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I woke up in total bliss, everything in my world was absolutely perfect. I got married to Edward, and he took me to isle Esme. And last night he finally fulfilled my wish by making love to me. It was the best experience in my life. I know that Edward was worried that he might hurt me and every time I let out a little moan, he would stop and ask if he was hurting me. I'll admit there was a little pain but nothing that I couldn't handle. I rolled over into Edward's chest and his arm moved up and down my bare back. I looked up to him and he smiled down at me. I smiled back and reached up to kiss he and he surprised me by rolling us over so he was hovering over me.
"Good morning Mrs. Cullen," he smiled and kissed me passionately on the lips.
"I love hearing that," I said after his lips stopped moving against mine.
"Not as much as I love saying it." He whispered in my ear.
"So, what's on the agenda for today?" I asked smiling up at him.
"Breakfast first and then we'll spend the day on beach, how does that sound?"
"That sounds great, I'm starving" I laughed, then rolled out of bed and walked into the kitchen with Edward hot on my heels.
"What would you like?" Edward asked.
"Cereal's fine." Going simple seems like a good way to go. I mean, it's the easiest to make and that will mean more time with Edward later.
"Ok, how about some toast and juice too?"
"Sounds great." I agreed quickly, while going to sit down in a stool at the counter.
I watched him as he set my breakfast down in front of me and went to sit next to me on the stool. I turned to look at him and saw that he had a sour look written all over his beautiful face. I frowned, what could possibly be wrong that he would want to spoil this day.
"Edward, what's wrong?" he didn't answer me.
"Edward?" I said again, putting my spoon down.
"Mmm, what?" He mummbled, competley out of it.
"I said, what's wrong?" I repeated.
"Oh, nothing. Are you done with breakfast?"
He got up and took my dishes to the sink, then looked back at me.
"Why don't you get ready for the beach while I clean up?"
"Ok." I sighed letting the subject go for now. But he's not completely off the hook.
He came over to me and wrapped in a hug while kissing the top of my head, breathing in my scent, "Go get ready," he told me.
"Ok," I sighed once again.
I left him in the kitchen and went to go get changed. I walked into our room and over to the dresser. I pulled out the cutest bikini I could find-and actually like- courtesy of Alice. I around went around the room grabbing towels, sunglasses, and sun block. I threw them into the bag then got changed, throwing a cover-up over my bikini. When I walked out I saw Edward standing there with a swim trunk and sunglasses on. I smiled and walked over to him. He held out his hand and I took it wordlessly.
As soon as we walked out the door I saw the sun and I could smell the ocean. Edward grabbed my bag then slung me over his back and started running. He set me down when we got to our destination and started to unload all of our stuff.
"I packed you some lunch," he smiled at me and leaned down to kiss me, I returned it happily.
I grabbed the towel and laid it out on the sand while Edward set up the umbrella. I couldn't help but stare at him while he did. Every time he stepped out into the sun his skin sparkled beautifully. I couldn't get over that someone so perfect would fall in love with someone as plain as me. I grabbed the sun block from the bag and turned toward Edward.
"Edward can you help me put this on?" I asked wiggling the bottle in front of him.
"Of course." he smiled and moved to sit next to me.
I lifted the cover-up off my body revealing my blue bikini (Edward's favorite color on me). I felt eyes on my back so I turned around to see Edward staring at me.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing you just look gorgeous in that." he smirked while eyeing me still.
I blushed and sat down on the towel next to him.
"I'm going to miss that," he reached up to stroke my cheek ."Okay, let me see that sun block; I don't want you to burn." He grabbed it from me and squirted some into his hands. He started at my shoulders and massaged the sun block into my skin. I couldn't help but let out a soft moan.
"Does that feel good, love?"
"Mmm, yes." I whispered quietly.
"Okay all done." I heard the snap of him closing the lid.
I turned to face him and he surprised me by wiping the last bit of sun block that was on his hands onto my nose.
"Hey!" I yelled. He just smiled and threw me over his shoulder and was running at vampire speed toward the ocean
"Edward stop, I don't want to get wet!" He just laughed and jumped in the ocean.
He let me go and swam underneath me while I watched him swim around me. He came up from under me and grabbed onto my waist holding me against him. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck.
"I love you so much," he whispered.
"I love you more."
"I doubt that."
He just continued to hold me in the water and eventually he glued his lips to mine. Ever since last night he has dropped pretty much all our boundaries, not that I minded. His lips stayed glued to mine until I reluctantly pulled away to catch my breath. I smiled and his hand reached over to stroke my side. I shivered when his cold hands came in contact with my skin. Of course Edward noticed and pulled his hand away.
"Okay let's get you out of the water and some lunch." Edward said.
He tightened his hold on my waist and lifted me from the water, carrying me back to lie on the towel. Edward reached around me to grab an extra towel and wrapped it around my body. He then reached into the cooler to pull out my lunch. I grabbed my lunch and moved back to sit against Edward, and he wrapped his arms around my waist. It was silent except for the wind and the ocean. But it wasn't awkward at all. Once I was done with my lunch we just laid down totally content in each other's arms.
"Bella?" Edward asked after a couple minutes of content silence.
"Are you happy?"
I sat up abruptly, shocked at the words that just came out of his mouth. This is the happiest I've been in a while. Then I started to panic was he not happy. I looked up and realized that he was anxiously awaiting my answer.
"Of course I'm happy Edward. What would make you ask such a thing?" He didn't answer me. "Edward is you happy?" I asked my voice quivering.
Edward grabbed me in a hug, "Bella of course I'm happy. This is the happiest I've ever been. I married the women of my dreams."
"Really?" I felt the tears forming, threatening to spill over at any moment.
"Absolutely." He kissed my tears away.
"Why'd you seem so upset this morning?" I asked nervously, wanting to know, but then again not wanting to.
"Umm, no reason." He said hesitantly.
"Edward please." I begged, a frown forming on my face.
"Okay, after last night I started thinking about some things..." He trailed of, but didn't say anything more, so I spoke up.
"What kind of things?" I raised my eyebrow.
"Things that I can never give you." He said, once again, trailing off.
"Edward just spit it out, the suspense is killing me!"
"Fine… I can never give you baby, you can never have that opportunity to carry a child with me. I feel so selfish to take that away from you. After last night just proved that you deserve better opportunities, ones that I can't give you…"
I cut him off from his speech and jumped into his arms and clutched him tightly to me.
"Edward, I love you. I don't need a baby to be happy, and to be honest having a baby was never really in my plans. I mean sure it would be nice one day. But if it becomes a problem later, well, we'll deal with it then. When the time comes."
"Bella I…" I kissed his lips to cut him off.
"It's done. Let's not bring it up again, please?"
"Okay," he sighed. He was going avoiding it for now at least, since I asked. But I don't know for how long.
"I love you."
"I love you, too."
We sat like that for a couple hours, just lying and enjoying the heat of the sun on my skin. I closed my eyes and I think at some point I drifted into a light sleep. I was then aware of someone shaking me awake and light kisses all over my face.
"Bella look over there."
I sat up and looked over to where Edward was pointing. Over the horizon the sun was just about to set. Edward and I watched it in silence, just enjoying each other's company.
"It's beautiful," I whispered.
"Not as beautiful as you," he retorted.
I just smiled. When the sun finally set it was dark and buggy. Edward flicked a bug off my arm and then sighed.
"We should probably head back; it's late."
"Okay. I'm tired anyway. Bed sounds really good right about now."
Edward just smiled and lifted me into his arms while grabbing the bags. He ran me all the way back to the house and let me down on the living room floor.
"Why don't you go take a shower and I'll unpack and get the bed ready for you."
"Hurry back, I'll miss you," he called.
I walked in the bathroom and turned on the shower. Then stepped in to the warm spray of the water and let run over my body, erasing the sea-water smell. I decided that I would shave too. I also scrubbed my hair out with my favorite scented strawberry shampoo. When I stepped out I wrapped myself in the fluffy towel and went to brush my teeth. When I walked out of the steamed filled bathroom I was met with an aroma of something sweet smelling coming from our room. When I rounded the corner I saw that the lights were dim and there were candles everywhere along with rose petals all over the bed. I smiled and made my over to the bed when I heard soft music play. Edward then stepped around the corner with a smile playing on his lips. He had changed out of his swim trunks and was now wearing boxers.
"Edward what's all this?"
He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his face in my shoulder.
"Just doing something special for my wife. Come on." He grabbed my hand and lead me over to the bed. He pushed me down and hovered over me, planting kisses all over my body. I smiled and we left off where we started last night.
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