A/N: you guys are so freaking amazing. Thank you so much for all the feed back I received on this one as well as on Made of Gold. It really meant a lot to me. I hadn't intended this one to end today, I was actually going to post the Epi tomorrow. However, I decided to go ahead and give it to you today and tomorrow bright and early in honor of SBL my newest story will make an appearance.

It is a Jackson Rathbone fic but I think everyone will enjoy it. I may soon also add one of my Emmett fics, I haven't decided yet. We'll see how hard it is for me to get back into writing it. I've had it on the back burner for a while but if I can slip back into the groove with it, I just may share it.

Now, that being said, a rewrite of some of the chapters on Seasons may occur at some point. I may even post some of the out takes. Keep in mind this was originally written for the SBL writing4spencer fund raiser so I edited a whole lot out of it and left out some racier stuff to make it "age appropriate" for all. There was so much more I wanted to put into this and bring out in both Bella and Jasper so I may just rework it a bit once my life settles some.

I hope you ALL tune in to www(dot)100MonkeysMusic(dot)com tomorrow or www(dot)spencerbellmemorial(dot)com to watch Jackson and the rest of the guys as well as the other bands joining them in Michigan as they come together once again to celebrate the life and music of the amazing Spencer Bell. If you haven't checked out his music, his amazing writing, or his wonderful art, you really should do so. Also make sure you go and read Spencer's story, you will fully understand then why so many people fly from all over the world to be at Legacy.

If you are at Legacy, stop by and give Mr Bill Bell a bear hug and let him know that we care and love him and his family very much. He is an amazing man that has been through so much and yet he still fights to keep his son's memory alive and his music out there. He's such an amazing Father. Most Dad's don't support their children's choices when it comes to the arts.

John Cozlit I'm certain will be at Legacy as well. Remember to say hi and give him a hug for all the fantastic pictures and videos he shares with us.

Brady Bell, give him a hug or a pat on the back and let him know that his Monkey Mentaries are missed and loved. Let him know you are thinking about him. These events are hard on Brady emotionally.

That being said, again thank you all for the amazing reviews and support. Make sure you Check out Robsbaby, SneakySnarkySubs, Siobhan2006, SmexiTexi, Oh and Ithinkineededthat for more amazing Jasper/Bella stories. You'll enjoy all three of them promise.