The Darkness I Know Well

Why hello there fellow Criminal Minds fanfic readers. I would like to invite you on a magical journey into the world of young Doctor Spencer Reid and one of his little friends- you'll have to wait until the next chapter to learn of her name. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it.

I must tell you all a few things before we start though. I do not own Criminal Minds or any of the characters from the show- oh don't we all wish we did though- but the OC of this story is mine along with the plot- as much as a fairly basic plot can be owned by anyone one person. I do not own this perfect song either, it is from Spring Awakening. Listen to it now but also throughout the story. By the end it will be leaving goosebumps all over you, trust me.

Also, this story is meant for a more mature crowd of readers. There will be swearing, graphic content and sexual activities happening at times. You have been warned by both myself and the rating of this story. If any young children read this it is not my fault if I corrupt their innocence with my writing.

Well, that is it I do believe so I hope you all enjoy this story of mine.

Prologue

There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

You say, "Time for bed now, child"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me

So I leave wantin' just to hide
Knowin' deep inside
You are comin' to me
You are comin' to me

You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me and you whisper, "Child the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty"

"God, it's good to lovin'. Ain't it good tonight
You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna treat you right
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty"

I don't scream though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe

I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my beauty
Me and my beauty

You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
Then you hold me and you whisper," Child the Lord won't mind
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty"

"God, it's good to lovin'. Ain't it good tonight
You ain't seen nothin' yet, gonna treat you right
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty"

There's a part I can't tell
'Bout the dark I know well
There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

There's a part I can't tell
'Bout the dark I know well
There's a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

Doctor Spencer Reid sat at his desk trying to finish up all of his paperwork so he could relax all weekend and rewatch Star Trek episodes or reread some good book just for the heck of it. He seemed to be the only one who was concentrating on his work. Everyone else was counting the minutes until they could go and party it up; it had been a hard week after all.

"Hey Reid!" caked Derek Morgan, breaking Spencer's concentration.

Spencer looked up to see what Morgan wanted.

"It's time to stop working and go party it up man, "Morgan replied with a smile.

Reid looked at the clock and felt his eyes widen. Wow, where had the time gone? He looked down at the papers in front of him. At least he was mostly done, only a few more forms to fill out that might take him maybe half an hour to fill out.

Reid jumper up and snatched up his brown leather messenger bag. He tossed in the few folders he would need and the paperwork needing to be finished. He pulled on his jacket and looked at Morgan with a slightly wild look in his eyes.

The rest of the team snickered slightly at his reaction.

"Awn! He looks like a frightened deer," commented Garcia.

"He sort of does, "agreed Prentiss.

"It's kinda adorable, "said J.J.

Reid looked around him confused. What the heck were the girls talking about? He just looked at Morgan with a confused look and figured that he would help him out like he normally did.

"Chill man, you'll get to the bar soon enough," Morgan said with a slight hint of mocking in his voice.

"I-It's not that, I just was surprised that the time went by as quick as it did," Reid managed to get out.

"Dude, don't ever admit to liking doing paperwork on a Friday again. You might end up with everyone else's to do, "Morgan advised.

Spencer nodded even though he didn't really understand why. I had learnt that it was better to just agree with most things that he didn't understand instead of ask them what they meant. It normally just ended up with him getting funny looks and not getting told what they meant anyways.

"So we'll see you at the usual place 'round eight?"Derek asked the boy genius in front of him.

"I don't know if…" Spencer started only to be interrupted by Morgan.

"No excuses Jimmy, I want to see you rockin' it out with us all night this time, "Morgan said not allowing Reid to get out of it this time.

Reid had a feeling that he should just go without fighting it. He would go for a few hours then go home. It couldn't possibly be too painful could it?

"Ok fine, I'll be there, "Reid said with a soft sigh as the all walked out of the building together.

The girls were all talking about what they were going to wear an intensity and excitement that Reid couldn't even try to comprehend. To him, clothes were just clothes. In general he had trouble understanding women, this was just another thing to add to the list of things he wouldn't understand. He shrugged it off as he always did.

"See you all there, "Reid said as he walked to his car.

He planned on going home, dropping off his bad and grabbing a bite to eat before heading to the bar. He was not about to a bar without food in his system. He had done that once and was not about to do that ever again if it could be helped.

Half way home his cell rang and he picked it up without checking who was on the other side of the line. There was only a hand full of people that ever phoned him so he just assumed it was one of them. That was why when he heard the voice of the caller he was completely and utterly shocked.

"Hey Spence, sorry to bother you on a Friday night, I know you must have plans but I was wondering if you could come and pick me up," a familiar female voice said.


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