Disclaimer; Unfortunately I'm not Stephanie Meyer so I don't own Twilight, everything belongs to her, apart from the story line.

Summary: Edward and Bella are secretly dating, but they're from different cliques. He's popular and she's not. Edward bullies Bella in school but acts like a lover after school."You're ashamed of me, ashamed of us." What happens when Bella gets tired of this?

Thanks to MyMan'sColdDeadAndBronzehaired for being the co-author for this story(:

The Way I Loved You

It's amazing how wrong you can be about a person


I Caught Myself by Paramore

I first met Edward Cullen when I moved to Forks, Washington. I befriended his sister, Alice Cullen, and he and I talked for the first time at his house. He was a total sweetheart, I thought we were going to become great friends but, I guess I was wrong.


Alice, one of my first friends in Forks, had invited me and begged me to go shopping with her. At first I told Alice no, after a while I decided to say yes so she would stop bothering me about it.

So, now here I was at Alice's house waiting for her to get dressed, I was sitting on the crème couch in her living room when a Greek god walked in. He stared at me, then started walking towards the couch I was sitting in.

"Hello." Said the Greek god who had bronze hair and sparkling green eyes.

"Hi." I said shyly.

"I'm Edward Cullen, who are you?" Edward, the Greek god asked.

"I'm Bella. Bella Swan." I said nervously.

"Well, Bella. Bella Swan it's nice to meet you." He told me, smiling crookedly.

I blushed furiously, waiting anxiously for Alice. I felt nervous sitting next to Edward, he was gorgeous.

"So, are you new around here? Because I'm sure I wouldn't forget a face like yours." He said. He flashed me his dazzling smile and winked, while I blushed furiously.

"Thanks." I said unsure of what else to say.

He stared into my eyes deeply, I turned around breaking eye contact. This is odd, I thought to myself. He was the most handsome boy I have met and here he was flirting with me, I wasn't anything special. In fact, I was plain I had brown eyes and brown hair. He placed his finger under my chin and turned my head to face him, I felt an electric shock course through my body.

"What's wrong?" He questioned, his eyes worried.

"Err, nothing." I told him.

I could feel the heat rising to my face, and I bit my lip.

He chuckled softly and ran his thumb over my cheek "Beautiful." He whispered.

"I'm not beautiful." I told him.

"Yes, you are." he said

His eyes locked with mine and I was caught up in his emerald gaze

He leaned down, his lips were inches away from mine

I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, and I started to feel dizzy. I sucked in a deep breath and leaned closer to him, he smelled like peppermint. I could feel his warm breath on my mouth. Then all of a sudden Alice made her appearance known by clearing her throat. I blushed scarlet red, got up abruptly and I walked over to Alice.

"Are you ready?" Alice asked, trying to hide a smirk.

"Yeah," I said, but she was already making her way to the door. I turned around to see Edward sitting on the couch,"Bye Edward." I said softly.

"Bye beautiful." He replied, looking into my brown eyes and locking them with his, I felt my face heat up, so with one last smile I turned around and walked to the door.

When I reached Alice's car, she was smiling widely at me.

"What?" I asked her.

"You like Edward." She stated, she didn't mean it as a question.

"No, I don't." I said while biting my lip, I wasn't a good liar.

"Oh please, Bella. Don't lie, I don't mind your my best friend and you two would make a cute couple." She said, smiling at me.

"Okay fine. Yes, I like your brother." I told Alice, while blushing cherry red.

"Well, you'll see him at school tomorrow." She told me, I smiled at her. Just the thought of seeing him tomorrow made my heart race.

(End of Flashback)

And that was the first night I dreamt of Edward Cullen.

Unfortunately that's all it was. A dream. Because the next day I met the real him.


When I got to school the next morning, I didn't see Edward . I looked for him at lunch but he was no where to be seen. I was on my way to 6th period, when I ran into somebody. I collected my scattered books nervously and was stunned to see that I had ran in to Edward.

He flashed me his dazzling smile and ran his hand through his hair.

"Um, hey Bella." He said as he looked around nervously.

"Hey Edward," I said happily. "What's up?"

He glanced around, was he looking for someone? "Nothing, listen can I talk to you later?" He asked me nervously.

"Um, yeah. Okay, Sure." But by the time I'd said this he was already walking off down the corridor.

I shook my head, Well that was weird I thought to myself. I huffed and walked down the corridor in search of my 6th period class room. I was still looking for the room when I heard a nasally high pitched voice. I turned to see who it was.


"Hey Tanya." Edward said smiling his amazing crooked smile at her.

"OMG! You'll never guess what I just heard!" She squealed.

I quickly hid behind a locker, not wanting to get caught listening in on their conversation.

What?" Edward asked sounding annoyed from this Tanya girl.

"Okay, okay I'll tell you. Apparently there's a new girl in town and Jessica said that she's like a total freak." Tanya said.

"Oh, and who is this freak?" he asked in a bored tone

"Isabella Swan, the chief's daughter. A total goody, goody nerd." She snickered.

I open my mouth shocked at this revelation.

"Oh her, really?" He asked.

Tanya looked at him through narrowed eyes.

"So, you know her?" She spat.

He ran his hand through his hair and glanced around, was he nervous?

"Oh.. well yeah, she was round my house all summer with Alice." He stuttered

"I spoke to her once. But yeah, I guess she she seemed weird." Edward said chuckling nervously with her.

I felt tears well up in my eyes, weird? He though I was weird? I don't understand, we nearly kissed! I walked away from the locker I was hiding behind and walked towards the girls' rest room.

Did he really think I was a freak? And who was that girl? I slid down the door and allowed my thoughts to consume me. But I was jolted away from my thoughts as the bell rang signalling the end of school. How long had I been in here for? I got up and checked my appearance in the mirror.

My eyes were bloodshot, but I didn't care. I walked out of the rest room and to the parking lot, I paid no attention to anybody and kept my head on the floor.

"Bella!" I heard somebody yell but I didn't turn around to see who it was.

"Bella!" They yelled again, I still didn't listen I just kept my head down and walked, I was nearly at my truck when I felt someone grab my arm and yank me behind the building I was parked next to.

"What's wrong with you?" Asked Rosalie, my other best friend.

"Nothing, I Just...nothing. I'm fine." I stuttered.

Rose raised her eyebrow questionably but didn't question me any more. I walked away from her and right when I was about to get into my truck I heard that same nasally voice. But this time I didn't turn around. I'd heard enough for one day.

(End of Flashback)

It's amazing how wrong you can be about a person, isn't it?