Hi Im yessenia and this is my first lovefiction so please review and Im sorry if the prologe is boring trust me I'll get more interesting! I'll make it interesting XD. Sorry if I mispell something I'm a horrible speller heehee sorry.


Risa( koizumi)

It's been a month. A month and three weeks since I last saw Otani. So I admit I miss him. Everyday and everynight when I go to sleep. I wonder how's it like for him in college. I bet he's talking to a pretty girl in college. Probably drooling all over her. Ugh! As much as I hated that thought it was probably true. I mean look at me! I'm useless and not at all attractive. If Otani suddenly had a new girlfriend I wouldn't be surprise.

" Hey Risa? were you listening?," Miko , my only friend in vacational school asked waving her hand in my face. " Oh I'm sorry I black out completely,"I murmured, focusing my attention on her now. She is slightly shorter than me. Has red short hair and mushy brown eyes. She had freckles on her face.

" Thinking about your boyfriend?," Miko teased with a huge grin on her face. " No!.." I lied but Miko kept giving me a look."okay, okay! yeah I was thinking about my boyfriend," I gave up. Am I that easy to read? seriously?

"So he's in college right?meeting a bunch of cute girls,messing around, having fun," Miko said. I nodded." I need to meet this boyfriend of yours what's his name?," Miko questioned as we passed the halls. " Otani," I wistfully mumble. I missed him so much. " Okay, Otani I'll try to remember that."

" Just look for a short dude round eyes and hair," I say. Miko laughed." You never told me he has short? how short?," Miko asked. " 5'2 and .012,"I mumble. " He's shorter than me!," Miko gasped covering her mouth." Yup he's the shortest 18 year old boy I've ever met," I mum ble. "Look relax there's always hot dudes and friends like me if you ever feel down." Miko gave me a friendly smile. I smiled back she is right! Yeah that's true I should be having fun. I mean I do want to be a stylist. " You're absolutely right," I replied while she laughed." of coarse I am, Let's go or we'll be late for class," she pulled me a long and I laughed too.

"See you tommorow," Miko waved. " yeah...bye," I sadly waved back. " Hey Risa!," my friend Chiharu came fallowed by her boyfriend Suzuki." Oh! hey guys," I was happy to see them both. It's been a while." We just came from hanging with eachother at the park," Chiharu shyly smile. " Oh really! But wait... I thought Suzuki and you were always busy?," I asked Chiharu. She pushed her black hair back and laughed. " Yeah but we thought it's good to atleast meet up everyday," Chiharu removed her glasses to clean them. " Oh...that's nice," it was nice. Here they are both extremely visit but they still have time to meet up with eachother. Why am I the only one not enjoying this?" well we have to go see you later Risa,"she started walking away. Well duh they want to spend time with eachother. So I smiled and waved bye. Heading home. To my lonesome house. My parents work and my younger brother is just too busy to care about me. I no longer play my video games that much because that just reminds me of Otani for some reason. I look at my hand. There was the ring Otani had given me in replace for the necklace I lost. Oh, Otani do you even think of me?


Class was fun. Everything about college is fun..well exept the extra homework. It had been a long day I was so ready to fall asleep. I headed to my dorm. " Sorry shortie didn't seeyou," a guy push passed me. Grrr! Shortie? Did he just say shortie?" Hey! Don't call me a shortie!," I yelled at him as I head to my dorm. My roomate Namuro was snoring. Too loud. That idiot...idiot...That reminded me of a certain idiot. I pull out my phone and dial.


I was home, laying down in my bed when my phone rang. I yawned. " Hello?," I answered forgetting to check who it was. " Yo did I wake you?,"a familiar voice said over the phone. " Otani!," I gasped recognizing the voice too well. " Hey how's it going?," Otani said over the phone. Uh ..how's it going?Should I tell him taht I miss him?" Um okay," I ended up saying intstead. " Oh. Cool," Otani sounded so nonchalant over the phone. We stood quiet for a while. Until I broke the silence." How about you?," I awkwardly asked. " It's fun! There's so much here Koizumi you don't know what you are missing haha," Otani laughed over the phone. He sounded soo happy...Am I really the only one suffering? Tears went to my eyes. "Hey you okay?,"Otani asked." No I'm fine just focus on college. I'm fine I- I have to go call you later," I hanged up and burst in tears. I want him to be with him I miss him.


What? what's wrong with her? I wonder as I hanged up.


I looked around checking if anybody was watching. When I realize no one was I bolted to the cabinet drawer that belonged to me and pulled out a picture. It was a secret taken picture of Koizumi. What? You thought she's the only one with pictures? " Hey Otani," my roomate woke up. I hid the picture behind my back. " Oh hey how's it going," I try to hide my rush of heat in my face. Namuro had blond and blue 's the cute guy every girl drools over. Namuro eyed me suspiciously. " Uh. What's that behind your back?," he asked while rubbing his eyes. " huh? Oh nothing. Its nothing,"

" let me see," Namuro tried peeking. I walked away. Shaking my head." It's nothing important," I blabbered. " Dude just let me see," he tried getting the picture from me." No it's nothing-," he snatched it from my hand. Namuro looked at the picture. " Whose this?," he asked. I tried snatching the picture back but he was way taller than me. He holded it up. " You're girlfriend right?,"Namuro laughed.

" yeah" I grummbled. Namuro laughed again. " Shut up! Give me the picture back!," I tried reaching for it but failed again.'' Hmm..She's pretty cute I meant really,"Namuro looked at the picture again " huh?what?," I asked." She has large round milky brown eyes and long wavy orange hair. She's pretty cute I tell you," Namuro pointed out. I looked at the picture."Don't tell me you haven't noticed before?,"he laughed. " Um no," see I always thought she had ordinary orange hair and brown eyes. " So why you go out with her to begin with if you didn't notice that?' he asked." umm... I don't know,"