**** Hi, guys. I'm so sorry for not updating sooner. I have no excuse for it, except maybe a writer's block that lasted for a year. Now it's here though, so I hope you enjoy it. ****
Gerard and I were sitting on the couch in my living room. We were watching some lame romantic movie that was on TV. I was sitting between Gerard's legs. The movie ended with the couple in love finally getting to be together and all that stuff. We just kept watching TV and with the luck we seemingly didn't have it was some kind of dirty ass movie with a lot of female nudeness.
Gerard made a grossed out face expression before he turned off the TV. He pulled my head backwards and presses our lips together. We sat in the same position kissing for a while, before I turned around and straddled him instead.
Our crotches pushed against each other. The feeling was amazing. I could just sit there crashing our dicks together for the whole night. Sadly my parents would be home soon. I pulled away from his lips, and stood up. Not wanting to get caught making out with Gerard I pulled him up the stairs with me and we continued what we started on my bed.
Our lips moved in sync, opening and closing. Our tongues fought for dominance and Gerard won. His tongue moved around in my mouth, exploring every last corner of it. It felt amazing being so close to him, having his body pressed so close to mine and his hands everywhere.
I was getting and I could that he was too. He stopped grinding and moved his mouth away from mine. "Frank, you're a virgin, right?"
We had never really talked about this. We had been together for almost two weeks and friends for, I don't know how long, and we had never talked about this. I nodded as an answer, not wanting to actually talk about my lack of experience.
"Maybe we should wait? Not make your first time some quicky before your parents get home."'My first time', meaning he's done it before? Like he'd read my mind he continued, "I highly regret my first time. I was so depressed and shit, I wasn't out then and it really got to me. I decided to go out to some gay club and lose my virginity to some random bloke that wanted to fuck me. It was horrible, he wasn't gentle at all. Not like I will be with you."
I never expected Gerard to be the type to lose his virginity like that. I expected it to be someone he dated or at least knew. "I'm sorry, I freaked you out. That was my only time and I really regret it. After that I've only been pleasuring myself, I swear."
I shook my head. "No no, it's okay, I understand. I was just a little surprised, that's all. How old were you?" If he wasn't out yet it must've been a while ago.
Gerard hesitated a little before he answered. "I was 14," he said nervously. "Almost 15. We were still friends then." Fourteen? He was that young?
A simple 'wow' slipped out of my mouth. Not a positive and excited 'wow', but a more negatively surprised one, I guess. "Please don't judge me. I said I regret it."
"I'm not. I stuttered. "I'm just shocked. That was when we were best friends and you started acting strange… Ah, you started acting strange." I said, only now realizing why.
Gerard smiled slightly. "Yeah, I was afraid of how my parents would react," He said. "And how you would react…" I smiled at what he said and then he added; "Had I known you were as fruity as me, I'd take you the first chance I got."He smirked and I rolled my eyes and threw a pillow at him.
"I'm not as fruity as you." I told him. He raised an eyebrow and glanced down at the, now, fading boner he had given me earlier. "Do you see me listening to Madonna and Spice Girls?"
"Don't drag them into this. And you might now listen to them now, but after some more time with me…" He laughed this fake evil laugh and I couldn't help but laugh at it. "When did you first realize anyway" Gerard asked me.
"I don't really know. I guess I've always felt that girls didn't do it for me, but when I first realized I guess I was 15 or so. To be honest I think I knew before that, but I never really accepted it or something. I don't know..."
"So... Who was your first crush? Anyone I know? Is he hot? Is it Jeph? It's not, right? He's cool and all, but he's kind of homophobic." I laughed at his excitement. It was adorable when he got like this.
"To answer your questions; Yes, you know him. He is very hot. It's not Jeph, stupid," He pouted a little at what I called him, but I just ignored it and went on. "He's not homophobic; he just doesn't want to see two guys going at it.
"Well, who is it then?" He held his hands up in fist in front of his mouth and he was smiling widely. He reminded me of a little kid who was hearing a story for the first time, wondering if the girl would get her prince or if the knight would beat the dragon.
I smiled at him. "It was Jared."
"Oh my God! I always had this feeling he was gay. Did anything happen between you?"
"Well there was this one time after we became friends again. He dragged me into the bathroom stalls at school and we made out. I didn't feel anything though. I realized I had feeling for someone else."
Gerard got even more excited. "Who?"
"You, silly." I answered his question. He smiled even wider and attacked me with a hug.
"You're so cute." He said in a childish and high pitched voice.
The hug turned into kissing that turned into making out, that turned into touching and grinding and both of us getting hard again. "You know I said we should wait with sex?" I nodded as much as I could. My neck was being molested by Gerard's mouth as he spoke and it felt so good I didn't want to move. "We still have other things we can do..." He said and I could feel him smirk into my neck.
I actually pulled away from him and looked at him with wide eyes. Did he mean handjobs or blowjobs or something? That would be so fucking great.
I really wanted to do this, but was I ready? Heck yeah, I'm ready! I'm a seventeen year old virgin for crying out loud. Of course I'm fucking ready!
I just smirked at him to say I wanted to. I didn't really know what to say anyway.
We started making out again. Gerard took my shirt off and threw it on the floor. He stared at my bare torso. "When we're done with this, I'm going into your closet and I'm throwing out all baggy and ugly clothes and tomorrow we're going shopping." He told me before he attached our lips again and laid me down on the bed with him on top.
He broke the kiss again and he unbuttoned my jeans while staring straight into my eyes. I was getting really fucking nervous and Gerard noticed.
I nodded for him to go on when he hesitated and he did. He pulled down both my jeans and my boxers at the same time and I was left there naked. I was naked in front of Gerard.
He stared at me for a while, taking in the view of my 6.5 inch dick.6 He leaned in to kiss me. Our lips parted but he kept giving me small, tender kisses further and further down my body; my neck, my chest, my nipples, my navel. He placed a couple more kisses further down before he stopped for a while, right above dick. My Breath caught in my throat and I was aching for him to go down further, for him to put my cock in his mouth. My dick had never been touched by anyone than myself and I needed it. I craved it.
After a few more seconds he did it. He started kissing down the length of my penis. He licked the head for a while before he opened his mouth widely and took in as much as he managed.
The feeling was indescribable. It felt fucking amazing. I placed my hands on his head, grabbing his hair. His hands were holding my hips, making sure I wouldn't push upwards and make him gag. He bobbed his head up and down. Occasionally he would use his tongue or brush his teeth lightly into my dick, making me moan loudly.
A few more bobs and lick and I felt the well known feeling building up in my stomach, only now it was so much better. "Gerard, I'm so fucking close." I gasped.
He kept on going, bobbing his head up and down. One more lick did it. I arched my back as I felt the orgasm shoot through me. My eyes closed and my mouth opened letting out a line of moans and curse words. I shot my load into his mouth and he started jerking me off, riding out my orgasm, his mouth still around the head of my cock.
When he pulled off, he swallowed my cum and I couldn't help but grimace. That didn't look very tasty.
I grabbed him by the neck and pilled him closer, attaching our lips. "That was fucking amazing." I breathed out into his mouth. I wasn't a complete virgin anymore. Something, or rather someone had touched me, other than my own hand. I had had a mouth around my dick. I still hadn't had sex, though. God, I want to have sex now. I want to have Gerard's hard cock inside of me. Feel him come inside me. Oh god, can't he just fuck me already?
Speaking of, had he gotten off? Maybe I should return the favor? Maybe I should blow him back. Fuck, I don't know how to do that. Sure, I've seen it in porn and Gerard just did it to me, but can I do it? Had Gerard done it to someone before me? It didn't seem like it was his first time…
"You don't have to blow me back, Frank." He was reading my fucking mind again.
Well, fuck. "I can give you a handjob or something if you want…?"
"Like I said, you don't have to." I didn't reply, I just attacked his lips with my own and ran my hand smoothly down his bare torso. I unbuttoned his jeans and slowly pulled them down. I hadn't pulled them far down his thighs when I felt his penis touching my hand and I realized he wasn't wearing any underwear.
I jumped a bit at the sudden touch. There was a cock touching my hand it wasn't my own.
Pulling myself together, I pulled his pants further down. His whole dick jumped out and, damn, was he right. It was bigger. I pulled his pants all the way off. Fear struck me for a moment, but I quickly came to myself and placed my hand on his cock. I squeezed a bit and he let out a soft gasp.
I started moving my hand up and down. I did what I would do to myself. When my hand was at the top of his dick, I would slip a finger over the head. When I did that he would moan. I got so turned on just listening to him. The noises he made were so fucking sweet and soft, but yet so rough and hot.
After a while of stroking his length, I started massaging his balls. As he got closer, his breathing got heavier. Gerard was fucking my hand harder and harder. He threw his head back and his cock started twitching in my hand. He moaned loudly and shot his load over my hand and his stomach.
I rolled on top of him, not caring if I got semen all over myself, and kissed him. The one thing I forgot was that we were both naked and when I laid down on top of him, our cocks crashed together.
Our eyes met instantly in a wave of shock, panic and pleasure.
I got so nervous. Should I move away? Should I follow my instinct and just rub against him? Should I just lie there? What was I supposed to do?
Before I could think any more about it, Gerard grabbed me by the neck and pulled me down, connecting our lips for a passionate kiss. Things obviously got more heated, as I guess they would with two naked guys lying on top of each other, kissing. We started making out and my tongue was roaming around in his mouth. Without even thinking about it I started rubbing my crotch to his.
We were both hard again and I knew I wouldn't last long. The friction between our hard members was enough to make me come in just a couple of minutes. I moaned into his mouth as I came, and not much longer, so did Gerard, making both or stomachs and crotches even stickier than they already were. "Oh, fuck. That was fucking god."
"Yeah." I replied breathless. After some hesitation, I asked what had been in the back of my mind for a while. "Have you given blowjobs before?" The one he had given me earlier was so fucking good; it couldn't have been his first. He did say he hadn't done anything after his first time though.
Gerard looked slightly nervous. "Well, no. Not to a person, no." Not to a person? What the fuck was that supposed to mean? He saw the confusion on my face and continued, "I kinda have a dildo." My eyes widened. He had a fucking dildo? A fucking fake cock? "Come on, I'm a man with needs and sometimes those needs are up the ass or in my mouth. I've gotten good practice from it. It's actually quite a lot of fun! You should try it."
"I think I'll pass for now, thank you." I said in a sarcastic and skeptical voice "I honestly can't imagine having a fake dick up my butt."
"Oh, come on, Frankie. Don't judge a book by its cover. It's nice, at least if you hit the right spot."
I rolled my eyes, "I think I'll pass for now. Maybe there's a dildo in my future, but not now."