Now, this is a bit different than the stuff I usually write, but I've had this idea in my head for a long time and I've finally decided to act on it. Now, I know many people have written their own little versions of this, but I have never been able to find a realistic one or one that really could have actually happened. So, since I can't find one, I'm going to write my own.
This is about what happened that night on Isle Esme. Of course, there is a MAJOR lemon warning, because we all know what happened. But I'd really like to get into Edward and Bella's mind as they shared one of the most special and loving experiences of their lives. I want to see their reactions to one another, how compatible they are, and find a realistic sense of Stephenie Meyer's cleverly avoided scene.
So, I hope you enjoy this 2 part one-shot. This is probably one of the best pieces of writing that I have ever written. Feedback and reviews are much appreciated. I would really like to know what you guys think of my version of these events. :]
And once again: LEMONS! This story contains a lot of sexual material.
Disclaimer: I own nothing Twilight. It all belongs to Stephenie Meyer.
(Author's Note: This is a piece of writing to be taken seriously. So I in no way want to use the derogatory words such as "pussy", "cock", and "boobs". This must be realistic. I mean, do you really think Bella and Edward would be saying those slang terms in their mind? No.)
THIS IS PART 1! PART 2 WILL BE POSTED AFTER I RECIEVE SOME REVIEWS! :]
I slowly walked out onto the dark sands of the island. I kept my feet moving at a human pace, a casual rhythm, though I felt as if my legs were about to turn to rubber. I was so afraid for her. For my Bella. This was what she wanted... but she did not want to wait until she was an immortal. She wanted to make love with me while she was still human. It was dangerous, but she wanted to try anyway. Of course, I had spoken to Carlisle and my brothers about it. They all agreed that it was not a good idea to try while Bella was human. But they also told me how wonderful it was. How intoxicating and pleasureful. There was no greater thing in the world. Well... except for blood.
Bella didn't realize that I wanted to try just as much as she did. That I wanted to hold her and touch her in different ways than we were now. She was my everything, and just like her, I wanted to have every part of our relationship. Both verbal and physical alike.
I arrived at a tall palm tree and I slowly began to slide off my clothes. There was no point wearing anything in the water. I would just have to take it off again in a few moments. I hung my shirt and pants on a bend in the tree, and laid my shoes at the trunk. Standing there, naked in the moonlight, I felt more nervous than I had before. I slowly made my way down to tide, and slipped my way into the warm water.
Standing waist deep in the water, I began to think about what we were about to do. If I hurt her... if I damaged her in any way... it would always be on my conscience. It was inevitable. There was no way I wouldn't hurt her. Whether it being I was too aggressive and too strong... or if I lost control and bit her. I almost shivered at the thought. The smell of her blood wasn't as uneasy for me as it had been before. But if it was spilled, I didn't know if I would be able to control myself. To be able to resist feeding.
Bella sure was taking an awful long time. I listened past the sound of the waves and the wind, and concentrated on the house. I heard Bella taking many deep breaths, and water running. She was taking a shower? Well... whatever made her most comfortable...
I splashed some of the water around me, just for something to do. So I would stop thinking about the danger I was about to ensue. But I couldn't. It just wouldn't leave my mind. What if I did it all wrong? What if I was terrible at it? I rolled my eyes at myself. Bella wouldn't care how I did. I'm sure she would be amazing... her glorious body tied to me in all the right ways...
It was the first time I had actually thought about Bella this way. And because of this, I felt myself become aroused. It was a quick feeling, mostly near my lower torso. But I found my breathing coming out heavier, and the nervousness being taken over by an excited feeling. It didn't go away, and I didn't want it to.
I realized that the shower had been turned off. I now heard Bella taking even deeper breaths. What was she doing? The words "Don't be a coward." were muttered from her mouth. Was she having second thoughts? The thought of that made me almost relieved... and a little disappointed. My arousal stayed at the same level, though, and I waited. I stared up at the bright moon, marveling at its beauty and taking in the wonders of this place.
I heard Bella's footsteps the moment they hit the sand. I sucked in a deep breath and kept my gaze locked on the moon. She wasn't far behind me... I heard something slide off, and I realized it was a towel. She was naked. I was naked. And we were ready.
There was a tiny splash as she walked into the water. Her feet dragged across the bottom slowly, and her breathing seemed fairly normal now, compared to what it had sounded like before. Her hand touched mine and I squeezed it, the nervousness flooding away. There was no need to be nervous. This was Bella. My soul mate.
"Beautiful." she said beside me, and I guessed that she was looking at the moon as well.
I had to turn. I had to see her beautiful face, the face that was so much more beautiful than the moon we were gazing at. So I could be reassured that everything would be okay.
"It's alright." I murmured, speaking my mind and slowly turning towards her.
I knew her breasts were in plain view but I ignored them. All I wanted to see was her chocolate brown eyes and breathtaking smile. I would gaze at her beautiful body later. She was smiling slightly, her hair hanging wet and wavy around her face. Amazing.
"But I wouldn't use the word beautiful," I continued. "Not with you standing there in comparison."
The smile increased a bit more, and her hand moved slowly. She took my hand with hers and placed it on my chest, over my heart. I shuddered at her warm touch. A shudder of pleasure, a shudder that made my arousal become more wild and hard to ignore. My breath was rough and wild as well, no doubt an effect from this new feeling.
"I promised we would try." I whispered, tensing my shoulders and looking into her eyes. "If... if I do something wrong, if I hurt you, you must tell me at once."
She nodded and walked forward without hesitation to lean her head against my chest. Her breasts pushed up against me, and the feeling was no longer avoidable. I had to be with this woman. In every way possible. Right now.
"Don't be afraid." she murmured against my hard skin. "We belong together."
I wrapped my arms around her, breathing in her glorious scent and feeling the warmth of her body.
"Forever." I agreed, and I took both her hands gently in mine.
I led her deeper into the water, keeping at her pace. I gently caressed her hands with my fingers, and the smile on her face was spread wide now. I let my eyes fall to her breasts, and I was taken aback at how beautiful they were... perfectly round and pink, her nipples protruding out in a way that had to be an effect from arousal. I looked back into her eyes and smiled.
"You are so breathtaking." I whispered, leaning closer to her.
Her cheeks flushed and I gently touched her face. We continued walking until only our heads were above the surface. And that's when I leaned forward and pressed my lips to hers, wrapping my arms around her. This kiss was careful, but not at all like the other kisses we had shared before. Her lips clung to mine in a hungry way, and my hands danced down her back, tracing circles with my fingertips. I brought my hands to her thighs and gently pulled her legs up to wrap around my waist. I held her there, kissing her and letting my tongue trace across her lips ever so slightly. She pressed her body tighter to me and my penis tingled in a way that had a moan escaping the back of my throat. Her eyes opened and so did mine. She smiled at me as she pulled away, and then she wrapped her arms around my neck.
"Let's go inside." she whispered seductively, burying her head in my neck.
I didn't need telling twice. I ran with inhuman speed back into the house, holding her naked body in my arms. I laid her gently on the white bed, standing over her and making sure she was alright. She smiled even bigger as her eyes trailed down my body and mine trailed down hers. She was so unbelievably gorgeous that my eyes rudely stayed put on several parts of her body. Then I realized... it wasn't rude to stare at your wife's body. She was staring at mine, wasn't she? I just wasn't used to being this intimate with Bella.
I slowly knelt onto the bed and leaned down on top of her, placing my lips at the corner of her mouth.
"You've been holding out on me." she breathed, and I felt her hand grip tight to my lower back.
"And you to me, Isabella." I teased, running my hands through her hair and placing my face on her chest.
A soft moan was released from her mouth as my fingers gently caressed her right breast. I kissed the nipple lightly and her fingers knotted in my hair. I smiled and slid my tongue across, leaving a small wet trail leading from her nipple to her neck. She trembled and I got off my knees. I hovered over her and lapped my tongue across her nipples, moans escaping every so often from her. I wanted her to feel good, and I wanted to give her pleasure beyond anything she had ever felt before.
She must have felt the same way towards me, because I felt her fingers gently touch the base of my penis. I pulled away and looked into her eyes.
"If you don't feel comfortable touching my-" I began, but she cut me off with a rough kiss.
I moaned through the kiss as I felt her hand rub my penis lightly.
2 words to describe Edward when he was aroused. Absolutely amazing. He gripped me tighter and his hands cupped my breasts as I held his penis. It was so intimate, the way he held me, and I knew that this was going to be a long night.
His penis was hard like his skin, but in a different way. I played with it as we kissed, running my hands all over it and loving the sound of his groans. I was a bit afraid as to what it would feel like when he first entered it inside of me. I knew all about how my hymen would break from the pressure, and how it would be painful. I wasn't as afraid as I had been before though. And for that, I was thankful.
It got to the point where we just couldn't wait any longer. Edward slowly pulled away from me, his pale rock hard muscle standing out in the darkness. He was so strong, but so careful. There was no way he would be able to hurt me.
I felt his penis between my legs, and I looked down. It was right there, ready to enter my vagina.
"Bella... " Edward whispered, breathing heavily. "Are you sure you're okay with this? You're not afraid?"
I nodded and closed my eyes. "Edward, I'm ready. I'm ready for you to make love to me."
"I'm going to go slow, okay? I know it's going to hurt at first, but it will be okay. I'm here. I love you." he breathed, and I opened my eyes.
His eyes were bright with concern and love. I took a deep breath. "I love you too."
He smiled and his eyes fell to my vagina so he could see what he was doing. His hands leaned over and pressed against the mattress on either side of my body. He slowly brought himself forward and hesitated. He looked back into my eyes.
"If I hurt you in any way while I make love to you, tell me." he whispered. "And I'll stop as soon as you say the word."
"Okay." was all I could say, and I closed my eyes.
The pain was they only thing I was worried about. I was excited for the pleasure, and I tried to clear my head as I felt the head of his penis slide in.
I bit my lip. No pain yet, just the feeling of coolness. I opened my eyes when he didn't continue, and I saw that he was staring down at me, a look of pure worry on his face.
"Does it hurt?" he asked, touching my vagina with his hand, as if he was trying to soothe it.
"Not yet." I replied. "Keep going."
He nodded and slid his penis farther inside of me. That's when I felt it. The painful sting as my hymen broke. I shut my eyes tight and let out a small whimper.
"I'm sorry." he whispered, and I could tell he was about to pull out of me.
"Keep going." I repeated through clenched teeth. "The pain will go away after a few minutes... just keep going. Please."
He seemed to realize that I knew best, so he gave me a quick peck on the lips. "I love you." he whispered.
And then he was fully inside of me, and holy crow! It hurt so bad! I knew that his penis was average in size but it felt humongous inside of me. I let out another whimper, louder this time and his hands held my face.
"It'll feel good soon." he reassured me. "I promise, Bella."
"Does it feel good to you?" I asked, wrapping my arms around his back as he leaned down.
"Yes. But I'm not going to rub that in your face, Bella." he whispered. "I'm sure you will feel just as much pleasure when the pain goes away."
He began to slip his penis in and out of me slowly. And he was right. The pain was disappearing, and fast. I soon began to feel a wonderful tingling warmth at my vagina and my mouth opened, my lips forming an "o" as I looked up at him. He nodded.
"I know." was all he said, and then he was kissing me.
The feeling was unbelievable. It was hard to believe that we were really connected as one right now. We were one person, joined together in the most loving and wonderful way possible. I moaned loudly, lost in the immense pleasure. "Edward" was the only word I spoke. Over and over again. And the only word he moaned was "Bella". Over and over.
This feeling. Intercourse. It was so... new. But I welcomed it, as I slid in and out of Bella, kissing her lips and playing with her nipples with my fingers. I had been so frightened when she had been in pain, but it was over now, and all that there was was pleasure.
There was a part of me, a part deep inside me, in my heart, that thought that my worries of hurting Bella were silly. That I could never really hurt her. It was impossible.
And I started to believe that part of me, and ignore the part of me that screamed "STOP! IT'S TOO DANGEROUS!"
"Bella Bella Bella Bella." her name kept slipping out of my mouth every time I entered her. I was going fast now, and she liked it. She loved it. She was moaning and whimpering and calling out my name into the darkness. My penis felt so warm and wet inside of her, and I never wanted this feeling to go away.
And then, after maybe an hour of making love to her, something changed.
And that's where I'm going to leave you. Sorry. :P After I get some reviews, I will be posting the second part. So please review on what you thought of part 1, and then i'll post sooner. :] Thanks!