This is not suppose to happen.
My life isn't suppose to be like this. But being at glee club changed everything.
My life before glee was great. People adored me, Girls were always jealous of me. I was head of the cheerleading squad and president of the celibacy club. My parents used to trust me so much. And most of all, I had the quarterback, Finn, as my boyfriend. But when I joined glee, all those things were taken away.
If I hadn't joined glee, I wouldn't have been pregnant, cause I'm a cheerio and cheerios always have to be in shape, but since I joined glee I ate more than I should and that was the reason why I felt fat that day. Since I am pregnant, obviously I'm no longer captain of the cheerios and president of the celibacy club. And cause of that people started giving me stares that were really annoying.
And what hurt the most was this. Because of being pregnant I was thrown out by my parents which really hurt. Joining glee was also the reason why I lose Finn to man-hands—I mean Rachel.
Life would never be like it was before. Yeah, my mom welcomed me back, but I would never get Finn back, I would never get these stretch marks off me, and I would never become a cheerio again. I will always be stuck at glee.
I'd love to trade everything and everyone for my old life back. I'd rather trade Puck, Mercedes, Kurt and—I can't believe I'm saying this but also—Beth for my Cheerios uniform, my parents, my position at the celibacy club and lastly my ex-boyfriend, Finn.
But I guess this life isn't so bad. I do still have glee, Puck, my mom, Mercedes and Beth. My greatest mistake in life was sleeping with Puck, but if I've never done this mistake, I would never have had the best day of my life.
I breathed heavily, finally she's out! Beth is out! I wanted to hold her so badly, wanted to kiss her and tell her that I love her. But before I was even able to touch her, the nurse took her away.
"No! I want to hold her!" I shouted.
"Quinnie, they'll bring her back. Just be patient." Mom said.
I sighed. Then a voice inside my head yelled at me. No, Quinn! Don't hold her! Don't touch her! Don't even look at her! You're not keeping her! If you see her, you wouldn't want to give her up! You can't keep her! You're doing this, because you want what's best for her. You should give her to a family that could raise her properly. A family that could give her what she wants and what she needs; food; clothes; love; and attention. You can't give those things while you're at school studying! You're only a teenager, you can't raise a baby! She might even think you don't love her if you don't give those things. Just do what's best for her. Let another family adopt her.
"Here you go." The nurse said.
"No!" I paused, "I want to be alone!"
"If that's what you want." Mom said.
Everybody left—well, except for Puck. "Quinn, what's wrong?"
"I don't want to keep her! If I see her, I might change my mind! I can't raise a baby, Puck! WE can't raise a baby!" I said my voice cracking.
"Quinn, just trust me. Will you? I know what's best for you and our baby."
"Do you? If you do, why did you get me pregnant? That's not what's best for me!" I said.
"Quinn." He said, sitting beside me and hugging me tightly, "That was a mistake. I'll never do it again. But it already happened! It's past! This is the only time I can show you that I am responsible and I can be trusted. I'm not missing this opportunity."
He let go of me. "What do you mean by you're going to show me that you can be trusted?"
"Follow me, if you trust me. You are never to regret your decision." He quoth, raising a hand for me to take.
"I trust you." I said taking his hand.
He led me out of the room into what seemed like a nursery. What is he planning? I thought.
"Do you see that?" he said pointing his finger to a baby girl. Is she it? Is this my baby? It is Beth! I couldn't be happier in my whole life. I started tearing up. Puck put his arm around me.
"She's beautiful!" I said.
"Just like her mother!" Puck said.
I smiled, "Puck, do you love me?"
"Yes, especially now."
"Do you want to keep her? Will you raise her with me if I change my mind?" I asked.
Then sudden interruptions came.
"Which one is yours?" someone asked from beside us.
"Shelby. What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be partying with Vocal Adrenaline? You won! Aren't you happy?" I asked.
"Aren't you? You all wanted to win for another trophy, another title. We wanted to win, because we needed to win! Or else it'll be the end of glee. Are you satisfied now?" Puck said.
"Puck, stop. It's just over for 12 students not the whole world." I said, "What are you doing here? Are you going to answer at least one of our questions?"
"I'll answer that with another question." She paused, "Are you keeping the baby?"
Puck just looked at me, unable to decide. "Yes! I'm keeping her!" I said, "We're keeping her."
Shelby did nothing but stare at Beth. I closed my eyes, not sure if I should say those words. But I'm kind enough to do this.
"Shelby? Maybe we could share." I said.
"Share? Like you're going to slice her into half?" Puck asked with a disgust face.
"No, idiot! Of course not! I meant it like; you're going to have her with you while we're at school. My mom is too busy to take care of her anyway. And when school done, we could have her back. After 3 years, we're going to graduate, that's when we'll stop sharing." I said.
"Quinn, are you sure of this?" the mohawked boy asked.
"I don't know if I should trust you, but you're Rachel's mom. You've got to have some heart!"
"Thank you! You don't know how much this means to me!" she thanked.
"Now, can you leave? I'll just drop her by at your house on Monday."
She smiled and left without another word. "Are you sure you about this? You're keeping her?" Puck asked.
"No, WE'RE keeping her." I said.
I shook my head, "None, but if ever there will be, I'll blame it all on you."
"What? You can't just blame Puckzilla!" he said.
I laughed; I've never imagined myself laughing like this with Puck.
"Quinn, please be serious with me." he exhaled.
"I'm being serious. I'm just goofing around at the same time. Why are you suddenly so mad?"
"I just have one question to ask." He said, "Are we are item?"
"3 rules; First stop talking to me about Mario and whatever, I don't care about that! Second, stop seeing other girls. Third, just always love Beth whatever happens. Don't ever leave her."
He grinned and said; "I promise!" then hugged me tightly, and said the 3 words I never thought would come out of his mouth. "I love you."
What should I say? Should I tell him the truth? Should I lie? I-I-I don't know what to say.
"What happened? Cat got your tongue" he joked.
I laughed, "I love you, too." And I'm sure of that.
I sighed; I kept Beth because I love her. I'll miss her if I give her away. I did the right thing keeping her. I guess sharing her is just as bad as giving her away, but at least after we graduate, she's ours to keep.
"Quinnie, please get the door. Oh and after we drop Beth at her godmother's we could go shopping." Mom said waking me to reality.
Yeah, you heard right! Shelby's Beth's godmother, at least that's what my mom thinks, because she wouldn't agree to let her grand daughter to be cared by a stranger. So, Puck and I pretended that Shelby is an old friend.
I opened the door, "P-Puck? It's 6 in the morning! What are you doing here?" I asked.
"I just wanted to see Beth before you drop her off to Shelby." He said.
"Beth is lucky to have you as her father. You're a really great dad."
"Noah! Are you here to take care of Beth?" Mom asked.
"No, mom. He has football practice." I answered for him, "I'll go get Beth so we can leave."
I ran upstairs into where Beth was sleeping. I cradled her; she opened her little eyes and cried.
"Beth, don't cry. Mommy's here." I said.
"She wants her Daddy. You know my ways with girls." Puck said standing outside the room. He came to me and took Beth out of my reach. He held him in his two oh-so muscular arms. "It's only her third day in this world; she still doesn't know who I am. She can't even talk."
"Real funny, Puck! You really have your ways with girls. But just to remind you, she's a girl, I wouldn't want your malicious thinking to pass on to her." I grabbed Beth's supply bag and said, "Come on. We better get going."
"Quinn, I was kidding! Don't be mad, babe." He took my hand.
"Just don't forget that she's my baby, too. I want to her to be a well-rounded person." I said, slipping my hand off his.
"Quinn, come on! I was kidding! Let's talk about it!"
"Please, Puck! Let's not talk about it! I seriously don't want to fight with you while Beth can see."
"Quinn! What's taking you so long?" Mom shouted from downstairs.
"Let's go!" I told Puck.
After we dropped Beth at Shelby's, Mom and I went shopping, while Puck went to school by himself.
"Quinn, why don't you try this on?" Mom asked with a red dress on his hand.
"Mom, I hate red! Just within 9 months, you forgot about that? That's a great mom of you!" I said.
"Quinn, I—" she stopped and stared blankly at me.
My eyebrows furrowed, "What's the matter?" I turned around and whispered to myself, "Dad?"
"How dare you?" Mom shouted just loud enough for Dad to hear.
"Mom! Its fine, I got this! I need to talk to him!" I said.
Okay, that's really brave of Dad to come here. He totally knows Mom's sister owns this place! What is he even doing here? He doesn't have the right anymore!
"Quinn, I heard!" he said.
"About what? That Mom welcomed me back? That your grand daughter was born? Or was it that I promised I wouldn't tell you anything about her." I asked.
"I heard everything. I came here to say sorry, to you, to your Mom and to my grand daughter. By the way, what's her name?"
"Does it matter? You wouldn't exactly see her. You don't need to know her name. You crossed the line when you left Mom. You lost all your chances of ever meeting your grand daughter." I said, "Can you please leave before I call security?"
"Please.. I don't have much self-control." I said.
He turned around, and slowly walked away. I closed my eyes, trying to be strong. When I opened my eyes again, I saw him still standing in front of me like nothing happened.
"I thought you left." I said.
"I want to talk to you. Quinn, I didn't know it would end this way! I thought when I kicked you out, we could have you back. I was willing to take you in again, but it just hurt so much. You, my favorite girl. Slept with a guy? Quinn, you're not even in the age to get married. I didn't know this would happen." He explained.
"Stop! Just stop! I did what I did! It's done! You can not undo it, Dad." I said, "Just leave!"
He turned around, "I'm sorry." When he was half way out, I thought he had the right to know at least a little about his grand daughter.
"And just to let you know, her name is Beth. And his father is he proud, Noah Puckerman." I said.
Already edited the typos... Don't know if there's still more... hopefully none...