If I could go back to that day, fix all that had broken, save my father, would I do it? After all that he had done to me, all he did in my name, in my mothers, could I forgive him so easily? Could I forget the poisoning of my blood, the seclusion my whole life, the lack of childhood?

I of course wish he didn't die, but I wouldn't know if I would want to go back to his clutches, letting him slowly kill me with good intentions, with what mom would've wanted.

Would any of this have happened if my mother never died?

A/N Here's just a little ficlet that i found gathering cobwebs in a folder on my computer, so i thought i'd bring it out