Title: Everything I'm Not

Author: Alex aka Numbuh 145362

Author's Notes: HEY! This is my first iCarly fanfic… I have watched all of the episodes because of my brother… his name is Spencer! Anyway, I wanted to try and write something for it… I hope you all like it!

Dedication: To the people who are reading this!

Summary: I was losing myself to be somebody else. Seddie/Creddie

Disclaimer: I unfortunately do not own iCarly…


I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
Everything I'm Not by The Veronicas


"I had a nice night."

"Me too."

"Thanks for taking me."

"You're welcome."

"Well, goodnight."

"'Night."

Replaying her last conversation she had with her suitor, the girl could not help but notice the disinterest in his voice.

Did I do something wrong? I was polite and thanked him. What did I do? Did I not say the right thing?

Of course she did.

She was perfect.

That's what he told her.

And what to wear.

And what to say.

And how to act.

When they had first started dating, he told her she was a.m.a.z.i.n.g.

BUT, she might want to be a [little] less c:r:a:z:y. It e/m/b/a/r/r/a/s/s/e/d/ him.

And maybe, just maybe, she should at a little more like her.

Of course, she took to his suggestions.

He was her savior from hell.

The next day, at school, she walked the hallways. No one ran for cover. No one shoved Gibby forward as a sacrifice. It was quiet… and peaceful. Too p\e\a\c\e\f\u\l\.

At least, it was until she saw him with her.

She stopped.

Daring herself to b^r^e^a^t^h^e.

The hallway grew silenter, if that was even possible.

They watched and wondered what she would do to her.

T.h.r.o.w. her?

*T*o*s*s* her?

H%u%r%t her?

K?i?l?l? her?

Or E none of the above.

Of course, the new her chose {E}.

She strode up behind him and her.

"I need to talk to you."

He shrugged and followed the girl, but casted a glance back at her.

After entering an empty classroom and finding a seat, she started.

"I'm not her."

"I never said you were."

"But you want me to be her."

"Why do you think that?"

"Because you do."

"…"

"…"

"So… what now?"

"I think I'm going back to what I was before, and you can go pining after Carly again nub."

"Okay, I'm sorry this didn't work out Sam."

"It's okay, I hope you find someone else to change Fredweird."

She left the room, trying to find herself again, without him.


This was really OOC. It was drabblish, yet storyish… Draryish! Or Stobblish! :P Anyway, I really like Seddie, but you know, it didn't really fit the song… Darn it! Oh well!

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In God We Trust,

Alex