Author's Note:

So, this is my first story ever published by me. I feel kind of proud, but i would love to know what you folks think.

SM owns EVERYTHING, an everyone in this story.

So, here it comes... Enjoy?


(? Pov)

I looked in the mirror, and I saw a beautiful woman. I looked down my body, and I saw it was nice and fit all the way down to my toes. I looked around me, and I saw nothing but white stoned walls. My eyes drifted in that phase, again, again and again.

When I had woken, woken up from a perfect dream, a perfect life, that perfect human life, I had been shocked. How could I live in that blur?

My body had burned, every bone, every inch off my body had burned.

I couldn't take anything in. sure, I would remembered everything, but I felt stoned, or, how can I say it right? Err… I felt like my life was over and out you know? I really felt like shit.

I remembered what I did, and where I had headed off when suddenly everything got black and painful.

Then I remembered my human life, it had not been perfect. My body had been fat, my hair ugly gray-brown. I had a job, a husband that had used me, and would not let me do anything at my own. He hit me, and beaten me up until I blacked out. And that didn't take long, with his strength.

My husband was really an arsehole. Fuck him, I could take him down now, now that I'm strong and immortal.

That perfect human life was only a dream. It was a dream. A dream I never will dream again.

Before I was turning into this beautiful creature, I were going too my lawyer too beg him too talk reason in my husband. I would have begged him to talk to the police, and get me some divorce papers. I remembered that I had hated my human life. I had tried everything, talked to his brothers and his father and I once tried to run for it. Well, I don't want to think about it, I didn't want to remember.

How I know that I wasn't human anymore? My heart had stopped, my body wasn't me anymore. Or yes, it was mine, just not the body I usually had been walking around in. To top it all; my face was perfect.

P.e.r.f.e.c.t.

My brown hair was shiny, soft, and it ran down my back like water. My nose, mouth, eyes were perfect and fit perfectly in my face. It doesn't look like me at all, or yes, somehow it looked like me. My eyes were still wide. My eyebrows were still that form that I had napped that morning, before I went black. And my mouth was still small, but with full lips.

I wouldn't miss my old life. Not at all.

Now, maybe you wonders who I am?

Oh I thought maybe you could tell me.

-Three days before-

(Felix's pov)

Shit, shit, shit, shitettyshitterySHIT!

Aro was going to kill me when he found out. He is going to tear my body up in thousands of pieces and burn one and one of them.

I walked through the door, the door that I really did not want to go through right now, and met Aro's milky red eyes. He was alone, at least… Markus and Caius would only do it worse than it already was.

I bowed my head, and laid the body of the turning woman down. Aro looked at me with fury and pity. If looks could kill, I would have been ash right now.

This woman, I really didn't know why I was turning her, but when I had seen her in that empty street, in the middle of the day, I could feel a pull forwards her. I thought it was her blood, that mouthwatering blood that had dropped from her body. She had been beaten up, I could tell. But when I did bite down her neck, and I tasted her sweet blood, I couldn't drain her.

I felt like a monster. Yes I would ease her from that misery that she was feeling, but, I felt awful. I didn't want to take that life; I could feel that she was a good person that cared for others. 'Maybe she could care for me?' I had thought when I stopped drinking, and saw that the venom had got into her body.

Right… no one would ever care for me, but I felt kind of nice. Nice to the sweet woman, now she would soon be immortal. She could beat up that guy that had cursed her life.

But WHY did I stop drinking? I really didn't know at all…

Aro didn't say anything, he only held out his hand for me to take… I really did NOT want to take that hand. But like I had a word to say against his, fuck yeah right!…. I took his hand, and looked down at my feet's; I looked down at the woman, who now begged me to kill her. She clawed at her chest, her stomach, and her head.

"It will be okay." I said to her, she heard it, because she stopped hurting herself and her yelling settled down a sec.

"I see…. It looks like, from my point of view that you have found a mate Felix." Aro was very calm, to my relief, and I begun to relax.

"You can have her, I won't take your mate from you, but she will be one of the guards. Do you hear me Felix?" He didn't let me answer before he continued. "If she has a power that is useful, she will belong to me. Not as a mate, but for a lifetime servant for the guard, she will never have a choice, but to obey me. And if she don't, YOU will kill her, as her maker, it is your responsibility."

"Yes master." I bowed, and picked up the fragile woman, but before I got out of the room, Aro suddenly called me back.

"Felix, bring me the human." I did. I didn't like it a bit; I could feel it in my stomach. Aro laid his hand on her head. He stood there and just stared at her. "I can't hear her." He whispered in amusement. He took her from my arms, and walked at vampire speed out of the room.

I knew it! She has a gift! EErrrrrrrrrrr… I wan't to destroy something… I looked around me, for something that wasn't too important to keep. But the room was goddammit empty!

I pulled at my hair in grief. Why did I let him take her away? Oh, yes, he's the king, the boss… My life sucked. I wish I did not have to 'work' here anymore.

Aro was back in a flash. "She will be very useful, Anna has foreseen it." Yeah, we have a fortune teller, and she was goddammit good at it too.

"What is her gift?" I asked out of pure curiosity.

"I don't know yet, Anna couldn't see what it is because of her shield. I'm going to call Elezar, and ask if he could come here and tell me when she wakes up." He didn't say anymore, just waved me of.

Man, those next three days would be torture!

I wasn't allowed to sit beside her at all! She was hurting, god, every single vampire in 5 miles radius could hear her scream!

I sat down on the useless bed in my bedroom, which was plain white. I hadn't really settled in yet, 'it had only been a hundred years since I was turned for gods sake!' I tought sarcastic. But I really didn't have time. I was never allowed to do that fun vampire stuff, like running out of pure joy, or buy a nice car to drive the US through… once again, my life sucked.

I want to get fucking out of this fucking place, in fucking Italy! I could run of to places like Russia, France and England! I was sure to place my future mate in those plans, and they were fucking going to work. Getting us out of this shit-fucked-slave-place.

(? pov)

Here is a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry be happy
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy...

Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy
The land lord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate
Don't worry, be happy
Lood at me I am happy
Don't worry, be happy

Here I give you my phone number
When you worry call me
I make you happy
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got not girl to make you smile
But don't worry be happy
Cause when you worry
Your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
So don't worry, be happy (now)...

There is this little song I wrote
I hope you learn it note for note
Like good little children
Don't worry, be happy
Listen to what I say
In your life expect some trouble
But when you worry
You make it double
Don't worry, be happy...
Don't worry don't do it, be happy

Put a smile on your face
Don't bring everybody down like this
Don't worry, it will soon past
Whatever it is
Don't worry, be happy

I thought of everything that I found soothing at the moment. Time was something that seemed for me that it had stopped, and my worries began to fill my every though.

Then a voice broke the silence, it was cool and steady, but still very soothing, the voice had told me things that I already knew. It was the same voice that had explained what I was becoming while I was burning.

Then my heart rate picked up phase, my back arced and my body trembled. It were like my chest had been sat on fire a thousand's time.

Suddenly the pain escaped, the world had settled down. My heart had stopped. OH MY G.O.D. IM DEAD. I opened my eyes, and found. White walls... Hell or heaven? those white walls its quite, uhm.. white.. and so clear, I can se everything..

"I'm going to come in now, is that okay?" a manly voice said. I just sat down against the wall and choked out a 'yes'. Then a man came in through the dark metallic door. He was beautiful, but not attractive; he had dark short hair, and milky red eyes. The God, or the devil?

I sat very still. The man seemed surprised at that action, so I gave him a short smile. He smiled eagerly back and then he settled back against the wall on the other side of me. He seem nice... I think...

"Hello, My name is Aro. And I am the Volturi leader. Like I have told you, we are vampires, and you are a newborn. You got bitten by one of my guards, Felix." Yes I remembered, he had told about the vampires.. He continued talking for at least an hour I think, before my question's got too much too handle for my head. So I just blurted them out, one by one, and he answered.

"So I'm not, err, dead?"

"No, or yes you are, like a walking dead... you know.. Vampire stuff, you have some 'cool' things that humans don't; you can run fast, you have incredibly strength, and like many others, I think you have a gift." He seemed truly happy about that.

"Do I have to kill people?"

"Yes, you must too survive. Like food and water for humans, you will have to drink blood from the humans."

"Will I burn in the sun?"

"No, you can go out in the sun, without hurting. Your skin will just sparkle, like diamonds."

"Do we sleep in coffins?"

"No we doesn't sleep at all, dear one." shock! YES!

"Uhm… Garlic?"

"Smells bad?" he laughed. "all human food smells bad."

And so did it go on for awhile, and suddenly Aro got up from his place on the floor like he had forgotten something.

"So dear one. Can you tell me your name? And your physical age?"

"I don't remember my name… But I sure can remember my age, I'm 26. And I come from La push, in Forks, I was here with my husband. He has a... a job here, and we moved here a few months ago." I couldn't say anything about Jacob. it wasn't my secret to tell.

Aro looked down at me, frowning, and then he asked about what I hadn't thought about at all until he mentioned it.

"Aren't you thirsty dear one?"

"Now that you said it, I am, thank you very mutch!" I said sarcastically. He laughed out of joy like he had never heard of anything like it before.

"You are very special, but enough of chit chat, here, this human is fresh and healthy, all yours." He smiled and then opened the door and a human middle aged man got pushed inside.

I looked at the human and held my breath, my throat burned, but I didn't want to kill him. I just stared at him, but he seemed to have a death wish, because suddenly he moved forward, and googie eyed me.

"How are 'ya doin' sweety?" he asked in a geeky voice. Aro just stood in the doorway gawking at me. I knew that normally a newborn would get mad and kill anybody and anything, but i didn't feel that. I was proud of myself, maybe I could survive without killing someone.

The human man laid his arm around my waist and began kissing my throat… 'Don't dig your own grave!' I shouted in my mind towards him. He stared up at me in wonder for a second, what did I do? Then he kissed my mouth, to my surprise I remained in control.

But then I inhaled his sent…


Sooooooo... did you like it? please give me a comment! :)

A clear up:

Felix is only going to be her flirt\best friend, with some benefits... Then she are going to meet Jasper ^^ I havent decided how they will meet yet, so please come with something that could fit in ! ;P

See ya!