Dear Ryou,

I don't know if this letter will ever reach you, but I feel like I owe it to you to write at least once.

I'm so proud of you, big brother. Even though things got really tough for you, you somehow managed to pull it together. I've always admired that about you. And, as much as I hate to admit it- I envy you.

You were given a shot at life that I'll never have. And because of that, I beg you to make the most of the time you have, however much longer it might be.

And about this Bakura character…all I can say is that I'm not angry with him for what he's done to you. I pity him for what he's been through. Nobody should have to witness what he did. So, I forgive him. For everything.

I'm glad you and Serenity were able to work things out. I hope you'll always be happy with her, for however long you may have her. You deserve it, big brother.

Mum and I are very happy up here, even though we miss you a lot. As for Dad…well, you know how Dad is. Whenever he comes up to join us, I'll be sure to tell him how disappointed I am at him. Until then, I wish him only the best.

I'm sorry I didn't try to write earlier, but to be honest; I was scared about what might happen. Maybe people would think you were insane or something.

I really can't tell you how proud you make me, big brother, You've only ever done what you thought was right, even though it hurt. Even so, I am a little disappointed in you. You kept all your pain locked up inside of you, and that's not healthy at all. You should have told someone sooner than you did. Still, you did all you could. I suppose I wouldn't tell anyone if I was in your position, anyway.

I love you so much, Ryou. Mummy says hello. We wish you nothing but happiness for the rest of your life.



A/N and that's it! thanks to all my beautiful reviewers!