I Want You.
This is what I wanted. This guy. This life. This me. I was never getting my old life back, and I didn't care. I
was happy. I was safe. I was right where I wanted to be.
Derek held me closer and I didn't object, it felt right in his arms. He rested his forehead against mine and whispered gently, "Chloe, you know I'll always protect you right? And that I-I-I really like..love you" he looked down a little as he said it but I pulled his face towards me and whispered in the same tone he used
"I know, and I love you too" for once I didn't stutter and I felt proud especially now seeing as I just admitted to my first boyfriend that I loved him, but I still couldn't control my overwhelming blush that creeps in my cheeks every time I'm embarrassed. Stupid blush!
He knew I liked him already, but when I looked at him he still looked surprised
"Why do you look like that, like your confused or something?"
"Um, well no one except my family's told me that Chloe, and from you it's like angels singing" he admitted, it was kinda cheesy but I believed him because I was true, he was never the important one, but at this moment...to me. He was like my everything, I couldn't get enough. Wow, my inner voice thought, you got it bad. Shut it I told myself.
"Well, I do, don't doubt it, and your important to me, you were ever since your first change." I smiled and blushed. But before I could look at his reaction to my words I was pulled into a tight hug.
She loved me and I was important to her. I really couldn't ask for more I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her in to a tight hug. God, I loved her. "Thank you" I whispered into her hair, inhaling her sweet scent. She hugged me back, her right hand in my hair while her left was around my shoulder.
She cupped my face in her hands and pulled my face down to hers and kissed me again. It wasn't filled with lust or desire but with promises, and love and I responded almost immediately. I traced her lips with my tongue, practically begging for entrance. She responded by parting her lips, allowing me entrance and once again we were fighting for dominance. The kiss was long and lingering and sweet and...Everything I could ever have asked for. She was mine. Chloe, was mine. And she was wanted me, not Simon. For once someone cared for me, someone loved me , someone who knew me, hell someone who thought I was important. And best of all She loved me. She was my Angel, My Guardian Angel
When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face,
I can't replace,
And now that I'm strong I've figured out
How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I'll know, I'll find
Deep inside me
I can be the one
I can be the one for her. She doesn't think i'm a monster. I'll do anything for her, be anything for her. For her, I'd give up my own life.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.
I loved Chloe with every part of my body, my soul , my heart, my mind and my body. She was mine forever, Crap the mate thing. I have to tell her now or else if I don't get it over with, i'll find the balls to.
"Um Chloe" I said nervously, breaking the kiss.
"Hmm" she murmured, was she dazed? From me? Wow, I didn't realise I had that effect on her!
"I um, have something to um tell you" I said looking away
"What's that?" she asked then looked at me and spoke again "Wait is it me or is the great fearless werewolf Derek Souza nervous?" I growled "Ok fine spill"
I looked at her, and said it as quickly as I could ""
"Um Derek, you uh need to slow down because I have not one clue of what you just said"
I sighed, great i have to repeat it, i gotta get out of this so here goes nothing "Chloe" I said softly "Your my mate and I won't love anyone else but you and i'll be extremely overprotective."She looked really shocked. Ugh gawd i knew this was going to ruin everything. "I'm sorry if its too much I-i-i under—" But before I could finish she pulled me down and wrapped her arms around in and hugged me as tight as she could and whispered in my ear
"Derek, I love you, no matter what, and even if you think you're a monster and i'll always be there for you to remind you that you're not. And to me Derek you're the nicest, most sweetest person i've ever met and nothing could change that. I am never disgusted or will i ever be ashamed of you, never. Derek you're important to me and I love you, never forget that."
I couldn't help myself i wrapped my arms around her waist lifted her up and kissed her again. I pulled back and whispered "Thank you" pulled her back and kissed every inch of her face whispering over and over again two words: thank you. "Thank you so much Chloe for everything you have ever done for me, no one really ever told me that before. I love you"
"You're welcome" she smiled, her big blue eyes shining, She was beautiful, I didn't care if she was a klutz, she was my klutz.
I spent the entire night outside with her until Simon came out and called us to go inside. Before we left to go to our rooms I gave one last kiss and turned around and went to my room. And when I finally fell asleep the last thing that entered my mind was Chloe.
So Derek and I had been together, we were officially boyfriend and girlfriend...yeah could you believe that. Chloe Saunders, Miss-I-Like- To-Stutter-Every-time-I talk-and-cant-seem- to –say-out-of –danger girl. Funny how things are. Last night after Derek and I went inside and we said goodnight, I couldn't help but remember what I dreamt of last night.
I was walking through a Carnival, seeing people I've never seen in my life. Until I felt myself being pulled to one booth in particular. It had a sign and on it read, Aislinn's Fortune Reading. What? Fortune teller? What the hell am I doing here?
Through all the noise from the carnival I heard a deep voice ring from the inside "Enter Child, or leave which ever your choice is" I jumped, How did this person even know I was outside, I looked and I saw the curtain was scarlet red and very hard to see through, Weird.
I hesitated briefly before pulling the curtain aside and stepping in and looking around. Crystals hung from the tent from everywhere. The interior was all red. And it only had two pieces of furniture, A long desk and a chair. What the hell? I looked back at the curtain, no one in here, then who called me?
"Chloe , if you are just going to stand there I cannot help you dear." A voice said, i spun around to see a woman who looked to be in her late 40's. She had silver hair which shone out even though there was hardly any light in the tent. Her face was wrinkle-free but under eyes were the only place where you could spot just a touch of wrinkles. Ha, someone's been using Olay. Her complexion was so pale you could see the veins.
"Chloe" she spoke, her voice was rough, but calm, "If your gonna stand there all day, I'll never be able to tell you what you came here to know." What 'I' came here to know..Me..I came here. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?
"Wh-h-h-hat d-d-i-i-id I-i come h-e-e-e-rr-e f-fo-r?" I stuttered. Crap I really didn't want to! Damn my stutter!
"Child, I came here as a favour to your mother and aunt, mostly from your mother though"
"But she's de-a-a d"
"Yes, she is but your aunt isn't" what is she talking about? I'm so confused
"What's your name and what do you have to tell me?" I managed to get that out without stuttering! Yay for me..Focus Chloe
"My name child is Aislinn and I have come to tell you your destiny" Well no shit Sherlock i think i figured that much when it read big FORTUNE READER.
"So you can change it child"
"But why should i-" I felt myself drifting futher and further away from this place. Aislinn's eyes went wide,
"oh no, we have taken up too much time" she said urgently then looked me straight in the eye and said as fast as she could "Chloe, someone is about to die, someone you love dearly and you must save them, bring there spirit back you have the power to do that"
"But—" My eyes few open and i realised i was back in my bed, in Andrew's house. And on line repeated over and over in my head
"Someone is about to die, someone you love dearly and you must save them, bring there spirit back, you have the power to do that"
*End of Dream*