voice.

It was Bella. I looked at her with a face full of grief and horror. She must have looked at my expression and saw that something was wrong.

'I was just kidding! I was just kidding!'

I couldn't believe it was her she looked like she did the day before her hair down and her cooking. If this was me having déjà vu it couldn't be possible . . .

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It gets really good and my ending will completely catch you off guard next chapter its Bella's point of view.