A/N: Okay, so I haven't posted anything on here for quite a while so I'm not expecting many reviews - even though they do mean the world to me, wink wink - but I thought I'd give this a go. It's basically a short drabble of thirty things that Blair didn't tell Chuck. It kind of runs in a sequence of the seasons, in order of their relationship. So, by every stanza they're getting older. It starts near the pilot episode and graduates from there. As I said previously, reviews mean the world to me.


thirty things blair waldorf hated and never told chuck bass


She hated him for wearing ascots.
She hated herself more for wearing too little of his favourite colour.

She hated him for his womanizing ways.
She hated herself more for being so bratty.

She hated him for taking her virginity.
She hated herself more for losing it in the back of a limo.

She hated him for being able to make her do anything.
She hated herself more for letting him to take some sort of control of her.

She hated him for starting the whole "partners in crime" thing.
She hated herself more for going along with it.

She hated him for the games.
She hated herself more for wanting to play them.

She hated him for loving her more than his self.
She hated herself more for loving him too much.

She hated him for being late for their wedding.
She hated herself more for being the stereotypical "Housewife of Manhattan".

She hated him for buying her a horrendous pearl necklace for her birthday.
She hated herself more for buying him a disgusting light-up shirt to get him back.

She hated him for being so relaxed outside of work.
She hated herself more for trying to take control of every situation they were faced with.

She hated him for calling her his "cougar".
She hated herself more for being older than him.

She hated him for all the arguments.
She hated herself more for cheating on him.

She hated him for making her cry.
She hated herself more for making him cry.

She hated him for being such an alcoholic.
She hated herself more for provoking it.

She hated him for standing on that edge.
She hated herself more for causing his death.