"Guy… Are… Are you sure about this?" Willow asked her boyfriend Guy as they sat in her bedroom, doors locked. She slid her arms around his neck and gave him a worried look.

"I have to… I have to know what it feels like… Why it's so addictive to you…" Guy tried to look sure and positive of his decision, but Willow could tell he was just as nervous as she was. The couple stared in each other's eyes for a while before Willow nodded solemnly. The two sat on the ground near her bed and Willow reached underneath the mattress for her supplies. She handed Guy the razor and begged him once more with her eyes to change his mind. He looked at her and then down at the blade in his hands. Willow moved closer to him until she was close enough to stop him if she needed to.

Guy held the razor and then slowly reached it toward his arm. He bit his lip and then nodded. He pressed the blade down into his skin and he and Willow watched as blood started to trickle out. Willow could finally see why it was so hard for him to watch her do that to herself and was glad she was trying to stop. Guy held it in his skin for a while, letting it bleed; His face was expressionless. And Willow, about to burst out of her skin, threw her arms in front of her and over his arm,

"Please stop… That's enough… please." She pleaded. Guy looked up, surprised and pulled the razor away from his skin. He laid it on the tissue next to him and Willow cleaned him up. Neither said a word as Willow cleaned him up and finished putting the Band-Aid on his cut. When she was done she kept her eyes down. Guy was quiet and she wondered why. Finally she felt his hand on her chin as he lifted her face to face his.

"I… don't know what to say. That was weird... and yet comforting in a way." Guy said standing up and pulling her with him. They sat on the bed and Guy leaned back against the wall, pulling Willow back as he wrapped his arms around her waist. Willow turned to face him and pulled her lips to his, kissing him with a passion that should be illegal. She finally pulled away a good 15 minutes later.

"I finally get why it's so hard for you to watch me do that," She whispered, leaning her head on his shoulder. Guy played with a strand of her hair as he replied,

"Now we both understand a little bit better." He said optimistically.

"Well, I never ever want you to do anything like that again." Willow demanded.

Guy looked amused, then hopeful, "Only if you don't." Willow saw that he had trapped her in a deal. Damn it, she thought to herself. They were both silent for a while before Willow finally gave her answer.

"We'll see," She offered and he looked at her, caressing her cheek.

"I love you," He said planting a kiss on her nose.

"I love you too," She smiled and nestled closer to him.

*Well that's it. I hope you like it. Please be nice though. This is my first story for Willow and I loved the book very much. I own none of the characters in this fanfic . Make a great day! –Ariel*