Hey everyone (:… So this is Chapter 2 (:… Sorry for the wait but as I said, I had an enormous writers block lately :L. Anyway, just enjoy… (:
Oh, and if I haven't mentioned it before, Seth and Leah are twins in this story.
Jacob imprints and Bella explains all her relationships with the Pack. She decides to hurt him and sleeps with Seth, who apparently imprinted on Bella.
"I-" She sighed and started again. She licked her lips before she spoke. "Bella," She started as she dropped her gaze to the floor. "Seth Imprinted on you." She said.
I sat back down in my chair and huffed out a breath of air.
My breath was stuck in my throat at the news my best friend told me. My best friend, the twin of my soul mate. My best friend, the person that new the whole. fucking time.
THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME.
My nostrils flared slightly and I just remembered Leah in front of me who was wearing a guilty and hurt look on her face.
"You're hurt?" I asked pathetically.
"Bella I-" She began, her face scrunched up in sorrow.
"No, no , no, NO!" I yelled furiously. "You knew! You fucking new the whole time and didn't give a flying squirrel about it. Or telling me!" I yelled. I stood up , my chair scraping the wood and ran upstairs. I quickly stripped from Seth's shirt and put my own clothes on. I tied my hair back with one of the hair ties on my wrist and ran back downstairs.
"Now Listen to me Leah, you are going to go outside, phase and you're going to call a pack meeting. I don't care that they might be patrolling, or hooking up, and I sure don't give a fuck about Quil being on the Makah reservation right now. I don't Care. You're calling a pack meeting and then you're taking me to Sam's and Emily's house. Understood?" I rushed out. Leah's eyes widened slightly and she nodded, making her exit through the backdoor. I backed up until I hit the kitchen counter and slowly slid down the surface.
My hands grabbed my face as I began sobbing uncontrollably.
They all knew. I bet they all knew everything. About the imprint, they were always in on the secrets. I wasn't. For them, Ill always be different. I will be pale and plain. Boring. They will all be russet and so gorgeous. They lived here all their lives, here on the Rez. They all know it far better than me. It will always be like that.
My sobs were so hard now that it was getting harder and harder to breathe. I finally relaxed when I felt Leah's arms around me. She held me there for a while, tighter each time I cried harder.
"The Pack meeting Bella. Let's go." Leah mumbled after a while. She let go of me and I stood up, stretching here and there, and turned to Leah.
"I'm sorry I acted that way before Leah. I'm really sorry. I'm sick of people keeping everything from me. Especially if it involves me greatly." I said, a sigh at the last word as I ran a hand through my hair.
"It's okay Bella. I'm sorry I kept this from you. But I cant tell you why we kept this from you. You have to hear this from Seth." She said, her arm wrapping around my waist as she led me to her car.
She locked the door and opened my car door, pushed me in and started the engine. It roared to life and I stared blankly at the window, my thoughts wandering off.
So that's why he was so very important to me. Always number one, always the first. He was so sweet, and oh so loyal. And so very gentle with me earlier in the night. He was my perfect fit and I just screwed it up. Well, I always screw everything up. I mean, look at the other imprint couples. Emily and Sam, married and waiting for their first child. Jared and Kim, they had the most normal relationship. Their relationship had bases in physical activities, they had everything perfectly normal. Jacob and Tess, well… Anyway. It's like me and Seth are starting the relationship from the end. It's pathetic. I'm pathetic. And the way he looked at me when I told him I love him, it was so painful. Painful for both of us.
So much things happened tonight, and I ruined a relationship because of my selfish reasons. I am such a monster.
But Leah, everyone probably knew that Seth imprinted on me, they could have kept me from getting hurt… they could have hinted. Well, Sam did. But not me. He kinda told Jacob so…
I Wish all this never happened and I wish I found out Seth imprinted on me way before I gave up my innocence to Jacob.
Don't get me wrong, I don't really regret it , because I did love Jacob after all that time, but right now, I kinda hated him. He probably knew about this too.
"Bella, we're here. Come one, get out." Leah said tiredly as if she's been calling my name for ages, she probably has. I opened my eyes that I didn't even I realize I closed and got out of the car. I walked to the door and knocked on the door.
Emily opened the door, her arms out stretched as she welcomed me. I dodged her hug and walked straight to the living room, standing in front of the TV who Paul was watching. As soon as he saw the glare on my face, he turned it off and dropped it beside him. His mouth was closed and he just looked at me. Jared and Kim separated their cuddling and they too looked at me. Sam came in from the bathroom, looking concerned at the scene. Leah, looking once again guilty sat down beside Paul and stared at the floor. Quil just made it through the door, his face redder than usual and sweaty all over.
"What's going on?" He asked frantically.
"Sit down." I said quietly but strongly. Quil's eyebrows furrowed but he sat down beside Jared and Kim.
My fists balled as I took a deep breathe.
"He imprinted." I said sharply. Emily's intake of breathe snapped everyone's stance out and hell began.
Quil, Embry and Paul started shaking, even though Embry knew. Jared got away from Kim and went to the doorway, gripping the door frame and started calming down. Kim looked worried along with Emily, quietly exchanging looks between me and Leah and Sam was rubbing his face with his hands.
"Bell-" He began.
"I know, I know. You told me. But there is another thing." I interrupted him, something none of the pack members dared to do.
Leah looked down and gulped as everyone's attention focused on me.
"I know he imprinted on me." I said through clenched teeth. Sam's eyes furrowed instantly.
"Bella, I know you wante-" He began again but I interrupted him.
"I know exactly that it wasn't Jacob. I know Seth imprinted on me ,okay! I found out today, only mere three hours after I was hurt by someone I love so deeply. Do you know how much that hurts? NO! Only Leah does." I yelled, pacing the living room furiously. Or more like stomping.
"Bella, listen. It wasn't my secret to tell, okay?" Sam said more loudly as he came and stood in front of me.
"Oh, so you rather keep a secret from me than protect me? Isn't that what you're supposed to do? Protect me? You've only hurt me more. I thought I could trust you Sam." I said, hurt was the most evident in my voice, but I knew the anger wasn't gone yet.
"I wanted Seth to tell you yourself. After all, he did imprint on you."
"Bella, he saw how happy you were with Jacob and just stayed as your friend." Paul defended.
"Happy? He thought I was happy with Jacob? Paul, you weren't there when me and Jake had our fights. You have no idea what its like to be with someone. All you ever do is screw all those sluts. I'm pretty sure you've never been in a relationship before." I said, although I didn't mean all of that. Paul's face looked hurt and he took off the back door, shaking along the way. But I wasn't done yet.
"And you, Emily and Kim. You knew , didn't you?" I asked more gently.
Kim looked down guiltily but nodded while Emily still had a confused look on her face.
"I didn't know." She said somewhat dejected. I sighed and rubbed my face, but my anger just returned when I saw Jacob come in.
"I heard there was a pack meeting?" He asked curiously. He still seemed not to acknowledge me. Not with that dark beauty on his arm. She knew. "Its alright. She knows." He assured everyone. He looked around the room, and finally caught my stance. "Bella." He sighed, his hurt was showing . Pff.
"Just- Don't." I said as I held my hand up.
"Bitch" Tess murmured under her nose.
"Excuse me! Do not swear in my house!" Emily yelled. In the mean time, "Watch it!" Leah exclaimed, making Tess sink back.
I turned to Jacob now and stomped over to where he stood.
"You knew!" I yelled.
"What- Bella?" He asked
"You knew that Seth imprinted on me but didn't tell me anything!" I yelled again.
"I just, I was in love with you okay? I wanted to keep you-" He started but was interrupted by my hand slapping his cheek. What surprised me was that it didn't hurt. Maybe it's the anger.
"Don't ever refer to me as a thing, understand? I already told you that!" I said in a deadly voice, getting louder by the second.
"I'm sorry Bella! I'm sorry this happened." He pleaded , his eyes looked so young, like the Jacob before he phased, the Jacob I really loved.
"If you could, would you take it back?" I whispered after a while, but I knew he caught it. I knew everyone did.
He sighed and looked down guiltily.
"I knew it. And, you're not forgiven. Not now." I said more harsher but equally as quiet.
I walked around him, throwing Tess a glare that made he flinch and walked out the door, hearing something braking as I did. I didn't turn back. I walked home slowly, not even minding it was dark.
Suddenly, something caught my arm, I knew I should be scared but I wasn't. It brought comfort to me. I turned around and saw Seth. I quickly pulled my arm away from his hand.
"Don't touch me." I said sharply.
"Why didn't you tell me, huh?" I asked calmly, but my tears were already there. His face went practically white as I stared him down.
"Bella, I'm sorry. I was waiting okay? Do you even know how hard that is?" He asked, his eyes were pleading but his face told another story. His hand went to touch my shoulder but I moved away.
"Don't touch me." I said again, hurting with each and every word. It was the imprint. I knew it.
He took a step back but didn't walk away, instead he knelt down, one knee first and then another, looking like a beggar against my feet.
"Bella, please. Give me a chance." He whispered as his hands cupped mine. I turned my face to the left for few seconds, waiting for the tears to be gone before I turned back.
"Just give me sometime." I said as I detached myself from him.
"I don't know. I just need to think everything over." I answered.
"Ill be waiting. Come to me as soon as you can, Nayeli. Forever." He whispered as he stood up and disappeared into the darkness.
I sighed an excruciating sigh before I started walking down the concrete again towards my house. I started walking past the forest when I saw a dark figure leaning against a tree. I knew it was Paul.
"Bells." He called not so quietly. I bit my lip before I started walking down to where he was standing. He didn't spare me a glance as he turned around and started walking towards our cliff, I took it as a silent message for me to follow him. I did that, my feet basically slumping on the dirt, a reaction when I was tired. He sat down on the edge, the position we always sat in. I sat beside him.
"Her name was Donna." He began, I listened carefully. "We started dating when I was fifteen, a year before I phased for the first time. We were happy, but then one day, her ex came back, and we all lived happily ever after." He spat bitterly.
"Paul," I sighed. "Tell me the truth."
He sighed himself, his shoulders slumping down to a relaxed position as he draped an arm over me.
"Ok." He decided somewhat on edge still. "Her name was Donna. And as I said, we started dating when we were fifteen. I'm not gonna lie, we did have our fair share of fights, but we always got back together at the end of the day." He looked at me then. "We lost our virginities to each other." And then turned back to the sea. "She wasn't from here, she was from Forks. Just like you. She was this fragile, pale, brunette. Just like you. It was close to our one year anniversary when her Ex came back, she fell back in love with him and dumped me, causing me to phase." He said harshly. "She looked just like you, maybe that's why we're such good friends. Maybe that's why I feel so over protective of you." He mused. My head fell against his shoulder as I was fighting sleep.
"She is an idiot." I murmured huskily.
"Sometimes I wonder if she's not." He said quietly.
"Paul! Stop that!" I shouted as I hit his stomach. "I'm sorry I said that to you."
"It's alright Bells. You didn't know." He said easily.
"Why are you so forgiving?" I asked while I yawned but I knew he caught that.
"Because you always forgive me." He murmured as he stood up, pulling me with him. He knocked the legs from underneath me and wrapped and arm around my back. I sank back into his warmth and closed my eyes. He carried me home, bringing me all the way to my bed before grabbing one of my pillows and telling me that he's crashing on the couch.
I passed out to a deep slumber of sleep, having the most horrible nightmare I ever experienced. More horrible than the ones after Edwards left, back when I was still a zombie.
Edward's nightmare's were usually making me feel empty. This one, it made me feel guilty.
We were standing on the front porch of Jacob's house, Tess not in sight. Something was telling me she was dead. Jacob, his arm around me as he stared we stared down at Seth, who was currently on his knees before me. The exact same position like earlier in the night.
It felt like everyone was mute, no sound came out of his mouth but I could make out what he was mouthing. Tears were streaming down his cheeks, he looked so much like a child. So young and so sad, so very upset.
All I wanted to know was why he was so upset.
The mood, the theme of the nightmare turned darker, I was walking into the house with Jacob, leaving Seth at the door.
It felt like I left him.
It felt like I was choosing Jacob.
I woke up startled, sighing heavily as I realized it was a dream. A dream, yet so very, very realistic. I stood up, my heart still thumping erratically against my chest.
What did that mean? That I choose Jacob?
He doesn't want me. I want someone to want me.
I walked down the stairs, quickly fixing up my hair and ran for the door.
"Bella? Where the fuck do you think you're going?" Paul asked grudgingly.
"Seth's." I answered before I ran out the door. I cursed at myself out loud when I forgot that my truck was still at Seth's. His house was around twelve houses from mine. I started full on running, not caring what time it was. I was breathing heavily as I neared my soul mates house. I knew Leah was out on patrol.
I ran up the pathway to the door, knocking on it furiously, getting colder by the second.
I heard heavy footsteps on the stairs, and then a tired sigh coming from his lips as he went to open the door. He opened the door, running his hands over his face as he squinted his eyes at me, probably wondering if it was really me.
"Bella?" He asked tiredly. I nodded and walked straight in, moving my arm around his neck.
"I need you." I whispered.
"Hmm.. Wait, What?" He asked incuriously, his eyes widening as if he thought it was a dream.
"I. Need. You. Now." I said the words distinctively before reaching up on my tippy toes and pressing my lips harshly to his. I closed my eyes when I saw his close.
His hands came around my waist as he jolted me up, me locking my legs around his waist tightly, squeezing before I relaxed into this position and sighed into his mouth making his tongue move against mine angrily, trying to get a better response out of me. He started walking to his bedroom, one step at a time, we stopped kissing now, just stared into each others eyes. Me, mesmerizing every inch of his beautiful face. He made it upstairs, and it was then that his lips crashed to mine again, tasting, pushing, caressing. Somehow, my back got pressed against his door. He reached behind me and opened his door, me leaning over to him for support. He walked me backwards to the bed, clothes already being ripped from me, my own hands pushing his shorts down. My hands trailed up his spine, caressing every muscle that was developed. My underwear was being ripped from me before I had a say in it. His lips, his teeth cherished and grazed every inch of my skin. He didn't even give me any time before he spread my legs and entered me without a warning.
He did give me some time to adjust.
A while later, he collapsed beside me, sweating just as was I.
"I'm sorry if I was being a bit harsh." He said, turning to me and gathering me in his arms.
"It's okay. I kinda asked for it." I mumbled sleepily into his chest. I moment of silence passed before he asked me a serious question.
"Does that mean, that you want to be together?" He asked timidly, as if afraid of my answer.
"Seth, I'm not ready for a relationship just yet. I'm really sorry." I answered uneasily.
"Don't stress it Bella. I'll wait for you." He said carefully. "Take your time. I'm not going anywhere. I'm in love with you Bella. I won't leave. Not until I finally get you."
I bit my lip and softly kissed him on the lips, waiting until he fell asleep to let the words leave me mouth.
"I'm in love with you too, Seth." I mumbled and closed my eyes, this time hoping for a peaceful sleep.
Hope you liked it. I threw in a little lemon for the sake of it.
This chapter is dedicated to gleek06216.
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