"So when the fuck are you going to tell me?"

He smiled. I couldn't see him, but I could feel his lips twitch against my cheek.

We were in HIS meadow. It really wasn't his, but he claimed it was since he found it.

It was a perfect little meadow in the middle of a deep, thick forest.

A small perfect little paradise with flowers blooming, almost made for the two of us.

We had had a nice picnic and now I was sitting in his lap, with my back against his chest.

He kept giving butterfly kisses down my neck and every time he went downwards, I hoped he'd never come up.

He giggled, I could feel his breath on my neck, still wet from his kisses.

"What the hell is so funny" I asked him and tried to pretend annoyance.

"You my darling, you're so impatient". He grabbed my hair and brushed it to the other side of my face and kissed me right below my earlobe.

I swear to god, my heart stopped for a second there.

"Well I wouldn't be so fucking impatient if you would just tell me your fuckin plan!"

Another giggle, and another kiss.

"The mouth on you.. I think I need to come up with better uses for it than cursing."

This time I couldn't help but giggle. "When the hell did you start sounding like a British man from a 100 years ago?"


He pinched me. The motherfucker just pinched my side.

I quickly got on my knees and spun around. "Is this what you're into? 'Cause I gotta admit, that S/M thing is really not me"

He smiled and his eyes were full of life. They almost sparkled.

"Well excuse me ma'am, but it's just how I was raised"

I snorted and rolled my eyes. "Yeah, 'cause you have been SUCH a gentleman so far right?"

To my surprise he lowered his gaze and started fiddling with his fingers. For a while he didn't say anything which made me uncomfortable.

"Hey.." I said as I grabbed his chin and forced him to look at me.

"I don't know what I said, but if I said something wrong I'm sorry"

He gave me a quick smile and then sighed. He put both of his hand on the sides of my face and stroked my cheeks with his thumbs.

"It's not you baby. It's just that… Sometimes I wish my mom was here.. I think I would be a better person if she was"

I wrapped my arms round his neck and pressed my body as close to his as I could.

"Don't say that. I mean, I wish your mom was here too. But not to make you a better person, you're already good. I wish she was here to see what you've become. You've made mistakes, yes, but look at you now. I could not be happier of the person you turned out to be. You're here with me, that's all that matters"

He looked me deep in the eyes and at that moment I knew that he knew. He knew for sure that I meant what I said.

I got the famous crooked smile and his eyes closed as he leaned in to give me another breath taking kiss.


"Do you feel it?"

I ran my hand up and down her leg. All the way to her upper thigh where I would draw circles with my finger tips. Then all the way back down to her ankles where I would grab it and pull her leg closer to mine.

We were laying in my bed. Bella and me. I don't even know how we got here, it didn't even matter.

I was here and she was here.. And fuck, she was so warm.

It's like every surface of her radiated heat and I would absorb it all.


I lifted my head to see her eyes.

Her eyes were closed but she was biting the shit out of her lower lip.

I gently ran my index finger across her lower lip until I got her to release it. Her eyes opened and she looked at me.

She opened her mouth as if she wanted to tell me something but all that came out was a sigh. A contended sigh.

I moved closer to her and kissed her gently. I made it as soft and light as I could, but she wouldn't have it.

In an instance she wrapped her leg around my hip, pushing against me as much as she could. She locked my lips with hers and this was no normal kiss.

Her lips devoured mine as she ground her hips against me. She would let out these small moans that drove me crazy, while kissing me deeply.

I slowly started unbuttoning her jeans as she kissed me.

1 button…. 2…. 3…. Pull the zipper down..

I slid my hand under and I could feel it all. The innocent cotton panties she was wearing. The incredible heat that was coming off her.

I slid my hand down even further until I could feel it. Her panties were soaked, and as I slid my hand down further I could feel the outlines of her…

"Yo bro, you in there?!" The loud booming voice of my brother as he knocked on the door repeatedly.

I looked at Bella's eyes the same time she looked at mine and we both grimaced. Without saying a word we hopped up from the bed and I waited to open the door until she got herself decent.