SURPRISE! Hope you all like this ending better!
When I walked across the stage to get my diploma, I couldn't have been happier. I was pretty sure that life couldn't get much better. My mother and Phil made it for my graduation, but only stayed for a day after. It was nice to see her on a regular basis. Well, regular for her was once a month to every other month. If she couldn't come, she would call and that was new for her. I loved that all of my parents were still getting along. It also helped that my mother was able to stay with me, and not Charlie and Leah.
Edward and I were getting along amazingly! Landon was so big. He was walking and trying to say words. Mama, dada, baba, please and thank you, were the extent of his vocabulary. His gibberish was so cute; it was almost like he was speaking another language. I couldn't believe how much stuff he could get into. Landon was keeping everyone on their toes.
My dad and Leah kept him as much as I allowed. I missed him so much while I was in school, that I didn't like him to go anywhere. Edward and I both felt like we were missing so much of his little life. Now that I was done with school, I had all the time in the world to spend with him. I was waiting to attend college. I wasn't sure if I would ever end up going; I wanted to be a teacher, but my family was more important. I knew Edward wanted more children, but I wanted to enjoy my little mister. Edward had been so great about using condoms, that when he said lets try again, I wouldn't put up a fight...much. I was hoping that he would be content with Landon for a little while longer.
Alice and Jasper were going to be staying with us for a couple of weeks to enjoy their Rumspringa. I was so excited to show her the outside world. I knew we were going to go shopping, and I was taking her out to dinner. Edward was going to show Jasper how to play video games. I actually thought that Edward was just as excited as I was to show them our world.
Edward escorted me to the prom. When I asked him to go with me, I thought that he would have said no, but I got a yes. We had so much fun! We hung out with all of my friends, and danced the night away. Edward was hysterical! He could not dance, but he sure tried. He liked it a lot when I would dance up on him. At one point he held me in front of him until he calmed down. Edward tried to grind on me, but it just looked like he was humping me. It was definitely a night to remember.
A week after graduation Edward brought up the whole baby-making thing. I groaned internally, because I really didn't want to talk about it. He started the conversation off by saying, "it's time to try for our second child." I tried very hard not to roll my eyes at him, but it didn't work.
"I just finished school, give me a few months," I said. It was in my nature to argue everything, and having this talk was no different. I knew that he was going to win this disagreement, but if I could change his mind it was going to be a win-win for me.
"Bella, I have been very good about not asking for another child. It's time," he said in a final tone. "Landon is going to be year old next week. So yeah, it is time."
"I'm so happy with the way we are right now."
"And that happiness will only grow," he said. I don't know why, but his comment made me laugh. "This isn't funny!" He said raising his voice.
"I know. It's just the way you said it made me laugh."
"Bella, you are starting to piss me off!"
"Okay, I'm sorry. We can try again, whatever."
"We are not going to fight about this every time we try to have a baby," he said. Yeah, we'll see about that, I thought to myself. "Ya know what? This conversation will be unnecessary in the future, because I will never use condoms again."
"Why are you being a dick? I said whatever!" I said trying not to be too loud.
"Whatever doesn't mean anything!"
"It means you win! You get to have whatever you want," I said slouching back into the couch.
"Don't sit there and act like you don't get anything you want," he said with a huff. I didn't answer him, because he was right. I got majority of what I wanted.
"I said it was fine," I said as I turned on the TV.
"I love you," he said moving closer to me.
"I love you too. Just so you know, I was always going to give in, because you have been great with the whole condom thing. It's just that I don't want our happy bubble to burst yet," I said as Edward put his arm around me.
"Baby, everything will be okay," he said kissing my temple.
That one little kiss, quickly turned into a heated session of sex. Landon was taking a nap, and I knew he was going to be waking up soon. When I told Edward we had to be quick, he said it would be no problem. I knew after having protected sex so many months, it would help the quickness. I was able to feel comfortable once again naked around my husband. My body wasn't the way it was before Landon, but I didn't feel so disgusting.
We never wore clothes when we were going at it. Once in a while I would leave my shirt on, but that didn't happen often. It was liberating being on our couch, naked, and getting fucked by my husband. I didn't know why I felt that was, but I did. After almost two years of marriage, I still couldn't get enough of my man. He was amazing when it came to lovemaking. The way his lips moved over my skin and the way his hand felt on me, had me always wanting more. Even when we were having quickies, he still managed to kiss and touch me all over.
As he pushed his cock into me, I lost it and came all over his large manhood. I forgot how amazing it felt to be fucked bareback. I could feel every inch of him, and all I wanted was more and more. I swear he only pushed into me five times, before he filled me with his baby-making seed. It was great to have such an amazing romp on the couch.
Me being the bitch I am, I jumped up when we were done, so I could go to the bathroom. Here is my theory; what goes up, must come down. Edward asked why I jumped up so quickly. I told him I had to pee, and he said he understood. I knew I was being vindictive, but shit, I really didn't want another child right away. Once I was in the bathroom, I cleaned myself up. I knew it only took one swimmer to get me knocked up, but I was hoping it all came out. I wasn't ready for morning sickness, mood swings, or sore boobs yet.
When I was done in the bathroom, I found Edward and Landon in the living room. I had a feeling that Edward was waking Landon up from his naps, but I didn't say anything. The weekends were really the only time Edward got to spend a lot of time with our son. We were lucky, Landon was such a happy baby. I would have a million babies if they were all like our little man. I let my boys have their bonding time, and I went to start dinner. I was hoping that our next child was a girl. I didn't like being out numbered.
The following Saturday Alice showed up way too early for my liking. I knew Alice got up at four or five in the morning, but we would keep Landon up late on Fridays, so we could sleep in. We heard a knock at the door at seven a.m. I groaned and rolled over on my belly, leaving Edward to get up and get the door. He grumbled under his breath as he made his way out of our room. I knew I needed to get up, but I just didn't want too. When I heard hushed voice floating in from the kitchen, I pulled myself out of bed.
"Hey, Bella!" Alice said as I walked into the kitchen.
"Hi," I croaked as I made my way to the coffee pot. I was very happy to see it was already brewing.
"When does Landon wake up?" Alice asked.
"He will probably be up soon," I said sitting in the last chair at the kitchen table.
"If you will excuse me, I'll be right back," Edward said leaving the kitchen. I swear to god, if he goes in there and lays back down, I will cut him.
"What is he doing?" Jasper asked. As if on cue I heard the shower.
"Showering. He can't function without one in the morning," I told them. "Do you want anything to drink?" I asked seeing that the pot was half full.
"I've always wanted to try coffee!" Alice said. She really didn't need any caffeine, so I was hoping she would hate it.
"I'm fine right now, thanks," Jasper said politely.
"Okay, well, I bought you each a couple changes of clothes," I told them as I pulled cups out for coffee.
"Thank you, but you didn't have to do that," Jasper said.
"It's all good. They aren't brand new, but they are really nice," I said pouring yummy coffee into three cups. "In the spare room there is only one bed. I don't know if the two of you will be comfortable sleeping together, but if you're not, we also have an air mattress."
"That's very considerate of you," Alice said with a smile.
I made three cups of coffee, and slowly took my first sip. There was nothing like the first sip of coffee in the morning; it that tasted so good. I put Alice's cup in front of her and she waited for it to cool down a little before she tried it. Alice didn't really care for the coffee, but Jasper liked it. Alice did take the soda I offered her, That was something she liked. I told them to make themselves at home. I wasn't sure Jasper was going to ever feel fully comfortable. Edward walked out of the bathroom freshly showered and smelling so good. He grabbed his coffee and asked Jasper if he wanted to join him outside. Edward was still smoking. I thought that maybe he would be over it, but he really liked to smoke. As soon as the boys were out the door I took the opportunity to show Alice her room.
"This is so cute!" Alice said referring to the room. There was nothing great about it, but she loved it. I showed her the clothes I bought for her and her smile grew. "These two weeks are going to be the best!" She said hugging her clothes.
"I hope you enjoy it. If you want, you can take a shower and do your hair. If you want to try makeup, you can use mine," I told her. She wanted to squeal, I could tell. It looked like she was going to explode with happiness.
"This is so cool. Can you help me with the makeup part?"
"Yeah," I said giving her a smile. She was so excited, it was written all over her face.
I showed her where the bathroom was and got her everything she would need. She thanked me, and I left her to do her thing. I went to check on Landon, and just as I made it to this bedroom door, I saw his little head poke out the door. His first birthday present was a big boy bed shaped as a car. We had a small party with my parents, and dinner with Edward's family. It was a small affair and Landon loved his cake.
"Good morning, mister man," I said as his little face smiled up to me.
I loved mornings with him. He always gave me the best hugs. He was so cuddle-some. I changed his diaper and dressed him for the day. As soon as I was done with him, he was out of his room. After I cleaned up Landon's room, and found him in the kitchen. I knew he was hungry, because he was looking in the canned goods cupboard. He loved raviolis and spaghettios. He still didn't understand why he couldn't eat those for breakfast. I picked him up kissing his cheek and blowing a raspberry on his neck. He squealed, and I laughed. I put him in his high chair and made him a slice of peanut butter toast; I also filled his sippy cup with apple juice. Landon made the cutest sounds when he would eat or drink something. He would sigh, or make yummy noises. He was too cute for words.
Just as I was sitting down to eat my toast, Edward, and a much more relaxed looking Jasper came back inside. I was sure Edward told Jasper there was nothing to worry about. I wanted him to feel comfortable; I knew the outside world could be intimidating. Edward gave Landon a loud kiss on his head, and that made Landon laugh. Edward worked his way around the kitchen and made himself a bowl of cereal.
"Did you want anything to eat?" Edward asked Jasper.
"No, I had breakfast this morning," Jasper said. "Where is Alice?"
"Oh, she is taking a shower," I told him. Alice walked out just a few minutes after talking about her. She looked so cute in a denim jean skirt and a pink tank top. "You look so cute! Do they fit okay?" I asked her as Jasper stared at her with an open mouth.
"Thank you, they fit perfect," she said pulling down the skit a little bit. I made sure that the skirt wasn't too short, but she was use to wearing dresses to her ankles. The skirt only came to her knees, so I could understand.
"Did you want something to eat?" I asked Alice. She said no as she looked at Jasper who was checking her out. "Okay, we are going to have some girl time, see you in a bit," I said as I pulled Alice away. "I think Jasper likes what he sees," I said as Alice blushed.
"He's never looked at me like that before," she whispered.
"You're hot! Of course he is going to look at you like you're something to eat. Don't worry it's a guy thing," I said to her as she laughed.
"So, Rose and I were talking, and she was wondering if you would maybe want to get together with no kids," Alice said as I started to do her hair.
"That would be a lot of fun. Did she say what day? Wait, why would she not talk to me?"
"We can talk to her tomorrow at church. She was nervous that you would think she was a bad mom if she said she wanted to do something without the children," Alice told me.
"She's silly. We'll make plans for next weekend," I said as we smiled. I never have spent time with Rose without the kids around. It was going to be fun to get to know her.
It took me forever to get Alice's hair straight, but it was worth the work. Her hair was so beautiful and long; it was almost to her butt. Her dark hair looked perfect. I had never put makeup on someone before, so I really had no idea what I was doing. She looked so pretty when I was done, and I could tell she thought the same thing by the smile that was plastered on her face. Every girl wanted to feel pretty and I always thought a little makeup did the trick.
The day went on and Alice had so much fun. We played with Landon, and by the end of the afternoon he was calling Alice Auntie. That made her day. We went out to dinner that night and Jasper really enjoyed himself. He said that he did like going to a restaurant. Alice said it was the coolest thing she had ever done. We all went to bed fairly early, because we had church the next morning. Alice and Jasper went into the bedroom together, but who knew if they slept in the same bed or not. I knew I would probably end up asking Alice if they did; I was too curious.
The next day flowed very well. Edward always got upset when Landon would sleep through the church service. I knew church was very important, but Landon was so young, that I didn't see a problem with him sleeping. It was the same thing every Sunday that Landon would sleep; Edward would tell me that it was my responsibility to keep him awake. I just didn't see what the big deal was. I talked to Rosalie about getting together and I had never seen her look excited about something. She always looked happy, but never excited. It was understandable, for the fact that she was only away from her kids when she had to go to the doctor. Esme was so happy to keep the kids overnight. She didn't like the feeling of an empty house. It was going to be happening soon. Alice would be married within the year. I told Esme she could spend as much time as she wanted with Landon, and she started talking about baby number two. I told her we were trying and she was so happy.
I found it adorable that Landon always played with Rachel. Rachel was the daughter of Liam and Irina, another Amish family. I didn't really know them, but I was getting to know Irina because of the fact our kids played so well with each other. I often wondered what would happen when Landon was old enough to marry. I wondered how things would work out for him. Would he still be able to have the life that he would grow up in, or would he have to choose? I knew I was worrying about things that were years off, but it bothered me.
The week flowed easily, and I watched as Alice and Jasper adjusted to the outside world. They were even sleeping in some by the end of the week. One morning I was woke up by the smell of pine sol. Alice was mopping the floors before Landon woke up. She said she was feeling useless and needed to do something. I knew Jasper was feeling the same way, because he would go outside and find something to do. One day, he even chopped wood for our fire place. They did like watching TV. We would watch the cop shows that I loved so much, and Alice was appalled by all the violence that was on TV. We even watched a PBS show, so she could see something happy. I loved Alice, she made me laugh. Friday morning, Alice and I headed off to the store. Jasper said he would stay behind with Landon. He didn't like shopping very much. Alice on the other hand, loved to shop; this didn't shock me. We were buying some snacks for our little house party with Emmett and Rose. I was very excited.
By dinner time, Landon was at Charlie's. My dad was taking Landon fishing with him the next morning. I loved that my son was so close to my dad. Esme had all of Rose's children, and the six of us were sitting in the kitchen eating pizza. No one was really saying anything, and I had no idea what to talk about. When dinner was done I went to put the leftover pizza away, and Edward cleared the table. I saw Emmett smile, and I didn't get it. I knew I would ask Edward about that before bed.
"Come on, Emmett, I'll show you how to play some Call of Duty," Edward said as the boys headed for the living room. Once we weren't in the same room with each other, the boys started talking like a bunch of old ladies. It was a nice summer night outside, so us women went and sat out on the porch.
"Are you enjoying your time away from the kids?" I asked Rose.
"You have no idea. I know that is an awful thing to say," she said with a blush.
"It's normal to want some you time. Don't feel bad about it," I said as she smiled.
"I feel like I should be doing something," Rose said with a laugh.
"That's how I have felt all week," Alice said.
"You are coming back right?" Rose asked Alice.
"Yes, Jasper doesn't like it," she said looking kind of sad.
"Do you want to go back?" I asked.
"Yes and no. You have it good, Bella. I love shopping. I love not washing clothes by hand, and I love the relationship that you and Edward have," Alice said. "Edward gets his own meals and he cleans. I don't see Jasper doing any of that."
"Emmett does. Jasper will help. Once you have kids, it is hard to do everything yourself. I know Edward wasn't always so helpful, but he learned," Rose said giving me a smile.
"How did you know that?" I asked.
"Edward talks to Emmett, and Em talks to me," she said.
"My mom does everything when it comes to the house work, I just didn't think she had any help," Alice said looking a little more relaxed about the subject. "Do you ever argue with Edward?"
"Yeah, all the time," I said with a laugh.
"Do you ever win?" Rose asked.
"Sometimes, but it's not often. Our biggest fight has been over having more children. I know we are expected to have babies, but I'm so content with my life," I said with a shrug.
"How are you not pregnant? I mean you and Edward have...?" Rose said waving her hand in the air.
"Sex? Yeah, all the time, but..." I really didn't know what I should say around them.
"But what? Whatever we talk about stays between us. Rose and I are like best friends, we always talk about things we shouldn't," Alice said and that had my interest.
"No one's life is perfect. Sometimes you just need to vent," Rose said. I understand. "Anyway, how are you not getting pregnant?"
"We have been using condoms. I just wanted to finish school," I said as Rose looked confused. "A condom is this thing that goes over the penis to stop the semen from going up," I said.
"I want some," Rose said making me laugh. "I know it is wrong of me to say, but I understand about not wanting any more kids," Rose said looking down.
"Rose, it's okay to feel like that. Your plate is so full with four kids and the oldest being seven. That is a lot to handle. Do you and Emmett have sex a lot?" I asked as both Alice and Rose blushed.
"I try to get out of it some nights, but he really likes to do it," Rose said covering her face. "We really shouldn't be talking about this."
"It's okay, I talk about it all the time with my friend Angela."
"Really?" They both asked at the same time. I couldn't help laughing at them.
"Yeah, for me talking about sex, is like talking about what's for dinner. It really isn't a big deal," I said as they laughed. "Have you ever given Emmett a blow job?"
"A what?" Rose asked as Alice scooted closer to the edge of her seat.
"What are you ladies talking about so intently?" Edward asked as he and the other boys stepped out onto the porch.
"Normal girl talk stuff," I said as Edward laughed.
"Yeah, I'm glad I'm only out here for a few minutes," Edward said as we laughed. He and Ben had both been subjected to girl talk before. Although,some things he was curious about, only my husband would ask questions about a period. We all sat there quietly as Edward smoked. He was taking his time, and it was driving me crazy.
"We are trying to talk," I said.
"Blow me, Bella," he said as I heard Alice giggle.
"I would love to," I said placing my hand over my heart. I loved that I could still make my husband blush.
"I look forward to it," he said giving me a quick kiss before walking into the house.
"What was that about?" I heard Emmett ask as the door closed. I couldn't help laughing.
"Okay, so what is it?" Rose said quickly.
"When Edward said blow me, was that what he was talking about?" Alice asked
"Yeah, he loves them. Most nights I don't even have to do the deed," I said as Rose's eyes grew.
"Not that I will ever try, but I need to know what it is." Yeah right, Rose was going to be blowing Emmett every night he mentions sex.
"You suck on his penis."
"You have got to be kidding me." That was Rose.
"That is just...gross." That was Alice.
"Where does the sperm go?" Rose asked.
"You can swallow it, or let him cum on your face or boobs. Who cares where it goes as long as you don't get preggers," I said as their faces stayed blank.
"What do you do with it?" Alice asked as she turned a new shade of red.
"Whatever Edward wants," I said.
"He puts it on your breasts? Why?" Rose asked. I could tell she was trying to wrap her head around what I was telling her.
"I don't know why. I guess it makes me feel sexy."
"You are...naked?" Rose asked.
"Yes, aren't you when you have sex?" I asked.
"No! I don't think Emmett has ever seen me fully naked," Rose told me. "Intercourse is for reproduction only, not for pleasure."
"Well that sucks, because I find great pleasure in it," I said. "Wanna know what I think?" I asked as Rose nodded her head yes. Poor Alice didn't know what to think. "Who cares what you do in the bedroom. No one knows unless you tell. Rose, if you want your hubs to fuck you, well, then have at it," I said as they gasped.
"You can be very crude," Rose said to me crossing her arms over her chest.
"Tell me I'm wrong," I said as Rose looked away from me. I knew she was thinking about what I was saying. I didn't want them to go against their beliefs, but shit, sometimes you just needed to be bent over and fucked. If you say you don't: you're a lair.
"Rose, if you don't want to hear this, go inside with the boys, because I want to know more," Alice said.
Rose didn't move from her seat, so I knew deep down she wanted to know too. The next hour was spent talking about sex. I think Rose was a little sex kitten underneath her Amish clothes. I told them to just go for it, and put the moves on their men. No man, Amish or not, was going to turn down a blow job. I liked having this kind of girl talk with my sister-in-laws. Our bonding time definitely brought us closer to one another, and I knew I made two friends for life.
I was very blessed to have everything that I had in my life. I had an amazing family. They were the best, and I couldn't ask for more. I had Edward and Landon, and that made my life even better. After having a night with the in laws, I found myself wanting to add to our little family even more.
Life wasn't ever going to be perfect, but for me it was as good as it was going to get. I had my parents in my life, and my huge Amish family. What more could I ask for? This life was truly our world.
Hey everyone! I was very unhappy with the ending of this story so I just had to add more. I hope you all liked it. Thank you all for going on this journey with Amishward and Bella!