I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly-
Vanilla Twilight by Owl City
I don't own Shounen Onmyouji or the characters, I just own my OC.
To my dearly beloved,
I look out unto the twilight. The sky had a mix of blues and pinks, I remember the time that we had spent so many evenings sitting out here by ourselves hearing crickets sing there evening song. The sky was now filled with bright colors, but my sky is only filled with blacks and grays, without the rising of the sun or the setting of it. Why did you have to go? I sit here waiting for you to return, but you do not. Oh, the times that we had! I see now the two of us sitting under the mighty tree whispering to each other like we were children, but those times are over. Greif has overtaken me, now only the memories remain, even now your memories are faded, but mine remain strong.
The sky turns a soft orange red. It reminds me of the time that I said I loved you, you tuned a bright red. I remember the soft touch of your hands, now those hands will never touch mine. I reach out to hold your hand, but I all I feel are empty spaces. The sun is now setting, it's getting dark. I know walk to room where you are, you slowly get up and greet me, but I turn my cheek. I look back, you seem to remember, but it's gone. It's now a pained look that stabs at my weary heart.
They say if you love someone you have to let them go. I suppose it's true, I have loved you and now I let you go. I'll be fine, don't worry. Yes, I will miss you, but in my heart I will be happy knowing that you are free. I look upon the sky now, it's now dawn. The sky is now filled with pinks, reds, and grays. I will leave you now. Heaven knows what will happen and I will wait. I will wait for you my love, I will wait for us.
Princess Kaminari Abe