A/N: Ok so I had 212 review for The End and a New Beginning so I thought I owed it to you to post the first chapter of the Sequel. I hope you enjoy it.
One year later
Dean was sitting on the couch looking around the living. The floor was covered in nothing but toys and baby seats. Kelsey had given birth to a little boy four months ago and they named him Sam. They now had three kids and they never got any time for themselves. Dean wasn't unhappy with his life but on nights like this he couldn't help but wonder what if. It was his decision and his alone to choose how he and everybody else spent the rest of their life so what if he said he wanted to go back to before the devils gate was open. Maybe he could have saved Sam and never made that damn deal that changed everything. He liked to think about if but there was always one flaw, he would have Kelsey or his kids, or would he.
"Dean are you coming to bed?" Kelsey said as she looked into the room.
"Yeah I will be up in a minute."
"Hey Kelsey can I ask you something?"
"What is it?" She asked rubbing her eyes.
"Are you happy?"
"Of course I'm happy. Why would you ask that?"
"I don't I was just wondering. Goodnight."
It wasn't the first night she had went to bed without Dean. Things were tense between them lately and she knew it had something to do with who he had become. They weren't they same couple they once were. Kelsey had gotten the ok two months ago that she and dean could have sex and he hasn't touched her once.
She just smiled at him before heading up stairs. Dean watched as she walked off and wondered if she was truly happy. She spent most of her life in school working toward one goal and that was to become a doctor and now she was just a house wife. She married a man she barely knew because they told her it was destiny.
They never really got a chance to date or anything. They were told to be together and Dean sometimes wondered if that was the only reason they fell in love. Maybe they felt like they had too. Dean loved Kelsey but wondered it thing were different if he would have met and fell in love with her in a different way. He never had a chance to know her before all hell broke lose.
Kelsey slipped out of her jeans and fell on the bed, "Long day?" She heard someone say and she grabbed a blanket.
"God Cass don't you knock?"
"Sorry. I just wanted to know if everything was ok with you."
"I'm fine but I don't think Dean is."
"What do you mean?"
"I think something is bothering him. He just seems distant."
"Geez Cass he sits on the other end of the couch. What the hell do you think I mean?" Kelsey looked at him and knew he was just doing his job, "I'm sorry Cass its just, I don't know how to help him."
"I will talk to him tomorrow but I need to ask you something. Would you do anything to help him get back on the right track?"
"Of course. Why?" Before she could get an answer, he was gone. She just sat on the bed wondering what he meant.
Dean head a knock at the door and got up. He looked at the clock and it was almost 11. He opened the door and saw Sam standing there, "What are you doing here?"
"Couldn't sleep and I had a feeling you would be up."
"Yeah...come in." Sam walked through the door and Dean went and grabbed him a beer. "How's Kate feeling?"
"As happy as any seven month pregnant woman."
"I hear that. I don't think I could go through that again. I say bring on Lucifer." Sam sat back and smiled as he sipped on his beer. He looked over at Dean who seemed to be bothered.
"Everything ok with you Dean?"
"You just seem like something is one your mind."
Dean want sure if he should tell Sam how he was feeling or not. After all Sam was on cloud nine. He was getting ready for Kate to have a baby girl, he had a great job and nothing seemed to bother him anymore. "Sam can I ask you something?"
"Do you ever think about what your life would have been like if I had chosen to go back?
"I have but I am glad you didn't. Why would you ask me that?"
"No reason. Just asking I guess."
"Is everything ok with you and Kelsey?"
"Yeah she's....she's great. The kids are great."
"Then what's wrong?"
Dean looked over at his brother and didn't want Sam to worry, "its nothing. It just been one of those days."
"Yeah I know how that is. Well I better get home."
"Alright man I will see you later." Dean said and walked Sam out. He leaned against the door and closed his eyes. Tomorrow starts another long day. He turned off the light and headed up the long stairs.
When Dean woke up the next morning, he heard Kelsey chasing John and Lizzy while baby Sam was screaming. Kelsey was always so good about letting him sleep in on the weekend but it was hard to sleep when you heard nothing but screaming kids all morning.
He got up and walked into the bathroom. He looked at himself in the mirror and sighed. He didn't see the same Dean anymore. He had became the person he never really wanted to be. He was nothing more than a father and husband. He used to save people but now it was the same thing day in and day out. He closed his eye and when he opened them, Cass was standing behind him, "Damn it Cass! I told you not to do that."
"Sorry." Since Cass had returned to Heaven, he had regained his powers plus some. He job now was to be the Winchesters guardian. He would pop in from time to time to check on everyone.
Dean walked around Cass and back into the bedroom, "so what are you doing here anyways?"
"Something is bothering you Dean"
"What is the problem?"
"I said I am fine"
Cass walked closer to Dean and looked into his eyes, "does personal space mean anything to you?" Dean asked
"My apologies but you are lying."
Dean sat down on the edge of the bed and looked up at the angel, "I just feel like my life should mean more. Like I should be doing something else."
"Like a new job?"
"No like.....like an old job."
"Do you wish you had made another decision?"
"Are you happy with Kelsey?"
"Why does everybody keep asking me that? Yes she is fine… its just that....I feel like I am missing something."
"Sounds like you are being selfish to me".
Dean looked over at Cass and got up, "screw you. You don't know what its like to do the same damn thing everyday."
Cass stood there and listened as Dean went on and on and he knew as his guardian, he had to fix thing for them. To make him see that the choice he made was in fact, the right choice. He listen to Dean complain about every little thing and he had enough. He walked over and touched Dean's forehead and Dean vanished. Sometimes you have to learn the hard way.
Dean opened his eye and found himself in a dumpy motel room, "what the hell?" He said and looked over and saw Cass sitting in a chair. "Where the hell did you send me?"
"You are in 2008."
"This is what you wanted."
"No....I said I thought about it Cass. Kelsey is going to freak."
"No she won't. She doesn't know."
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"She is in this year with you but she doesn't know you anymore. You two have not met yet."
"What the hell Cass? We can't be here. We have kids to take care of!"
"Your kids are with James and Mary Beth. They know everything."
"Ok so why don't you fill me in."
"This is your life. No Kelsey, no kids. What you do and where you go is up to you. This is your chance."
"To find out if you and Kelsey were truly meant to be together no matter what."
"Cass take me back now!"
"I cant do that. You need to find out who you are with and without her Dean."
"What if…..what if things don't work out and we find out we aren't meant to be together."
"I can say. Good luck Dean."
Dean blinked and Cass was gone. He had no clue where to start but the more he stood there, the more he realized her was wasting time but then again, he had no clue what was out there in the real world now.
**ok so there it is. Please review and let me know what you think. Please! First chapter are always hard and review make me want to update.**