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We lay there smiling dreamily at each other. Indulging in long slow kisses and letting our hands wander freely, like they had wanted to for so long. He was wearing only his sweatpants, and I was wearing only my long cardigan. I was somewhat short of clothing considering Jake had managed to break half of what I was wearing before, but that hardly mattered.
"So," Jake began, "I'm not sure I want to know, but have you done this before?"
"Well, no," I said, biting my lip nervously. "I hadn't done anything like that until what happened with you just before."
"Oh good!" he laughed. "I was hoping you would be all mine."
"Well , what about you?" I asked, feeling relieved that he didn't find my inexperience unattractive.
I didn't really know what answer I was hoping for from him. On one hand, I hoped that he would be all mine, and that this would b a big deal for both of us. But on the other hand, I was praying to god that he knew what he was doing, because I feared that I would be totally, hopelessly, clueless.
He leaned in a bit closer, his breath making my skin tingle with expectation. The space between us felt electric, charged with all the energy that was once repressed, but now flowed freely between us.
"Nah. I haven't" he said calmly. "I was kind of holding out for you.'
He laughed at my nervous expression.
"Don't worry Bells, I have a good idea what I'm doing. I do share the minds of several horny guys all day remember."
Damn, he knew me so well. That boy could read me like a book.
"I have a bit of a problem though." He said seriously.
Oh God, I thought. I was so nervous, but so desperate for nothing to stop this from happening.
"I can't really use a condom." He said matter-of-factly. "I tried getting some, and they… well they don't fit."
"What do you mean?" I asked naively.
"Well, I bought an 'extra-large' pack, and I tested one out, and it cut off my circulation." He laughed, "and even worse than that, my body temperature is so high, that it, well, after a minute, it started melting."
I stared at him, bemused, until I burst out laughing.
"Well, fuck." I said heartily, "the condom thing isn't a problem because I take the pill, but I'd be lying if the super size and heat of your cock isn't a little daunting…"
"Aw, Bells…" he said bashfully, "I'll be careful. I don't want to hurt you…"
"Jake, don't worry about it. I was joking! I want you no matter what."
Just like that, he was on top of me. His weight propped on one strong arm. The look in his eye said that the time for talking was over. And I couldn't have agreed more.
His breath was hot on my neck and his hand was holding my face, his lips moved on my lips, his body grinding in to mine. I squirmed and moaned beneath him, instinctively wrapping my legs around his waist, pulling him in closer. Nothing else existed except me and him, moving, breathing, gasping with need.
My hands fumbled around his waist, trying in vain to push his sweatpants down so I could feel him against me. He took the hint, wriggling his pants off his hips before flipping me on top of him and kicking them off on to the floor. I lay right up against him, my knees at the level of my waist. He grabbed my ass and started rubbing me up against himself. Slowly at first, then faster and faster, up and down his shaft. He was so hard and I was lubing him up with my wetness, the friction and heat making me buzz. The feeling was overwhelming my whole body, and I was nearly cumming when he slipped in me, quickly putting his thumb on my clit. The intensity of my orgasm masked the pain of his entrance, and by the time I regained some feeling to the rest of my body, I hardly felt in pain.
"Are you ok?" he asked tenderly, moving slowly within me.
"Yeah, I'm good." I breathed, "it barely even hurts."
"It's because you're so wet Bells. You're ready"
"Damn straight" I gasped.
He was a big boy, and I was amazed that someone of his size could even fit inside of me, let alone feel so natural.
He grabbed my ass again and pulled me further down on to him, moving me up and down. Lifting his head to kiss my lips, my neck, my breasts. Looking at me with his dark lustful eyes, before leaning back and closing them with pleasure. It was thrilling to know that my body felt so amazing to him. That I had the power to make him feel as incredible as he made me feel.
He flipped me on to my back again and began to move more freely, more rhythmically. He hooked his arm around behind my knee and pulled it up, anchoring himself deep with in me, moving tirelessly until he came powerfully within me, moaning loudly with the release.
He stayed inside me for a little while as we kissed and I pushed my hand against his body, from his butt right up to his broad shoulders, pulling him in closer to me, wanting to stay molded to him for as long as possible.
Eventually, he rolled off me and pulled me to his chest, holding me tightly and smothering me with kisses.
"I wish you could hide me Jake." I said truthfully, "hide me here so I never have to leave you, and never have to face the rest of the world."
"Bells, you are stronger than you think." he replied lovingly, stroking my hair. "I know you can handle this, and I'll be here backing you up all the way. Then we can be together properly. No more sneaking around."
"You're right." I sighed, "I just don't want to be apart from you, not even for a second. Not ever."
"We are always together now Bells, time and space mean nothing to me anymore."
In that moment, I saw his face change a little. He held me tightly and closed his eyes, his body trembling slightly, like slow volts of power were moving through him.
When he opened his eyes, he looked at me with a love more passionate and intense than I could have ever believed was possible. In that moment, I knew, and he knew, that everything was fixed now, and it would be me and him always. My happiness was complete.
He had imprinted.
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