A/N: Hey guys, this the sqeuel to Fallen Head Over Heels. Please remember to R&R and tell me what you think...
Liz woke up and turned around in her bed. Every day she expected to find Dean sleeping next to her, but the more she hoped for him to be there, the more she realised he would never come. She stretched out, and brought her left hand close to her eyes. She looked down at her ring finger to find her silver engagement ring, with her silver wedding band sitting on top of it. She smiled at them, remembering the greatest day of her life.
Liz looked at Dean, as they stood in front of each other. It was their wedding day and Sam, Dean, Bobby, Jenna and she were the only ones in the little church .Liz couldn't believe that she was proposed to three weeks ago and she was already getting married. Dean and she wouldn't have had it any other way. Liz was wearing a short flowy white dress, that was strapless. Dean was of course wearing his FBI agent suit. They listened to the priest after they said their vows and exchanged rings. He told Dean to kiss his bride, so Dean pulled Liz in for a passionate kiss. Everyone clapped and cheered, and Jenna was the first one to hug Liz. Liz overheard Dean and Sam joking about him tying the knot. He then looked at her and said he was joking. They all went back to Bobby's for pizza and beer. After they ate, Jenna passed Liz a card.
"What's this?" Liz asked.
"It's a motel key card. It's not the Waldorf Astoria but it's a good, clean room. It's the motel on Mayer Street, Honeymoon suite" she said.
Liz hugged her and went over to Dean. She told him and he thanked Jenna. They hugged everyone again and left for the motel. Once they got there, Dean and Liz walked to the front desk and told them they had the suite. They went to the room and Dean unlocked the door. He picked up Liz and carried her over the threshold and laid her on the bed. He leaned in and kissed her gently on the lips.
"I love you Mr. Winchester" Liz said.
"I love you too Mrs. Winchester. Man, I like the sound of that" he said. She laughed and kissed him again.
End of flash back
Liz got up from her bed and walked over to her dresser. She looked at herself in the mirror and saw the bags under her eyes. If Dean was here this wouldn't have been happening. She would be sleeping properly. She looked at herself a little longer and thought about something else. Something that would have been amazing.
Liz had been sick for a few days and Dean had convinced her to go see a doctor. When she found out what was wrong she came back home and waited to tell Dean the right way. He came into their room they were sharing at Bobby's and looked at her.
"So, what did the doc say?" he asked.
"Well, there's nothing wrong with me" she said.
"Did he give you meds or something?" he asked.
"Nope" she smiled.
"Well, what's going on?" he asked, confused.
"Dean… I'm pregnant" she said. His eyes popped open and a smile tugged at his lips.
"Are you serious?" he asked. She nodded and smiled. He smiled as well and walked up to Liz and hugged her. He kissed her and couldn't help but smile.
"I can't believe it" he said.
"You're happy though, right?" she asked.
"Of course I am, baby" he said. He kissed her again and couldn't stop smiling. He was going to be a dad.
End of flash back
Liz put a hand on her stomach and wondered what would have happened if she actually had the baby. What would have happened if she hadn't gone on that hunt? Would she have had a girl or boy? A tear fell down her face as she thought about the night they went on that hunt.
Dean, Liz, Sam and Jenna had gone to find some demons. They found them and started fighting them, but that's when things went down hill. Sam and Jenna had cuts and bruises and Dean had a split lip. Liz was in the worst shape. She had cuts everywhere and she had suffered a few blows to her stomach. Dean and Sam got rid of the demons while Jenna stayed with Liz. Once the boys were done they took Liz straight to hospital. The doctors took her into the ER while Sam, Jenna and Dean waited outside in the waiting room. Hours had passed, when a doctor came up to them.
"How is she?" Dean asked.
"She's fine. We stitched up her cuts and wounds, they weren't all that deep so she should be fine" he said.
"And the baby?" Dean asked.
"I'm sorry; there was nothing we could do. The blows to her stomach were hard and the baby wouldn't have been able to survive them. I'm really sorry. You can see Elizabeth, she's in room 415" the doctor said and walked away. Dean started into space and couldn't believe what he just heard. How was he going to tell Liz? A tear fell down his face as Sam and Jenna approached him. He told them and a tear fell down Jenna's face. Dean went to see Liz and saw that she was awake. He sat next to her on the bed and kissed her.
"Don't do that to me ever again" he said.
"Dean I'm fine" she said. He kissed her again.
"How's the baby?" she asked. He looked down at his hands and then back up at her.
"Liz, they couldn't save the baby" he said. Her face went blank and she didn't want to believe it.
"No. No Dean, please tell me that's not true" she said, struggling to stay composed.
"I'm sorry, Liz" he said, a tear falling down his face. She turned away from him and tears starting streaming down her face. He pulled her to him, and she buried her face in his chest, sobbing.
End of flash back
Liz and Dean had grown apart from that moment. Liz didn't want to see or speak to anyone. She had become a zombie. She hardly ate and she hardly slept. Dean was starting to get scared. Liz sat down on her bed and thought about the day Dean comforted her.
It was the middle of the day and Liz hadn't left her room. It had been a month since they lost the baby and Dean wasn't taking it well. He was not only upset about that, but about Liz too. She was lifeless. He had never seen her like this. Frankly, it scared him. He didn't want to lose her too. He went up to the room and found her sitting on the bed staring into space.
"Liz?" he asked. No answer.
"Liz?" he repeated. No answer.
"Liz, you have to talk to me" he said, sitting down next to her.
"It's my fault" she whispered. Dean silently gave thanks that she said something.
"No, its not, Liz" he said.
"Yes it is, Dean. If I hadn't gone on that hunt, our baby would be alive" she said, choking as she started to cry. He pulled her into a hug and kissed the top of her head.
"We'll get through this. As long as we have each other" he said. She nodded and looked up at him.
"I love you" she said.
"I love you too" he said, kissing her.
End of flash back
Dean kept hunting after that. Every demon he came across didn't have a chance. But when things started to get rough, Dean made a decision that changed Liz forever. She wanted to yell and hit him, but she knew he wouldn't have changed his mind. She went into the drawer of the dresser and pulled out a photo. It was of her and Dean together. Her face was turned into him, and they were both laughing. That was the last great memory they had together.
Hunting was getting rarer for Liz. She hardly ever wanted to hunt anymore because of her losing the baby. Dean and Sam would and Jenna would stay behind with her at Bobby's. One night, Dean decided to stay behind with Liz. Sam and Jenna were somewhere in the house and Dean and Liz were on the couch, laughing. Suddenly, a camera flash went off, and they looked up from the couch. Jenna had taken a photo of them. Liz and Dean glared at her and she smiled.
"It was a Kodak moment" she said and walked off. Dean took Liz's hand and led her upstairs to their room. He laid her down on the bed, as he was kissing her neck. Liz sensed something was wrong because every time she would ask him, he would kiss her and not mention anything. She pulled his head away from her neck and looked at him.
"Dean, are you okay?" she asked. He sighed and sat up. He was quiet for a while when he finally spoke up.
"I think I should say yes to Michael" he said.
"What?" she asked.
"Look, if I can save everyone by doing this, then I have to" he said, standing up.
"Dean, no. If you say yes then Sam does too. And then you'll have to kill him" she said. She stood behind him, wrapping her arms around his waist. She leaned her head on his back, and a few tears fell down her face. He turned around and looked at her, cupping her face in his hands.
"Sam won't have to say yes. Lucifer's still possessing his current vessel. Sam won't have to do anything" he said.
"Dean, please. Don't do this. Don't leave me" she cried.
"I'm sorry, baby. But this is just something I have to do" he said. She nodded and leaned and kissed him. She started un buttoning his shirt, as he pushed her down on the bed. She couldn't control her tears, as they came streaming down her face.
"Don't go" she sobbed.
"I'm sorry" he said. She kissed him and then pulled away.
"I love you, Dean" she said.
"I love you too, Liz" he said.
End of flash back
Liz wiped away her tears, as she put away the photo. She found it hard to believe that Dean had been gone for five months. It felt like years. She had left Bobby's a week after Dean said yes. Now, she was in Chicago, in a busy part of the city, working at a bar. She felt comfortable at a bar. Something familiar, you could say. She got a reasonable sized apartment with two bedrooms, and she loved it. Jenna would fly in every now and then from New York. She had gone back to work and Sam was studying at NYU. It was hard to believe that their lives were normal, Sam had Jenna. Jenna had Sam. All that was missing for Liz was Dean.